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I miss the taste of your kiss The touch of your hand The smell of your skin You have me addicted to you My time with you is too short I can’t get enough You’re all I could want Why does this feeling feel so right Words can’t express I want you to understand how I feel How do I say how I feel I must confess This feeling I feel for you is real How do I say how I feel Te quiero, ai shiteru, je t’aime Ti amo, iche liebe dich, I love you But how do I say it… When you smile at me I smile You laugh and I laugh I don’t understand How you could make me feel this way And you send me flying high I could touch the sky I’m lost in your eyes It’s a feeling I can’t deny Words can’t express I want you to understand how I feel How do I say how I feel I must confess This feeling I feel for you is real How do I say how I feel Te quiero, ai shiteru, je t’aime Ti amo, iche liebe dich, I love you But how do I say it…

You made me feel guilty Filled me with regret When every feeling that I had Should have been yours instead I didn’t know your cruelty Wish I could forget How could you make me feel so bad You had me so misled I could forgive you for just about anything The cheating and heartache But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness I could forgive you for just about anything The torture and heartbreak But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness I won’t deny my mistake You told everyone But I never did take that step You fucked him in our bed What was to be a break Not to say we’re done Could just have been our worst misstep With what’s inside my head I could forgive you for just about anything The cheating and heartache But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness I could forgive you for just about anything The torture and heartbreak But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness Unless I have a change of heart We’re over, we’re done, we’re finished Unless I decide to restart We’re over, we’re done,...

How can I explain? Why I shut you out I will always have feelings for you And regrets for not staying You weren’t the only My heart was yearning It wasn’t fair to love another When your love was mine only I had to break your heart I didn’t deserve it, I hadn’t earned it I had to break your heart I didn’t understand, and now it’s too late We moved so fast Was it meant to be? I was scared to give it some more time Second guessing everything My heart overflowed I couldn’t say no To anyone who ever loved me My heart wasn’t yours alone I had to break your heart I didn’t deserve it, I hadn’t earned it I had to break your heart I didn’t understand, and now it’s too late

Here I am Back at the place I never thought I’d be How can I Begin to say Why I came back to this Now I find myself starting over Rebuilding bridges I had burnt I did say once that this was over But you deserve another turn I could not Say how I felt To you or anyone I’m sorry I left you then But we are stronger now Now I find myself starting over Rebuilding bridges I had burnt I did say once that this was over But you deserve another turn I had to go away Break your heart Make you realize Make me realize What was missing How to improve You said once That you love me I took that for granted I said once That I missed you And here we are again Now I find myself starting over Rebuilding bridges I had burnt I did say once that this was over But you deserve another turn

I find myself in this situation It didn’t happen by mistake I thought I was playing a game And now I’m in too deep I never meant to get involved But sometimes my heart goes off alone My brain can’t construct rhyme or reason How unfortunate for you that now there’s two This could all end in catastrophe If you found out about us This could all end in catastrophe If you knew what we’re doing This could all end in catastrophe If you saw things through my eyes I find myself talking to you late at night Scream fighting over phone calls I keep saying it’s not like that Why can’t I let you go I never meant to drag you in Why am I so afraid of this change I used to live spontaneously I think that changed back when I first met you This could all end in catastrophe If you found out about us This could all end in catastrophe If you knew what we’re doing This could all end in catastrophe If you saw things through my eyes This could all end in catastrophe It would ...

Things started out happy Moving quickly ever changing I reached a point where I wish I could stop time But no man ever can As life kept on moving It changed directions without me The others then started to get in your way Tarnishing everything This is my story My side of the story Different to the one you’re telling everyone Maybe the truth will meet somewhere in between Each side of the story This is my story Completely unaware We had set the end in motion When one on one intimacy went away Never to come again The distance in my heart Became distance across the land The unwritten test you failed which crippled me Leaving nothing the same This is my story My side of the story Different to the one you’re telling everyone Maybe the truth will meet somewhere in between Each side of the story This is my story My heart was then alone That’s when a stranger came to me Unlocking everything I had kept inside Releasing us from this I must apologize I forgot ...

I’ve spent my life drifting aimlessly I never had to worry about danger I was always safe I made sure there was a safety net I would have never thought to fly without lines I was never brave I always kept someone close to me I never ventured out in the darkness alone Just one step behind It was always easier this way to go through my life always watching your back So you could fall first So far I’ve taken care of you Seen you succeed instead of me So far I’ve never been alone Always had someone by my side So far I’ve always had a hand To make sure I never went wrong Maybe I need to be alone I have always taken your advice Even if my mind told me that you were wrong So you could be blamed One day I thought I’d go on my own But I only replaced you with some one else I can’t be alone So far I’ve taken care of you Seen you succeed instead of me So far I’ve never been alone Always had someone by my side So far I’ve always had a hand To make sure I never wen...

