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Despite the solitude  The emptiness I want to see you again Whoever you are.  I’m seeking peace With or without you  I’m scratching an itch I can’t reach And craving someone i won’t meet I’m learning things you will never know I want you but you’re gone I need you but you’re done  You’ve made it very clear.  I don’t exist No more of the fairy tales.  You made it so clear.  I sought relief  With or without you.  I’m looking for someone who I need Who may or not have past me by I’m aware of everything right now.  I love you but you’re gone I crave you but you’re done.  Say goodbye All this has been great But it’s time Say goodbye  The future a threat.  Now it’s time Say goodbye It’s gone and done  I want you but you’re gone I need you but you’re done  I love you but you’re gone I crave you but you’re done. 

I ache for approval If you aren’t going to Then disappear  I don’t need your negativity.  I seek some approval But if you said you do.  I would still fear.  You crave my negative energy.  Somewhere in the middle We find each other.   The devil inside The angel that’s on your shoulder  What makes us... Human at the most This and that, now and again Human at the best Good and bad, truth and the lies  Human at the worst Sad and mad, questioning why  I need you to see me  For better or worst  This is my self  And you can not save me I’m okay.  There’s nothing wrong with me No blessing or curse  I am my self I just struggle with me day to day  Devil with your fiddle  We find each other A truth that’s a lie An eternity to ponder.  What makes us... Human at the most This and that, now and again Human at the best Good and b...

Home alone  I don’t know who you are It’s been so long  Fear isn’t gone We should talk from afar The past is done Stop please... Explain yourself to me What do you want with me now I’m trying to take care of myself.   Tell me... Confess your intent to me Or is just your psyche now  I’m still focusing on myself.  Pure Trying to find it Pure  I’m looking for it Pure It’s everything now Pure And it’s all on you.  Here I am I’ve knows you from afar All that is wrong  I won’t be done We shouldn’t move further  Our past is done.  Let go... I should understand this But I can’t without your advice.  What is this and who are we    now  Pure? Are we? True? Are we? Sure? Are we? True? Are we? Pure Trying to find it Pure  I’m looking for it Pure It’s everything now Pure And it’s all on you. 

I try to be many things And end up nothing.   Yet here I am Still Trying.  Until it hurts Now I’m crying Because I’m weak Everything I want to be Everything I seek  I’ll never be.   The best, Adventurous, Respected, Worthy, I could be yours And honored Do you know how much I give To be denied all But I won’t run From all this And now it burns This fever I feel Because I want  Everything I’ve been denied  Everything I crave  I’ll never get  The best, Adventurous, Respected, Worthy, I could be yours And honored I won’t settle If that’s my option I’ll be alone.  Everything I’ve dreamed of gone Everything I could  Be just a dream.  The best, Adventurous, Respected, Worthy, I could be yours And honored

Fuck life  Fuck a virgin  Fuck a saint  Fuck a whore.  And fuck you Despite you and your torture  I’m better off without you So fuck you  Despite you and misfortune.  I’m better off without you.  Freedom My freedom You wish I miss you But I don’t care.  This life New beginnin’ What you ain’t I want more  So fuck you You don’t matter any more  I’m escaping your touch  And fuck you  You aren’t what I’m living for  I see you never meant much  Freedom My freedom You wish I missed you But I don’t care.  I don’t want him He’s a tombstone In my memory He could show up tomorrow And I’d see a specter A reflection  Of a former life.  Freedom My freedom You wish I missed you But I don’t care.  Freedom My freedom You wish I missed you Freedom My freedom.  Freedom I’m free Free of you ...

Feel the ache Quiver and shake.  When you see my face Smell my scent Anytime I can come close to you My lips to your ear My hand on your waist Feel the tremor My hand on your back My bare skin on yours Feel the tremor.  You’re pulling me in But do you know just what you’re doing I’m addictive Give in to a sin  Even if  You don’t know what you are feeling.  I’m refreshing  For my sake Do not mistake When you see my face I won’t relent Anytime someone comes close to you.  My thoughts on your thoughts My tongue past your lips Feel the tremor  My mouth against your neck  My skin inside of yours  Feel the tremor  You’re pulling me in But do you know just what you’re doing I’m addictive Give in to a sin  Even if  You don’t know what you are feeling.  I’m refreshing  You should be compelled.   To enjoy this moment...

