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Simplicity

Trying to be myself And a champion  To the forgotten And the underprivileged  Yet I’m stretched thin.  I want to do every thing Right every wrong  Be a hero in the chaos When all hope is gone Yet I pray for Simplicity  All I want is Simplicity What is wrong with Simplicity  It’s not simple Simplicity.  I’m not able to win  Your daily battles so  I try to find ways  To be the one who can  But I’m stretched thin I want to be on the right side Of history.  And be that someone who can help A soul to be free Yet I pray for Simplicity  All I want is Simplicity What is wrong with Simplicity  It’s not simple Simplicity.  This isn’t simple Not matter how much I want it To work and tears and years Of making it be This isn’t simple  Despite the    years of fantasy  Behind a wall of the fears  Of making th...

I Don't Want To Know Love

I don’t want to know love All it brings is pain And I’m done with that I don’t know I don’t know I can’t pretend this joy What could it ever gain  I won’t be a stat  I don’t know what is Love  A silent drive to lovers ridge Is this where I find love Or I lose my innocence.  Soon we’ll know  Touch me don’t You don’t know me Love me stop I’m reaching now For love but I don’t understand  What it is but Im clinging to it Despite it.  I don’t want to know love All it brings is pain And I’m done with that I don’t know I don’t know I can’t pretend this joy What could it ever gain  I won’t be a stat  I don’t know what is Love  Alone by myself at a clinic   Is this where I find my fate Or I live to fuck again We will see.  Touch me stop I’m not ready Kiss me no But I’m ready  For love but I don’t understand  What it is but Im clinging ...

Father

You have provided life But you left damage In your wake I’d never have a child of my own.  Father A little more further  To love me But it’s too late Father You never could muster  To see me But it’s too late.  I shouldn’t be here I’m a great hilarity Mother should have left The first time you went crazy But she stayed she did As she gave you a son before me Damn the simple facts  It still goes so much deeper You have provided life But you left damage In your wake I’d never have a child of my own.  Father A little more further  To love me But it’s too late Father You never could muster  To see me But it’s too late.  To start over now  It’s a classic tragedy.  I’m still alive but You’ve been dead for many years So I can’t tell you How important your second son is  Fuck what is right I won’t be made feel cheaper Yes you did conceive m...

Victim (White Fool)

You ignorant white fool Playing the victim  When you played the game For your own benefit.  Nothing more than a tool  You’re still their victim.  Why are you angry Is your bullshit exposed The lies that your life was built on Were finally disposed? Your mirror won’t let you see  That’s the same basic lie It’s time to evaluate  Your attempt and each try You ignorant white fool Playing the victim  When you played the game For your own benefit.  Nothing more than a tool  You’re still their victim.  Why are you still here Shouldn’t you just let go  You’re fantasy is losing faith.  Gen Zen is saying no How does it feel to be there  On the wrong side of it History with the treads bare  Hopes you’ll no longer get You ignorant white fool Playing the victim  When you played the game For your own benefit.  Nothing more than a tool  Yo...