I never asked for this I always thought I was happy What started with a kiss Has grown into a need You’re all I’m thinking of Every hour of every day I have fallen in love And I can’t get enough The love I have for you Hurts so bad The ache I feel for you Hurts so bad The need I have for you Hurts so bad The pain I feel for you Hurts so bad You’ve broken down my wall Leaving me vulnerable to you All I can do is fall For you more and more and More I fall in this pain I torture myself everyday I’ll never feel the same My hearts been ripped open The love I have for you Hurts so bad The ache I feel for you Hurts so bad The need I have for you Hurts so bad The pain I feel for you Hurts so bad And in the wake of this emotional awakening As Saturn returns for the first time I step into eternity The love I have for you Hurts so bad The ache I feel for you Hurts so bad The need I have for you Hurts so bad The pain I feel for you Hurts so bad

Everyone thinks that I’m quiet Inoffensive and naïve But inside of me’s a riot That you won’t believe You thought I’d just play it safe And coast along unnoticed But inside of me’s a lion Ready to be free Rodney’s hiding in between the lines Of my simple reality You should have seen all the warning signs In my simple reality He’s a monster that’s fighting his cage Of my simple reality Now it’s time for him to take this stage From my simple reality Once you find him just beware He will knock you off your feet So just hold on to your prayer You’ll need it in your defeat I’m tired of holding myself back It’s coming out hard and fast You should have known there was more Than little quiet Mitchell Rodney’s hiding in between the lines Of my simple reality You should have seen all the warning signs In my simple reality He’s a monster that’s fighting his cage Of my simple reality Now it’s time for him to take this stage From my simple reality

I’m ready to cut the strings And be free If you’re not sure you want to Be with me I won’t sit around and wait for you To make up your mind Don’t keep me hanging on to a hope I don’t have the time These eight years was fun but if you’re done Let’s just walk away Call it done and let the sun come up On a brand new day I’m ready to cut the strings And be free If you’re not sure you want to Be with me So I guess I’m just not fun enough For you anymore I gave you everything I have to give And you still want more But it’s clear you don’t want it from me I won’t hold you up Don’t let me be the one in your way I’ll just give you up I’m ready to cut the strings And be free If you’re not sure you want to Be with me I’ll take my freedom and enjoy it One day you’ll miss me I’ll be gone like you already are One day you will see…

Here we are at a crossroads We’ve grown apart And numb to our feelings We can’t admit where we stand We’ve had our fun But is this were we’re done Take a break Understand Our feelings Figure out What I want For myself I’m tired of pretending I’m tired of the in between What’s beyond the separation? I’m ready enough to move on But I love you enough to hold on I just won’t fear separation You’re all that I’ve ever know But I’m not scared You taught me to be brave Can you just make up your mind? I’m still waiting When will this waiting end Take a break Think it through Don’t react Figure out What you want For yourself I’m tired of pretending I’m tired of the in between What’s beyond the separation? I’m ready enough to move on But I love you enough to hold on I just won’t fear separation

A kiss an embrace You made my heart race Your touch and I’m hooked I hope you just looked I crave you I need you I won’t deny this feeling You’re the one I’m needing When will I learn to let go When will I ever move on You and I weren’t meant to be But I keep thinking we were Denial on trial You’re now in a file You just make me feel You have me heart sealed I desire your sin I can’t resist this feeling You’re the one I’m wanting When will I learn to let go When will I ever move on You and I weren’t meant to be But I keep thinking we were Don’t ignore me Just console me I need you to understand me Don’t ignore me Just console me I need you to understand me

You came to me Said it’s over and you want out And wanted to know how to divide our things I can’t process The words that you just said to me It tears me apart as I’m falling blindly Into the unknown I’m scared; I don’t know what’s on the other side I only know what I know And now that’s gone away When you said you wanted to leave My world ended When you said you didn’t love me My world ended I can’t help for regretting every mistake But I can’t erase my history When you said you wanted to leave My world ended You broke my heart What did I do to deserve this Your decision opens opportunities I never thought This new door would open for me But I fear all that is on the other side It’s my forever But now I have a choice to choose it for me I only knew what I knew And now you’ve set me free When you said you wanted to leave My world ended When you said you didn’t love me My world ended I can’t help for regretting every mistake But I can’t erase my history When you said you wanted t...

