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You’re a prince of something That amounts to a lot of bullshit  Your claims of importance Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb.  You’re a prince of nothing Full of lies and deceit you should quit  Your claims of importance An invitation for them to come  To your freak show A side show attraction Shock and awe With no substance I’m honest with this You’re nothing more than a false pretense  Everyday I question my own faults There are many Then I reflect on all your lies There are many  You could love me but you won’t When you’re In love with yourself  You’re a prince of something That amounts to a lot of bullshit  Your claims of importance Fall on the ears of those who aren’t dumb.  You’re a prince of nothing Full of lies and deceit you should quit  Your claims of importance An invitation for them to come  Inside you mind A twisted web of lies These fal...

I’m trying to be more than this An echo in your life I’m more than that one goodnight kiss An echo in your life I’m here in the now but I am An echo in your life  I want nothing to do with you An echo in your life.  Pump the brakes  Misfired signals You’re not here for me So I won’t be here for you.   I fell In love And a cancer broke my heart I tried again And a pisces lead me on With one more try An Aries then tore me apart You It was always you Who entered my life  Now I question why  I entered yours.  I’m trying to be more than this An echo in your life I’m more than that one goodnight kiss An echo in your life I’m here in the now but I am An echo in your life  I want nothing to do with you An echo in your life.  Make it stop I’m done with all this  I’ve stoped pretending  So I won’t be here for you.  I was in love But a Gemini was on...

I’m tired of hate and bitterness As I try to do better  I’m not perfect I know So I shouldn’t expect you to be Or anyone else that’s in this world  For that matter I need to find the good Despite the bad No matter how blatant it is.  I’m looking for Love peace and joy I’m looking for Happiness now I’m looking for Truth and patience  I’m looking for Understanding.  I’m done with all this sad emptiness  Float off Just like a feather.  It’s the past and should go  I’m still finding hope in what can be  For anyone like me    in this world  If it matters I’m just seeking some peace  Letting you go Everyone who isn’t right now I’m looking for Love peace and joy I’m looking for Happiness now I’m looking for Truth and patience  I’m looking for Understanding.  And this understanding Makes me complete If that could ever be a thing  ...

That first love did me wrong I’m still reeling from it Some say I can’t let go And they aren’t wrong Although I’m trying to I’m filled with hatred and bitterness And fantasies of what I do to you If I ever saw you It wouldn’t be pleasant for you  But I shouldn’t feel this way at all It’s been too long I Need to let you go But who are you really? The first heart break Or my substitute for you Or that mans substitute? This bitterness and hatred Is stockpiling Without healing.  This emotion is a chain reaction I linked you together  All of you despite you Having nothing to share Except for me What else can I do? Besides therapy to heal emptiness And then realizing that we’ve been through  If I ever saw you I should still try and forgive you Despite it I’m still bitter and all This is all wrong I need to let go But who are you really? The first heart break Or my substitute for you Or that m...

Damn you Despite you I’ll become everything That’s inside you.  Enter me You Infect me I’ll become everything That’s inside you.  You were toxic And no matter how pure I try to be  You’ve seeped inside of me Too many words for this  I blistering with things to say  How you did me wrong  Lying to me infecting me I’m done with it I’m done with you but  How do I cut it off? Damn you Despite you I’ll become everything That’s inside you.  Despite me You absorb me  And I’m learning I  Carry deceit.  We were tragic And despite how good I try to be now I’m complicate with you  These crimes that do not rhyme.  With anything that is logical  I have to be strong  As I carry your guilt as mine  I’m letting go  I’m forgetting you How do I cut you off Damn you Despite you I’ll become everything That’s inside you.  ...

Despite the past I love you  And forget when I reject you.  That’s wrong.    You played me for a fool I’m done pretending I need you.   Regretting the fool.  Does that make any sense  I’m trying to say I forgive you But that doesn’t rhyme with logic  So it comes out wrong.  It’s illogical To try and make sense of the past And let go of the hurt and pain you gave But here I am now As I attempt to forgive our past And forget every thing that we went through  Despite the past I love you  And forget when I reject you.  That’s wrong.    You played me for a fool I’m done pretending I need you.   Regretting the fool.  Where is my sanity I should revoke your existence here Would I be better if I did  But noting would change It’s fantastical  To fantasize the past can change  It’s better to let go of all the heartache  ...

I should be okay I could be the one But you filter me out  Watch what I become.  A hero in a tragic story Everyone celebrates me I’m exalted. Loved by everyone A husband paired with my perfect match  No matter what he loves me I am adored, like I adore them I realize you don’t matter Just a blip in my life  I should be okay I could be the one But you filter me out  Watch what I become.  Successful without your influence.  Shining In my own spotlight  I’m awarded, for being myself  Loving myself without any chance  Of regret or a respite  I’m standing proud, and with no regret I realize you don’t matter Just a blip in my life  I should be okay I could be the one But you filter me out  Watch what I become.  I could be the ruler of all things I’ll never stop dreaming of Life and the things...    that I can achieve. 

Nothing nothing let me say something  Despite you  I have a lot to say yet you silence me Anything I say let it be true I’m inspired You tried to silence me but I’ll scream    let me go.  Torture in silence  Solitude I’m hurting Do you care As it breaks the waves  You hear my pain I’d rip my face off  To show how I feel  You’d never understand  I’m okay with your ignorance  As it’s bliss.    Foolish bliss  Nothing nothing let me say something  Despite you  I have a lot to say yet you silence me Anything I say let it be true I’m inspired You tried to silence me but I’ll scream    let me go.  Living in silence  Attitude With yearning Would you dare As I break the waves You see my pain  Could you understand This if I showed you  I don’t think you could know  How could you understand abuse  As a g...

Here I am Trying to find my way Lost in a proverbial wilderness Where are you where am I where are we Lost? Found? Unaware of who I am? I’m seeking truths  Avoiding lies Your words and promises Won’t do anything for me I’m seeking truths  I hear your cries Dreams of the what could bes Won’t do anything for me.  Who are you  Do you    that for sure  So could you be mistaken on everything.  Who are you who am I who are we War? Peace? Where in history are we? I’m seeking truths  Avoiding lies Your words and promises Won’t do anything for me I’m seeking truths  I hear your cries Dreams of the what could bes Won’t do anything for me. Reach out and touch someone Until it hurts them Like it hurt you  I’m sheltering pain To protect no one that matters.  I’m seeking truths  Avoiding lies Your words and promises Won’t do anything for me I’m...

I use to want to be the perfect husband But when I tried my partner didn’t reciprocate  It’s okay even if I’m still bitter  I won’t look on with a filter.   Men are trash No one has proved me otherwise Maybe I’m better off Alone.  You made claims to me that were loving  With what I know how could I ever anticipate  Your lies now    are nothing more than litter  Stop pretending you are better  Men are trash No one has proved me otherwise Maybe I’m better off Alone.  Solitude and loneliness What’s wrong with it When lies of honesty Haunt me (Trash, they’re all trash) Men are trash No one has proved me otherwise Maybe I’m better off Alone.