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what is Love?

What are you doing  I’m uncomfortable  This is unfamiliar  You’re being more than kind Is this affection Attempts at romance I’m so confused I don’t feel it’s wrong... What is this feeling And These butterflies My stuttering words Is this what is Love? What is, what is, what is Love What did you just do now I want to be ready.  But I’m not so steady To accept all this I know rejection But is this my chance  To live in love I don’t feel it’s wrong... What is this feeling My heart skips a beat Am I worthy of this  Is this what is Love? What is, what is, what is Love I’m afraid But slide close Let yourself in Become one  With me I was one  Far too long  So intertwine  To be one  What is this feeling And These butterflies My stuttering words Is this what is Love? What is this feeling My heart skips a beat Am I worthy of this  Is this what is Love? What is, what is, what is Love Is this what is Love?

The Future Is Universal

  The future is universal Little boy Why are you scared I understand But this will come to pass And you will be better off Little girl Why are you crying  It’s a damn lie What you dream isn’t it And you’re better off We remember and forget The pain of the past  It comes and goes like a ghost Some things will not last  Despite what they say. In the here and now The future is universal Despite how I feel.   Little child Just who are you All that matters Is you find who you are  And you’re better off  Gentle one A man or woman Just live your truth All that matters is you  And you’re better now  We were once and future lives Despite these facts that  Are left to be a phantom  Some things are the past.  Despite what they say. In the here and now The future is universal Despite how I feel.   You don’t know Why we are here It’s just a chance  We make sense of all this  And we’re better off Despite what they sa...

Enamored

  We met in a bathroom And there was a spark How am I to feel about this.   You loved my Cute undies  Then Went to nice vein How am I do feel about this.  Did you like seeing me there In underwear you’d never seen before  Is that why you keep trying to come back for more? How does it feel to be so enamored.  You put your two lips on My sex organ so How am I to feel about this.  And you still toy with me Yet I play the game How am I to feel about this.  You enjoy this fantasy  A missed chance dangling his piece for you Or am I now just a forgotten chance to score ? How does it feel to be so enamored.  There was a time In 1999 You could have been mine You’re loved up and I’m damaged Maybe in another life , another time How do I look in your dreams Was I everything you wet dreamed of Am I the one you would reject everything for  How does it feel to be so enamored. 

Carry With Me

  What y’all don’t know about me You see me as sweet and kind But I have an acid tongue And a bitter heart I’m not afraid to rip you apart. I’m kind and gentle to a point And then I’m ready to say Fuck you And the world  Every choice that you ever made I carry with me now Fuck that And before You question things that I said I carry with me now Look inside Realize Not fantasize  Your memories are lies With a broken nose and heart I became a jaded bitch  Immune to fools sympathy  And all of their lies I won’t be another clowns fool now Once upon a time I could care But not anymore because  Fuck this Kindness shit  You killed that love when you lost me I carry with me now Fuck me For that kiss That’s something you will never see  I carry with me now Look inside Realize Not fantasize  Your memories are lies Despite all of my tries I can not rise Recognize  What’s inside.  There was a time when I loved you Not now or ever again  Fuc...

I’m Listening

  Despite the white noise The static And all the background noise I hear you Despite the distraction The lie And all the deflection I hear you.  Tell me friend  What’s your truth How’ve you be hurt And what can I do I’m listening Despite rhetoric.  Foolishness  Words they will soon regret  Ignorance  And a moment of peace.  A lie It could be reflection.  I see you Tell me foe What’s the truth Why you still hurt  And what can I do I’m listening.  Despite all your lies Craziness  Words they’d soon forget Ignorance  Can I just release it all The lie  Despite all my rejection  I see you.  But who are we (Black white latin asian and African) But everything.  I’m here to be everything to the great So who are we (Gay bi Homo trans undecided) But everything.  I’m here to everything to the great  In spite of your white lies Colonist  Ideas that we’d forget.  Here we are.  I’m listening (...

Shine Shine Shine

You weren’t here You didn’t see The light in the sky But I did Am I worthy of something In the light I shine  In the lies I shine  I’m here to shine despite you.  What you fear Is coming near  Me rebuking you And I did  So I’m taking this victory In the light I shine  In the lies I shine  I’m here to shine despite you.  You’re dumb.    A dog laying out of his bed I’m better than you  I’m so sorry You are simple  Your ignorance is self evident.  So I did Call you out on foolish yourself In the light I shine  In the lies I shine  I’m here to shine despite you. 

Enjoy Oxygen

  I’d write a song Maybe another time  You’re not worth it.  You’re unworthy  This experience is bullshit A reflection of my failures As a man I couldn’t just say no But here we are face to face  I’d murder you if it weren’t a crime.  But it is so I won’t Enjoy oxygen  A bitterness grows As hate for you flows.  You have no idea How I dream of ruining you.  I’m the good guy Despite what lies you’ve heard When you say why I tune you out I’m tired of being the villain  When none of this is my fault but still With my ego A raised nose will get hit  But here we are face to face  I’d murder you if it weren’t a crime.  But it is so I won’t Enjoy oxygen  You don’t    deserve kindness Despite tenderness.  I would see you dead  Such a fitting end just for you  But here we are face to face  I’d murder you if it weren’t a crime.  But it is so I won’t Enjoy oxygen  Breathe, breathe In my hea...