When will I start thinking with my head Instead of what’s inside of my pants I found myself in a strangers bed I think the last time was my last chance So what’s wrong with me Why do I keep doing this I believed in monogamy But I make myself a liar And nobody likes a liar I guess they all hate me I couldn’t help myself my mistake But what’s a mistake with no regret I will not love my life as a fake So there it is I’ll have no regret Do I make you see I just can’t go on like this I believed in monogamy But I make myself a liar And nobody likes a liar I guess they all hate me I believe in sacred things But I’ve forsaken everything I guess I’ll give up everything I don’t understand me So what’s wrong with me Why do I keep doing this I believed… I believed… But I lost my faith Do I make you see I just can’t go on like this I believed… I believed… But I lost my faith I believed in monogamy But I make myself a liar And nobody likes a liar I guess they all hate me I believe in sacred t...

You are all I’ve ever known And I love you just the same I don’t know If I’ve ever known Anything greater anything better I can’t think of a time That I didn’t know you You were my childhood Every early memory And now we’re grown we are Growing further apart Here in adulthood I just don’t know who you are Can we duplicate That time I still consider you My best friend You are all I’ve ever known And I love you just the same I don’t’ know if I’ve ever known Anything greater anything better Where did it all go wrong When did we drift apart You were the sister I never had and now I long to know you now And we’ve missed so much time Just to make it up Would be gratifying Can we return to That time I still consider you My best friend You are all I’ve ever known And I love you just the same I don’t’ know if I’ve ever known Anything greater anything better Please be mine, my sister Please be mine, understand I need you, my sister I need you, understand…

Is there something wrong with me? I should be happy… I know I’m happy I don’t want for anything But it’s not enough I felt your touch and I want more Why do I feel like this? I love the thrill I like the chase But I hate feeling like this It’s a sin to want you I’ve been committed but I want more He isn’t giving me what I need Won’t you give me more? I can’t escape the feeling That I felt with you… when you touched me then I just can’t help this feeling It’s just human nature To crave more after just one touch So what’s wrong with me now? I want a thrill I need your chase But I hate feeling like this It’s a sin to want you I’ve been committed but I want more He isn’t giving me what I need Won’t you give me more?

I watch them kissing Delicately sensually He reaches into her blouse Her head tilts in forced pleasure Then something goes awry Is that fear that’s in her eyes Who is she, who is he? I don’t know; should I care? I keep watching through the peep hole Watching a train wreck in slow motion I watch him hit her Brutally and senselessly He strikes again and then She reaches down for her bag When he goes in again Her bullet then finds his head Who is she, who was he? I don’t know; should I call? I keep watching through the peep hole Watching a train wreck in slow motion As he falls she cries Relentlessly with relief Was he a John that went bad, an abusive lover gone? As she picks up her phone Will there be guilt in her voice? Why did she, who was he? Should I care?   Watch the show! I keep watching through the peep hole Watching a train wreck in slow motion

I met you somewhere else You were cute but I wasn’t impressed Even a few drinks couldn’t change You were just okay But then you started dancing I found myself with you Moving to the music But then we started dancing I felt your skin touch mine Holding me too close On the dancefloor you got me hooked Like a melody it felt like ecstasy On the dancefloor you got me hooked Oh baby you had me wanting more Now you’re stuck in my head You won’t leave so now am I obsessed I’m thinking what would have happened If you didn’t leave But you did get my number You want to dance again Moving to the music And now we’ve started talking I want your touch again Holding me too close On the dancefloor you got me hooked Like a melody it felt like ecstasy On the dancefloor you got me hooked Oh baby you had me wanting more

I was the one that you turned to When the world had you down You needed a shoulder to cry on And now that it’s all said and done You abandoned me I defended your case for days When no one believed you You took everything I gave to you And when it came to helping me You abandoned me I should have known I would give you everything Without reciprocation It was easy To take everything I gave Without reciprocation It was when you were down and out I was there with a hand To help dig you out of depression It was just the right thing to do You don’t feel the same I took a chance here helping you I felt that it was right I just knew you’d be there for me But in hindsight I can now say You don’t feel the same I should have known I would give you everything Without reciprocation It was easy To take everything I gave Without reciprocation I guess I didn’t know you well enough To believe you’d take and take And not be there for me when I was down I should have listened to someone who knew you ...

