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  Chestnut   I don’t know what to say  I’m living life You’re just producing While you’re a cattle farm I’m an enterprise  And a hard nut to crack Can you produce  What I do Your crotch rocks  Don’t mean anything  I’m good I’m okay I’ll be someone Someday  Today Tomorrow Soon What is this feeling of Emptiness  Life enterally Spinning shit for those fools Who don’t trust In Me  Can you care now Like I do  Your fool juice Is wasted on me  What a hard nut to crack I’m good I’m okay I’ll be someone Someday  Today Tomorrow Soon Chestnut eyed And chestnut hair I’m not unaware Of what’s happening  They say I’m I’m cute Desired The perfect average man What’s perfect and average  But a nice excuse  I’m grandly extraordinarily  Check that with chestnut Hair and eyes  I’m good I’m okay I’ll be someone Someday  Today Tomorrow Soon I’m the personification  Of the chestnut.  Try and break me You n...

  運動の歌  <Undō no uta> But what is fate A second hand take at eternity  And why are we here but for Fate (unmei) Fate (unmei) maybe faith One time two times  The here and now How are we are And who we are Nothing but Unmei <fate> Random encounters  最初のキス  <first kisses> Bittersweet mistakes  まだあなたを愛してもいいですか ? <could I still love you> But what is  愛 <love> A fools illusion of what life can be So why are you here but for  運命 <fate>  運命 <fate>  たぶん信仰  <Tabun shinkō> 1 回、 2 回  <1-Kai 2-kai> So now why not  And what is this And why is this  なぜ  <why>  なぜ  <why>    bull shit Blurred together and spun out 何も意味がありません <Nani mo imi ga arimasen> (nothing makes sense) Thrown together without reason なぜそれが問題になるのですか  <Naze sore ga mondai ni naru nodesu ka> (why does it matter) それはでたらめです  <Sore wa detaramedesu> i...

  Schism Mirror Mirror glass  Reflection refraction Schism Mirror.   See me at me best Despite my worst  All I know is I want you To be part of me  To love to hold To be me in part  Entirely  I crave it What I can’t touch The opposite side Of what I see  Mirror glass  Reflection refraction Schism Mirror.   Look at my pure dark And seek my light  I’m here waiting for you now To find peace with me  To know, adore Like no one ever  Despite what’s me I want it Is that Too much The illusion that  I can find love.  Mirror glass  Reflection refraction Schism Mirror.   On the other side The flippant part Where is open to it But can’t find it Love Mirror glass  Reflection refraction Schism Mirror.  

  I want 2 ❤️ U Here standing at the precipice  Of now and then  I choose to move forward I don’t care how much it hurts Every step forward is better  Than the past I left behind.  And now here is a Facing heartful emotions  Don’t let me be a fool again  I want to love you but I don’t know how to  I want to love you but I couldn’t ever I want to love you but would you do the same  I want to love you but would you waste time I I I I I I want to.  It’s it okay alright okay To feel this way.  You don’t know what I’ve endured so Don’t tell me things Like I’m a child naive  and innocent full of hope Because I’m wiser than my tears  Better than everything I am And I’m facing down  mistakes I wish to erase  Don’t let me be that fool again  I want to love you but I don’t know how to  I want to love you but I couldn’t ever I want to love you but would you do the same  I want to love you but would you waste ...

  Interloper Love me once miss me twice  There’s no end to this  Adore the time regret the pain There no end to this Hold me close and far away I’ve no place with you right now But here you are Craving something I can’t give  What else is there to say But let’s envelope Interloper I don’t know Love me? Had me once screwed me twice  You’re one I don’t miss  Become the one once then again What does it all mean  Let’s be real and hate ourselves  We’re miserable in the light  But here I am Craving something  You don’t dare What else is there to say But let’s envelope Interloper I don’t know Love me? Be a villain be a saint  Be the tragic interloper Be a lover be a fool Be the one love belongs to What else is there to say But let’s envelope Interloper I don’t know Love me?

  Am I Dying You touch me And I feel you  I don’t know What this is I feel but it’s Hot hot hot My ears are burning My body tickles  Right right right  I tremble my being Like that it trickles  Reaching fever pitch My heart is pounding Check my blood pressure  Am I dying.  I need you You are wanted  And needed What is this but I want it.  Raw raw raw My soul is thirsty  My mind is dirty  Crave crave crave Give my heart mercy  Love be purity.  Reaching fever pitch My heart is pounding Check my blood pressure  Am I dying.  What am I feeling True love or death Or a waste of time  I don’t know if it’s  Lust, something else  Or maybe real love Reaching fever pitch My heart is pounding Check my blood pressure  Am I dying.  Or am I alive  For the first time Give me a kiss I could live or die 

  Hear Me Breathe I  Want  You  To  Hear Me Breathe.    Just because you are in my here and now You don’t know me.    You can’t feel me Can you even hear me breathe.  You don’t know anything beyond yourself With respect you don’t know Jack.  Beyond yourself. And what is that? Self absorbed ignorance.  I’m dumb you’re young Nothing matters  Except what does I  Want  You To Hear Me  Breathe  Just because you are in my here and now You don’t know me.    You can’t feel me Can you even hear me breathe.  You were someone I loved beyond all else  I’m better off without that  It’s real how I feel and you  Are now why how I feel.  Why is that fact I can’t crack  What here makes sense  Just because you are in my here and now You don’t know me.    You can’t feel me Can you even hear me breathe.  I  Want  You To Hear Me  Breathe  Just b...

  Shell I’m weak Hiding myself  I must protect Everything I can save But don’t mistake my sensitivity for weakness as I’m stronger than you know. I’m here fighting my demons and the spitfire you try and throw at me  You don’t know how much I’ve endured to stand here today with you  To stare you eye to eye in the face is a journey i made on my own without anyone  And here  Feeling vulnerable  I set up a shell  To protect me self.  The pain Being open  I am aware  Of the truth and the lies  So what about the pain I feel from the past it really doesn’t matter anymore  I’m developing a thicker skin than I had years ago so what do you have to say  You can play the victim or come out and be the asshole that almost ruined me  And if you did I’d give you a warming embrace to say that I forgive  That now I’ve let my pain go  I set up a shell  To protect myself.  I’m done with being the villain  I’...

  Hope For At rock bottom when it’s all so bleak I try to reach out for something bright  In hopes something reaches out to me To save me although I’m why I’m here  It’s so cold when you’ve nothing left Having ruined every opportunity  That could be but Now not for me When there’s nothing else to hope for When the light in life fades into nothingness All I can hope for is positive energy and pray  What is this mess that I have designed The chaos of my self destruction Rattles my self to its very core  I still hope something can make it right  It’s so lonely here with mistakes  Wishing I could turn back time ignorantly  That sound lovely But fantasy  When there’s nothing else to hope for When the light in life fades into nothingness All I can hope for is positive energy and pray  It’s the moments that I carry And weight me down for all of my life somehow Could make me strong  If I’m don’t dumb.  When there’s nothing else to...