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Don’t Sleep On It

I liked you from the start You said everything right Even when you started so wrong I could love you from afar Living in a lovers light.  It’s too soon to believe your gone.  If you’re having doubts  Don’t string me along Grow a pair and let me go If you’re finding faults  Don’t string me along Be a man and let me know If you’ve gotta think twice Don’t sleep on it You’re wasting my time  All of you always say  It’s you not me but why Am I left so heartbroken I fall for the damage Then one day I will cry  For things I’ve left unspoken If you’re having doubts  Don’t string me along Grow a pair and let me go If you’re finding faults  Don’t string me along Be a man and let me know If you’ve gotta think twice Don’t sleep on it You’re wasting my time  I’m mad at myself For not seeing the signs You’re just as damaged as the rest You’re no better than the last J...

Mmmm. Okay.

The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you Is lost the moment you don’t care  But a fragment still remains I crave substance And I want you.  Could you fill that need Are you capable.  I need fulfillment And I need you You know what I want But are you stable Mmmm okay.   The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you Is lost the moment you don’t care  But a fragment still remains I need a truth  Is it yours now  Could you fill that need  are your lies able  Sell me love  I could be yours If you want me to be Here and now with you Mmmmm okay You feeling me? The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you Is lost the moment you don’t care  But a fragment still remains Dumb and not naive  Bless the curse  Mmmmm okay Goodbye. 

Me - existential crisis

Conflicted I walk into tomorrow Wanting more than I’m worthy of Or so I’ve told myself I get stuck inside my head And it’s my own fault Am I worthy Am I able The truth is that I’m lonely I want you to need me Crave me desire me Can’t live with out me.   To spend all your time on me But I’m selfish And I don’t know how to deal.  You have no right to deal with my sorrow The bullshit you shouldn’t know of So I’m here by myself  Yet I’d be with you instead Why is this my fault.  What did I do What did I say  The truth is that I’m lonely I want you to need me Crave me desire me Can’t live with out me.   To spend all your time on me But I’m selfish And I don’t know how to deal.  I feel like your fading away Say words and tell me Don’t just disappear because The truth is that I’m lonely I want you to need me Crave me desire me Can’t live with out me.   To spend all y...

No Effect.

When saying every thing has no effect All I can do is sit and wait If these “feels” are worthy of you.  Take it slow so they said It will be good they said But it’s fucking with my anxiety I said it to your face  Yet you looked at my face Like i said nothing more than how are you I’m putting stock in this and betting nothing Am I fool to believe in you (love) When saying every thing has no effect All I can do is sit and wait If these “feels” are worthy of you.  Despise the pedestal Even the “mighty” may fall.  You might not be everything you could be  You make me curious About you me and us I hopeful but could be full of regret  I’m putting hope in this despite everything Am I fool to believe in love (you) When saying every thing has no effect All I can do is sit and wait If these “feels” are worthy of you.  I’m willing to Wanting to Give you every ounce of me (love) I’m putting hop...

So Far Away

You’re so far away I want you near Please come home soon.   I’m missing you  I’m needing you I miss your smile I miss your touch I can’t wait for our next embrace Do you feel the same.  Here I am alone With a future with you  If it could be You’re so far away I want you here  Please come home soon I’m missing you.  I need your calm Your certainty Your demeanor  I crave our next embrace  Do you feel the same.  Here we are now A future together.  If you agree You’re so far away In this moment.   I want you here soon  I’m missing you. 

Hymn of the Night

In line with the hymn of  the night  I have hope for the future.  It’s funny the smoke alarm battery’s chirp Gave a pulse to the evening But before that malfunction You and I functioned.  You rose from slumber to make me comfortable.  Gave a hope to the evening Yet you already gave me A hope to believe in  We dealt with that chaos with no one else.  And then we became ourselves.  It was one night Innocent  I want more But it is was one night.  In line with the hymn of  the night  I have hope for the future.  It’s just so funny how you let your tongue slip Made me want to give me up Do you have a clue what you do To me and my affection  I don’t have much but I’d give you everything My heart is all I can give  Do you have a clue what that means? Despite it all I think you do. In line with the hymn of  the night  I have hope for the future....