Thursday, October 27, 2011

"Without Reciprocation"

I was the one that you turned to
When the world had you down
You needed a shoulder to cry on
And now that it’s all said and done
You abandoned me
I defended your case for days
When no one believed you
You took everything I gave to you
And when it came to helping me
You abandoned me

I should have known
I would give you everything
Without reciprocation
It was easy
To take everything I gave
Without reciprocation

It was when you were down and out
I was there with a hand
To help dig you out of depression
It was just the right thing to do
You don’t feel the same
I took a chance here helping you
I felt that it was right
I just knew you’d be there for me
But in hindsight I can now say
You don’t feel the same

I should have known
I would give you everything
Without reciprocation
It was easy
To take everything I gave
Without reciprocation

I guess I didn’t know you well enough
To believe you’d take and take
And not be there for me when I was down
I should have listened to someone who knew you
I was warned and now I’m scorned
So shame on me for being so naive

I should have known
I would give you everything
Without reciprocation
It was easy
To take everything I gave
Without reciprocation

"This House"

I came home
To an empty house
Without you here
It doesn’t feel the same
Here I am
In an empty space
All by myself
Why aren’t you here with me

I find myself looking for you
Reaching for your pillow
Looking for your face

This house
Isn’t a home
Without you here
I need you
This house
Isn’t a home
Without you here
I’m lonely

Lonely nights
Are all that I face
The silence grows
Without your TV shows
I try to
fill this empty void
here in my heart
that just won’t be the same

I find myself looking for love
Needing that emotion
It just won’t replace
I find myself looking for you
Reaching for your pillow
Looking for your face

This house
Isn’t a home
Without you here
I need you
This house
Isn’t a home
Without you here
I’m lonely