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Crashing Down

  I’ve tried… that’s all, I tried To be some kind of  super  human Who  loves too much with skin of  steel But now I feel drained and worn out I let everyone take from me A  little or a lot Only once or all the time And I spared feelings while feeling everything When everything comes crashing down its usually just me in my head but not now, you’ll get hurt as I watch the world burn Crashing down… …the world burns The problem is … it’s you That  made me not care by just caring Without being accounted for Now I’m without a fuck for you When I scorch your earth and your soul Don’t give me any blame When your name  bares all the shame I’m as good as dead  before it even starts When everything comes crashing down its usually just me in my head but not now, you’ll get hurt as I watch the world burn Today will be the last day, of the last year The last time I hold my tongue to save your feelings …Despite my mental he...

Momma Please

  "Momma Please" I find myself, alone and bruised Like we’ve been abandoned and betrayed by trust And without trust what good can you share with someone? Anyone? The   only fix that I know never works We fight the hurt until its done As your last words lash against my back All I can remember is the pain From every time I took abuse It's unbearable Momma, please help me find my serenity Momma, Momma please, Help me find peace Years ago, now, or this morning I attract this treatment like a magnet can pull But how can I block out the only thing I know That I don’t know From lovers to strangers it’s all the same With old roots   older than   my years As your last words lash against my back All I can remember is the pain From every time I took abuse It's unbearable Momma please help me find my serenity Momma, Momma please, Help me find peace

Free - Love

    Don’t fuck this up It’s simply uncomplicated Everyone is happy with everything It would be a shame if fairy tale lies ruined all that’s –   Free – Love – free – love Just enjoying Free – Love – free – love I’m salivating Free – Love – free – love   I don’t want that love that hurts It’s nothing but an emotional distraction I don’t want that love that  hates Just a waste of time that’s full of complications   Don’t hold onto The lies of love that we’ve been sold No one’s happy, truly, living like that So why don’t you surrender to what this is and enjoy   Free – Love – free – love Just enjoying Free – Love – free – love I’m here and I’m thriving Free – Love – free – love   I don’t want that love that lies It’s nothing but an emotional distraction I don’t want that love that  bleeds Just a waste of time that’s full of complications   I don’t want to be in love If a ...