I was born sometime in 1984 As an uncle a brother of my father Was dying Johnny died October 1984  Six months since my birthday the twenty ninth day They’re crying As an infant I was joyous A bright spot in a sad moment A spot of sunshine my aunt recognized.  Keep smiling Despite the darkness Become sunshine And let the light illuminate.  April the twenty ninety 1984 Something that should have never happened did, now  Here I am So later on in 1984 This forbidden child made things a lesser blow  Here I am.  As a person I am joyous A bright point in a sad moment  A spot of sunshine my aunt recognized  Keep smiling Despite the darkness Become sunshine And let the light illuminate.  It’s easy to fall In the darkness Find your joy in a child Who knows nothing of pain And only knows joy... I was that child I would be that man But I’ve known the pain I do all I can I...

Now I know Now I see Your no better than him  Despite how bright you shine In spite of what he could want I’m rejecting him for everything  Despite how bright you are  In spite of everything else I’m rejecting him for everything.  He’s as sinner A blatant fool Who’s done me wrong   I’m trying to say goodbye  He’s a liar Simply a tool And now she’s gone No need now for that said goodbye.  Yes I know Yes I see It’s not me or you it’s him.  Despite how bright you shine In spite of what he could want I’m rejecting him for everything  Despite how bright you are  In spite of everything else I’m rejecting him for everything.  In the winter  What do I do Just to be warm Now that I have said goodbye You’re simpler And still a fool Despite this storm All any one can say is goodbye  And I grow And I’ll be  Pure, I’ll never be like him...

I don’t know how I feel Going down this road again  I’m too young to be irrationalizing this But you’re all I’ve ever known The alpha to my omega And I’m scrambled in my thoughts of this Not today Not tomorrow  I’m not ready to say goodbye I can’t find words to say  Politely That describe my feelings of losing you.  For your sake I’ll refrain  I don’t know what is real  Songs with similar refrain  It’s too soon to be imagining all of this  I’m a child although I’m grown  Between Alpha and omega.  I don’t know what to feel of all this.  Not today Not tomorrow  I’m not ready to say goodbye So today isn’t the day And gently We’re back to monotony beside you Where thought of hope will gain A foothold.  Growing roots  I need that simplicity Without this dread I’m feeling  Realizing  Nothing last All that lives must one day die  ...

Lost in time A trick in rhymes  Buzzing with difference Why should I be here without your guidance.  Twisted twisted bitter times  I’m not here for that bullshit Desired desired better times I’m unaware of these things.  God damn buttercup  You’re fucked up And so am I but you don’t give a fuck.  I tricked in my head to need you When I’m better off without you I’m tricked to believe what you do  When I don’t need the things you do  Here am I  Denying lies  Trebling to face you Because my mouth will get ahead of me Jaded jaded by this “love” Letting go I won’t miss  Mistakes mistakes of this “love” Feelings I’d rather misplace.  Jesus Christ my dear I’m fucked up. Because of you but you don’t give a fuck.  I tricked in my head to need you When I’m better off without you I’m tricked to believe what you do  When I don’t need the things you do ...

I’ve been in love with someone  Who thinks himself too worthy I wish the sound escaped my ears The lie he told you the universe.  Bleep bleep forget it all As a friend you’ll know it’s all bullshit Bleep Bleep out of my reach You’re not the blame but you are  Bleep bleep I cant love you  You remind me of someone else  Every word he said to me Bleep bleep had me hooked And faded away.  I waited for you to come.  You took time never early  But you left just like in my fears  Guess I’ll never escape this curse.  Bleep bleep has got me hooked And like a fool I feel for it all  Bleep bleep was a dream yet I couldn’t sleep on that day  Bleep bleep isn’t worthy Is what I’m telling myself now  Every chance love gave to me Bleep bleep had me hooked And faded away (Names are retracted to protect the accused, innocent until proven guilty or caught in the act) Bleep ...