I came home To an empty house Without you here It doesn’t feel the same Here I am In an empty space All by myself Why aren’t you here with me I find myself looking for you Reaching for your pillow Looking for your face This house Isn’t a home Without you here I need you This house Isn’t a home Without you here I’m lonely Lonely nights Are all that I face The silence grows Without your TV shows I try to fill this empty void here in my heart that just won’t be the same I find myself looking for love Needing that emotion It just won’t replace I find myself looking for you Reaching for your pillow Looking for your face This house Isn’t a home Without you here I need you This house Isn’t a home Without you here I’m lonely

The monster in my mind, won't let me go It has let me be defined, just let me go It tells me all these lies that I believe Catching me by surprise, when I don't see I’m charged up in an electric forest Lost without direction But to excited to care I should trust you but I can’t I’m sorry, I’m sorry I made up all these lies, to destruct me And to destroy us too, I was blind I followed the insanity for what Only chaos that will make me insane I’m charged up in an electric forest Excited by the spark With no map to set me free I should trust you my mistake I’m sorry, I’m sorry I made my mistake Now I’ll follow you blindly Don’t lead me wrong, don’t lead me wrong…

I’m looking for a little therapy So my heart will get over you Maybe throwing out your things Will make me forget the pain I’ve been receiving lots of empathy But no one knows this shade of blue So much for these wedding rings Now I’ll never feel the same Cleaning the house you left behind Doesn’t make me miss you any less You’re gone, you’re gone You’re gone, you’re gone I should be moving on but I’m not Your smell still lingers in our room There’s nothing I can do here To erase these memories So you killed my heart with just one shot A broken heart left to consume Tears cried since you disappeared Nothing left but memories Cleaning the house you left behind Doesn’t make me miss you less You’re gone, you’re gone You’re gone, you’re gone

I don’t connect with my family I came along a little too late I don’t connect with your friends I guess we just don’t relate Am I better off alone, better off dead As I wonder through life by myself I question everything Why don’t I fit in Why don’t I belong Why don’t I connect With anyone It’s only you who will see me through But I feel it’s something you regret You always have more fun without me I guess we just don’t relate I just feel like I’m hollow, like I’m dead As I wonder through life by myself I question everything Why don’t I fit in Why don’t I belong Why don’t I connect With anyone Where’s the puzzle I belong to Or am I a miss-matched piece Why don’t I enjoy life Why don’t I feel it Why don’t I connect With anyone

Should I be scared, be afraid Of someone I only know by name You say he’s a friend from way back when But you only speak to him when I’m away Is it my fear, of theft That someone will just steal you away That has me now on the verge of tears Or my guilty conscience from my past mistakes I’m a coward, I’m afraid To confront you with my fears I’m a coward, I’m afraid To tell you about my tears If he’s nothing, just a friend Then don’t be afraid to speak his name I’m not insecure enough to scream With rage unless there’s something else you won’t say I’ve told you once, told you twice Your honest is all that I need So why do I feel I need to find The things that you always say are never there I’m a coward, I’m afraid To confront you with my fears I’m a coward, I’m afraid To tell you about my tears You just say no, don’t worry It’s all in my head I’m just crazy I want to believe you to trust you Why won’t I listen I should just believe you

Just because you don’t tell me Doesn’t mean I don’t know I’m not too blind not to see The things you think I shouldn’t know You won’t break my heart like that I won’t be a victim I won’t be your fall back on I won’t sit at home while you don’t I’m not as dumb as you think I am Don’t play me for the fool you’ll make yourself You think you’re slick, but you’re not You’re a slimy lying cheat Leave me here with love to rot While you’re trying to be discrete My heart won't break for you now It's too numb to care so Feel free to fuck around When you come back I will be gone I’m not as dumb as you think I am Don’t play me for the fool you’ll make yourself What do you tell everyone? Who am I in your world? Why do you play like we’re done? I refuse to be your dumb fool I’m not as dumb as you think I am Don’t play me for the fool you’ll make yourself

I light a cigarette I watch it burn to the end I feel no different than before What am I asking for? I'm pushing... pushing... I ache for understanding but the words won't come out I can't write these words... there's so much I want to say with this but I can't concentrate I keep waiting for that call To have a chance to say the things I can’t find the words to explain I keep waiting for that call My phone sits there and never rings The feeling makes me go insane I take shots for the burn I drink until there’s no more Now I just feel worse than before What am I looking for? I’m begging… begging… For you to just make that call Put me on the spot and Make me speak my mind There’s so much I need to say to you But I can’t formulate I keep waiting for that call To have a chance to say the things I can’t find the words to explain I keep waiting for that call My phone sits there and never rings The feeling makes me go insane There are so many letters unsent Make ...

