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"How Do I Say It"

I miss the taste of your kiss The touch of your hand The smell of your skin You have me addicted to you My time with you is too short I can’t get enough You’re all I could want Why does this feeling feel so right Words can’t express I want you to understand how I feel How do I say how I feel I must confess This feeling I feel for you is real How do I say how I feel Te quiero, ai shiteru, je t’aime Ti amo, iche liebe dich, I love you But how do I say it… When you smile at me I smile You laugh and I laugh I don’t understand How you could make me feel this way And you send me flying high I could touch the sky I’m lost in your eyes It’s a feeling I can’t deny Words can’t express I want you to understand how I feel How do I say how I feel I must confess This feeling I feel for you is real How do I say how I feel Te quiero, ai shiteru, je t’aime Ti amo, iche liebe dich, I love you But how do I say it…

"Unfaithfulness"

You made me feel guilty Filled me with regret When every feeling that I had Should have been yours instead I didn’t know your cruelty Wish I could forget How could you make me feel so bad You had me so misled I could forgive you for just about anything The cheating and heartache But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness I could forgive you for just about anything The torture and heartbreak But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness I won’t deny my mistake You told everyone But I never did take that step You fucked him in our bed What was to be a break Not to say we’re done Could just have been our worst misstep With what’s inside my head I could forgive you for just about anything The cheating and heartache But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness I could forgive you for just about anything The torture and heartbreak But I won’t forgive you for unfaithfulness Unless I have a change of heart We’re over, we’re done, we’re finished Unless I decide to restart We’re over, we’re done,...

"Break Your Heart"

How can I explain? Why I shut you out I will always have feelings for you And regrets for not staying You weren’t the only My heart was yearning It wasn’t fair to love another When your love was mine only I had to break your heart I didn’t deserve it, I hadn’t earned it I had to break your heart I didn’t understand, and now it’s too late We moved so fast Was it meant to be? I was scared to give it some more time Second guessing everything My heart overflowed I couldn’t say no To anyone who ever loved me My heart wasn’t yours alone I had to break your heart I didn’t deserve it, I hadn’t earned it I had to break your heart I didn’t understand, and now it’s too late

"Starting Over"

Here I am Back at the place I never thought I’d be How can I Begin to say Why I came back to this Now I find myself starting over Rebuilding bridges I had burnt I did say once that this was over But you deserve another turn I could not Say how I felt To you or anyone I’m sorry I left you then But we are stronger now Now I find myself starting over Rebuilding bridges I had burnt I did say once that this was over But you deserve another turn I had to go away Break your heart Make you realize Make me realize What was missing How to improve You said once That you love me I took that for granted I said once That I missed you And here we are again Now I find myself starting over Rebuilding bridges I had burnt I did say once that this was over But you deserve another turn

"Catastrophe"

I find myself in this situation It didn’t happen by mistake I thought I was playing a game And now I’m in too deep I never meant to get involved But sometimes my heart goes off alone My brain can’t construct rhyme or reason How unfortunate for you that now there’s two This could all end in catastrophe If you found out about us This could all end in catastrophe If you knew what we’re doing This could all end in catastrophe If you saw things through my eyes I find myself talking to you late at night Scream fighting over phone calls I keep saying it’s not like that Why can’t I let you go I never meant to drag you in Why am I so afraid of this change I used to live spontaneously I think that changed back when I first met you This could all end in catastrophe If you found out about us This could all end in catastrophe If you knew what we’re doing This could all end in catastrophe If you saw things through my eyes This could all end in catastrophe It would ...

"My Story"

Things started out happy Moving quickly ever changing I reached a point where I wish I could stop time But no man ever can As life kept on moving It changed directions without me The others then started to get in your way Tarnishing everything This is my story My side of the story Different to the one you’re telling everyone Maybe the truth will meet somewhere in between Each side of the story This is my story Completely unaware We had set the end in motion When one on one intimacy went away Never to come again The distance in my heart Became distance across the land The unwritten test you failed which crippled me Leaving nothing the same This is my story My side of the story Different to the one you’re telling everyone Maybe the truth will meet somewhere in between Each side of the story This is my story My heart was then alone That’s when a stranger came to me Unlocking everything I had kept inside Releasing us from this I must apologize I forgot ...

