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Cry Baby, Cry

  Cry Baby, Cry Basic things  Menial  Cluttering up a daily agenda They clamor on Without meaning  You just needed a distraction Something to drown out all the noise But in the audible solitude  You open up things left ignored.  The music hits your ears And vibrates something inside Your eyes start to well up Go ahead and cry baby cry …baby cry baby… …cry baby cry… …baby cry baby… …cry baby… …cry! There’s been pain Regret All left unprocessed regardless of time And building up  Until they breach  All the walls that protected you Fail to rhythm and melody  Unguarded, raw emotions take hold It’s overwhelming to take on The music hits your ears And vibrates something inside Your eyes start to well up Go ahead and cry baby cry These feelings what are they How do you comprehend them Your eyes start to well up Go ahead and cry baby cry The music hits your ears And vibrates something inside Your eyes start to well up Go ahead and cry baby cry …baby ...

Mummer’s Farce

  Mummer’s Farce (the role) Been broken hearted too many times Yet I find myself welcoming the pain It’s like it’s branded on my face “Make me love and take advantage of me” Well no more, not a fool, not today Even if I have to pretend To be someone else To never feel that pain I can act out a bit The man of fairy tales is gone Disguised as a mummer’s farce  I am him, he is me To survive, you can’t see If I want peace, I cannot be I know a part, I know the role Every now and then I meet someone Giving everyone the exact same show And they make me feel safe and warm  But I don’t trust myself to just let go  I’ll hurt myself just to avoid pain  Even if you opened up first Gave me something else I can’t forget that pain I wish for once I could The man of fairy tales is gone Disguised as a mummer’s farce  I am him, he is me To survive, you can’t see If I want peace, I cannot be I know a part, I know the role What experiences am I missing  Pretending to be ...

#FUPA

  #FUPA (Fucked Up Piece of Ass) I was messed up Lost and confused Then I found you Maybe you were too But we connected  Then intertwined  What is this If not love  No matter how I feel And if you feel the same I’m no good for you I’m just  A fucked up piece of ass Incomplete parts  Of separate wholes But together  It all fits, almost Because when alone  I miss your parts  Who you are How you feel No matter how I feel And if you feel the same I’m no good for you I’m just  A fucked up piece of ass Call it what you want  It’s no good with me You see I’m damaged, toxic  Just a waste of time You see No matter how I feel And if you feel the same I’m no good for you I’m just  A fucked up piece of ass

Now I Know…

  I always pitied you  And believe the talk wasn’t true  Surely they were better  And you were OK  Well, I was fucking wrong  Oh so fucking wrong  I let you in as people shut you out  Like an alley cat without an alley  Be an ally be his friend  Well goddamn I didn’t know what that meant  Now I know I should have never Open the door Offered my hand And let you in Now I know I should have never Became your friend Gave any help Not take your side Take my time or money And you’d be no different than them but my life now that’s new Not identity But my thought and action  Why not just kill me Then you could be me more so freely then I have to remind you that in the end You’re just a cheap imitation Or do you keep me around just to hurt Now I know I should have never Open the door Offered my hand And let you in Now I know I should have never Became your friend Gave any help Not take your side I never thought I was imitatable  Ju...