I itch, I burn I can’t escape, it’s my turn I want to make this all explode You give, I take I won’t give in, it’s my chance To set the world off to burn I wanna set the world on fire I wanna watch it burn Give in, give in Set this world on fire Give in, give in Set this world on fire Take care, relax I like danger, but it’s okay I’ll do it with precaution I want, I need I need a thrill, excitement If need be I’ll do it myself I wanna set the world on fire I wanna watch it burn Give in, give in Set this world on fire Give in, give in Set this world on fire

I’m asking for your attention I don’t care If it’s from you or anyone else I just need it I just want it Give it to me now I’m looking for comprehension I don’t dare Ask if you would want anyone else I just need it I just want it Give it to me now Give me stimulation Give me pleasure Give me attention I’m addicted to myself I need it want it can’t stand it Give it up I’m an attention whore listen up Just look at me Listen to me Give it to me now Give me stimulation Give me pleasure Give me attention I’m addicted to myself

I’m riding on a high Feeling like I’m on top And here it comes Bringing me down to earth You keep pulling me down like gravity I could face anything Feeling so empowered And then it breaks As I just crash and burn You keep pulling me down like gravity Can’t you see, if you’re up then I’m down You’re the ying, I’m the yang in this game You’re the one, who keeps me on the ground And I know, with you I’m just the same I keep making headway In this eternal climb And then I fall To start over again You keep pulling me down like gravity I’m reaching for the sky I keep all my goals high And then I see That they’re all out of reach You keep pulling me down like gravity Can’t you see, if you’re up then I’m down You’re the ying, I’m the yang in this game You’re the one, who keeps me on the ground And I know, with you I’m just the same Pull me down, pull me down It’s the only way I’ll keep perspective Pull me down, pull me down Without you’d I’d just float away Pull me down, pull me dow...

I’m looking for your approval I’m waiting to hear the truth Something to set me straight To let me know what is right I’m begging for your approval I need to be accepted To feel like I belong I need to feel acceptance I sit here, begging I ache for understanding I don’t want to be alone I don’t want to feel alone I need to, touch you I can’t shake this emotion I can’t stand to be alone I can’t stand to feel alone I look to you for your approval I look to you for your love I look to you for your approval I look to you for emotion I’m looking for your approval I’m waiting to hear the truth Something to set me straight To let me know what is right I’m begging for your approval I need to be accepted To feel like I belong I need to feel acceptance I’m need emotion I can’t escape I need truth little self-indulgence won’t be enough for me now I need to hear some approval I just need to feel your love to hear you accept me I need to hear you love me I’m looking for your approval I’m wai...

I need to get something off my chest My heart and soul are under distress This is building up inside my heart I don’t know where I should start I’m sorry but I won’t be polite I have to say what I feel is right I so don’t care how it makes you feel I’m sick and tired of your deal I’m not here to be censored I’m gonna say what I want say what I feel I don’t need your approval to say what I want to say I won’t be censored I won’t be silenced I won’t be censored I won’t be silenced I’ve prioritized me life for you Now I think it’s time that we were through You never could do the same for me I guess I finally see Was it just too much for me to ask I finally see this couldn’t last I’ve over playing these games with you It’s not longer about you I’m not here to be censored I’m gonna say what I want to say what I feel I don’t need your approval to say what I want to say I won’t be censored I won’t be silenced I won’t be censored… You trash you’re a waste, you think everyone should ...

An illusion, disillusion A dream that was never mine I gave everything up for you And what did I loose, what did I gain A fantasy, reality Everyone wants what I have I’d give it all up just so I Can have what they have, I’d take the trade The choices I thought I made You made them for me I’m longing for things I never had I gave up my youth for dreams That were never mine I’m longing for things I never had A partnership, unorthodox You were always there for me But not in the natural way Do you regret it, it’s too late now You wanted it, and I gave it The life I live was all for you I’d give it all up just so I Can start all over, to get it right The choices I thought I made You made them for me I’m longing for things I never had I gave up a life I should Have had all along I’m longing for things I never had I made everyone happy I put a smile on my face so they think I’m happy too I’ve played this game for so long I‘ve started to believe that this lie has become my truth The choic...

Arrogant Ignorant Deviant Sycophant I’m tired of keeping the peace With your mind games causing war When you’re not at the center of it all My world becomes a hell I can’t help your mother lied And your father gave you up You’ve let your heart get twisted with hate It’s tough, it’s life, suck it up You’re a 20 something Spoiled brat White trash If it didn’t come for free You’d be living on the street You’re such a hypocrite Spoiled brat White trash You’re keep preaching love and peace But your heart is rotting out Arrogant Ignorant Deviant Sycophant I’ve held my tongue for too long Everyone said to just be nice After everything that I’ve done for you You still insult me like this I was a dumb defending you Why bother with saving face When you still take for granted everything You never deserved such grace You’re a 20 something Spoiled brat White trash If it didn’t come for free You’d be living on the street You’re such a hypocrite Spoiled brat White trash You keep preaching lov...