"So Far..."

I’ve spent my life drifting aimlessly I never had to worry about danger I was always safe I made sure there was a safety net I would have never thought to fly without lines I was never brave I always kept someone close to me I never ventured out in the darkness alone Just one step behind It was always easier this way to go through my life always watching your back So you could fall first So far I’ve taken care of you Seen you succeed instead of me So far I’ve never been alone Always had someone by my side So far I’ve always had a hand To make sure I never went wrong Maybe I need to be alone I have always taken your advice Even if my mind told me that you were wrong So you could be blamed One day I thought I’d go on my own But I only replaced you with some one else I can’t be alone So far I’ve taken care of you Seen you succeed instead of me So far I’ve never been alone Always had someone by my side So far I’ve always had a hand To make sure I never wen...

"Hurts"

I never asked for this I always thought I was happy What started with a kiss Has grown into a need You’re all I’m thinking of Every hour of every day I have fallen in love And I can’t get enough The love I have for you Hurts so bad The ache I feel for you Hurts so bad The need I have for you Hurts so bad The pain I feel for you Hurts so bad You’ve broken down my wall Leaving me vulnerable to you All I can do is fall For you more and more and More I fall in this pain I torture myself everyday I’ll never feel the same My hearts been ripped open The love I have for you Hurts so bad The ache I feel for you Hurts so bad The need I have for you Hurts so bad The pain I feel for you Hurts so bad And in the wake of this emotional awakening As Saturn returns for the first time I step into eternity The love I have for you Hurts so bad The ache I feel for you Hurts so bad The need I have for you Hurts so bad The pain I feel for you Hurts so bad

"Rodney (Reality)"

Everyone thinks that I’m quiet Inoffensive and naïve But inside of me’s a riot That you won’t believe You thought I’d just play it safe And coast along unnoticed But inside of me’s a lion Ready to be free Rodney’s hiding in between the lines Of my simple reality You should have seen all the warning signs In my simple reality He’s a monster that’s fighting his cage Of my simple reality Now it’s time for him to take this stage From my simple reality Once you find him just beware He will knock you off your feet So just hold on to your prayer You’ll need it in your defeat I’m tired of holding myself back It’s coming out hard and fast You should have known there was more Than little quiet Mitchell Rodney’s hiding in between the lines Of my simple reality You should have seen all the warning signs In my simple reality He’s a monster that’s fighting his cage Of my simple reality Now it’s time for him to take this stage From my simple reality

"Cut The Strings"

I’m ready to cut the strings And be free If you’re not sure you want to Be with me I won’t sit around and wait for you To make up your mind Don’t keep me hanging on to a hope I don’t have the time These eight years was fun but if you’re done Let’s just walk away Call it done and let the sun come up On a brand new day I’m ready to cut the strings And be free If you’re not sure you want to Be with me So I guess I’m just not fun enough For you anymore I gave you everything I have to give And you still want more But it’s clear you don’t want it from me I won’t hold you up Don’t let me be the one in your way I’ll just give you up I’m ready to cut the strings And be free If you’re not sure you want to Be with me I’ll take my freedom and enjoy it One day you’ll miss me I’ll be gone like you already are One day you will see…

"Separation"

Here we are at a crossroads We’ve grown apart And numb to our feelings We can’t admit where we stand We’ve had our fun But is this were we’re done Take a break Understand Our feelings Figure out What I want For myself I’m tired of pretending I’m tired of the in between What’s beyond the separation? I’m ready enough to move on But I love you enough to hold on I just won’t fear separation You’re all that I’ve ever know But I’m not scared You taught me to be brave Can you just make up your mind? I’m still waiting When will this waiting end Take a break Think it through Don’t react Figure out What you want For yourself I’m tired of pretending I’m tired of the in between What’s beyond the separation? I’m ready enough to move on But I love you enough to hold on I just won’t fear separation