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Falling Out

Falling Out Moribund Devotion V I’ve given this…. As much as I can Carried this torch for you until I burnt myself Being a fool for you didn’t take me long But falling out of love happened so fast.   Snap  With a flash you enveloped me Surrounding me with new intimacy Before I knew it you had assumed a place And gotten a bit too comfortable.  With nothing new to spark development  And now losing forward motion I’ve matched every move you have made And we’ve nothing left to play.  I’ve given this…. As much as I can Carried this torch for you until I burnt myself Being a fool for you didn’t take me long But falling out of love happened so fast Falling out, out, out Out falling, falling  Falling out of love Out of love with you  Boom It came and went, gone with a flash  Burning out before it could be taken in  But where did you go, what went wrong, why’d it slow Me Snared in a trap with nowhere to go  Any energy left for you I spent...

28 Reasons (2nd Draft)

  28 Reasons I kiss your brother just for a thrill It’s not about your feelings it’s my pleasure Just when you feel that I’m only trouble  I will bring you esctacy that is beyond measure    Ooh ooh I’m breaking every rule Leaving every dream you hold dear,    ruined So of the 28 Reasons that broke you down One was enough to bring the tears And with these 28 Reasons you’re still here now Are you just dumb or a sadist you say you love me, But I can see that you Feel so bad I guess love has no logic I'm not the devil, I’ve been called worse so I don't care As I sooth a heart, that’s raw aching I steal your treasure or at least your heart All for sport I admit it’s making me bored now How does love taste? You’d say “Sweet and bitter” Why else would you think that I’d make your dreams come true   Ooh ooh I'm making every rule you’re left with no choice but to play along   So Of the 28 Reasons what makes you pray That you still want me in your life. And...

Damaged

Damaged  Moribund Devotion II If you want someone Who’s full of life  No misery Then move along If you need someone Thats full of hope Without sorrow I’m not the one Maybe once that’s who I was But the constant abuses to my heart Have left me someone less But if you still want to try I’m not the one I was  When it comes down to it The best me you’ll get is Damaged If you crave someone  Who’ll give his all No questions asked Then move along  If you long for one  Who is a dream A fairytale I’m not the one.  I remember when I was That guy so full of hope and love to share Just a ghost from my past But if you still want to try I’m not the one I was  When it comes down to it The best me you’ll get is Damaged Shattered Broken Ruined for lack of a better word Damaged Shattered Broken Ruined beyond repair simply Damaged But if you still want to try I’m not the one I was  When it comes down to it The best me you’ll get is Damaged

Childish Heart

Childish Heart Moribund Devotion I I'm still stuck holding on to dreams of love, fostered by fantasies Does that sort of thing no longer exist? Would I be were missed for not wondering And with childlike wonder and imagination I still dream that the fantasy exists for me Throughout my life I’ve remained stoic Facing challenges and failures, without flinching  All the while I’ve been protecting a childish heart  Still in need of developing  Please give my childish heart A reason to mature  And not grow sour In jaded disdain  With unadulterated love Why is something so precious and absent in the world a weakness  I try to hide it, but it must be known  Even though you weaponize tenderness I will treat it as my greatest strength that I have  Despite the world trying to turn me against it Do you know what it is like to cry Because you are overwhelmed with a shameless love That radiates from deep inside a childish heart It’s torture yet it’s wonderful ...

YOU I WE (away from love)

  YOU I WE (away from love) I have to stop treating you like a focus    when you seem to yearn to fade into obscurity   I know it’s easier to retreat into a distraction, but sometimes you have to face reality and it’s pain You and I aren’t we  So only thinking of you only hurts me We aren’t a thing  You cannot know I’m withering  Away from love The anguish you give me isn’t a deliberate choice but it still burns my very core just the same  Nothing can excuse either of us from any damning moves going forward in this sapian mating ritual  You and I aren’t we  So only thinking of you only hurts me We aren’t a thing  You cannot know I’m withering  Away from love