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  There was a moment in time I believed in fairy tales The lies we tell ourselves That true loves ever meant for us Innocent and doey eyed And unable to believe  In true love crimes I was Alabaster Porcelain  Unblemished  And breakable Was who I was Before life tarnished me And now I’m fragmented.  I stand a victim, the crime  Believing in love always fails It’s a crime for the shelves That matrimony is a must  Now I’m bitter and jaded  I can no longer receive  Love in these times  I was Alabaster Porcelain  Unblemished  And breakable That’s now the past Now ruined I can see  Just how Badly dreams have lied I could sit and wait and cry it out While I’m waiting for someone to figure it out That’s not my place not my game  As of now I’ll never be the same  I’ve waited forever for the one  But I see that hope is gone I remember a time when because  I was.  Alabaster Porcelain  Unblemished  A...

 Like Love Do you know the meaning of love Neither do I but I try to understand  What it means to me for you and us Do you comprehend what is above  Neither can I not inside your fragment Neverland In the nonsense madness is a plus  Running circles running blind Holding on to things  That we want that don’t exist Like love It’s foolish Ignorant  What’s the truth  Where the lie.  But why why why  Do you understand honest feeling Like the basics love care and pure compassion.  I feel it In my heart,    soul and bones  I stand tall with all of my being  I’ll be one who can stare at my reflection.  Despite the past I can see out thrones  I’m the architect right now  Building everything  That we want that don’t exist  Like love It’s foolish Ignorant  What’s the truth  Where the lie.  But why why why  Do we lie Do we try To be something  That we aren’t Do we cry Do we pry In...

  Bullheaded  Coming at you  Filled with nothing but Love and honest  (Taurus) I’m trying damnit I’m trying  To be the best lover you ever had But do you see me, do you hear me Can you feel me, no, you ignore me.  I’m trying to be a lover  Better than you’d ever know But I’m hitting a wall.  At this point I’m over it.     You’re the foolish tool You could make me happy I’m a hopeless romantic after all  But you’re dumb…. Dumb dumb And I’m….  Bullheaded  Coming at you  Filled with nothing but Love and honest  (Taurus) It doesn’t matter what I say  Nothing exists now but that pinnacle.  It’s lustful for me,    come into me Do you see me, yet, you ignore me  In the moments that are forever I still love you despite  You and your lies I try  Right now I would give you more  Than you’d give me so I’m okay with myself  I’m blind with loving that I want to share  But...

  ミッチェル Who is like God We are created Who is this I see in the mirror I hate it This bullshit If I were designed like the divine  Wouldn’t I shape up better That this A drunken fool addicted to you  But here I am as are we Taking chances  Finding ground Realizations  No one knows  Who is like God We are created Who is this I see in the mirror I hate it This bullshit Loves a foolish tool to lead you In To lies that last forever And what  If I can see truth, lies, and thorough you.  There’s nothing else except this.  Loving fools Hating friends Twisted mental  These optics  Who is like God We are created Who is this I see in the mirror I hate it This bullshit The illusions Bated by faith  If “gods” a lie What am I. (It wasn’t a question) Who is… who is… Who is like God We are created Who is this I see in the mirror I hate it This bullshit ***footnot e.     ミッチェル       Is katakana for Mitchell. ...

  I am The Best   I wanna be something Better than my past It’s foolish to crave it  But nothing ever lasts  Without trying to be Greater than this Better than your words You’d belittle me But I’m better than you.  Flippant  Ignorant  Extravagant  And illuminate  Because I am the best It’s right  I am the best What’s that  I am the best Don’t you know I am the best You try to see me and  psychoanalysis  It’s okay I see it  But what do you want of Me, that I cannot see  So sight unseen  Actions being verbs Now seen in action The truth is to behold  Honest Blindly so  Where is the lie When the truth does shine.  Because I am the best It’s right  I am the best What’s that  I am the best Don’t you know I am the best But the rest They don’t know  I can try I can’t lie It’s alright  Right now  Because I am the best It’s right  I am the best What’s that  I am the be...

  The Tale Of Daymeon Part One - Prologue Backed in a corner  Trying to react  Like myself and not  The Liar that survives.  I’m not a snitch  I’m a realist  I won’t let my life Come before what is right.   Self consciousness  Is bitter to taste And is suicide  But I’m okay Just to say  Night.  Part 2 - right now  Right.   Here we are  Trying to understand  Ourselves.   Fantastic wolves Living our best lives All of the best tries Can be lies.  What’s innocence  Or a guilty conscious.  It’s a blur I’m not right Nor wrong Now Part 3 - fester poison  Prow  Stalk our best self  And cut off The wasted  And now I try to shine how Without you So festered Find the poison and Suck it out All of it.  Or I die It isn’t right  Say.  Part 4 - despite  Hey I own my losses  We live in our houses Structures of our being Out truths and lies ...

  WOULD YOU forget Here I am Screaming out loud How much I need you  But you’re deaf to me You will not hear me say I love you.  What’s your next move My cards are shown What would you do.  If I walked away And never returned  Would you wonder where I went Would you miss my voice or Forget me in my silence.  What are we I have been proud  Despite what you do.  We’re liars so see At the end of the day  We are through  What can you prove  With love that’s gone With what is true  If I walked away And never returned  Would you wonder where I went Would you miss my voice or Forget me in my silence.  Would you love me Would you miss me Would you forget  Would you hear me  Would you trust me  Would you forget.  If I walked away And never returned  Would you wonder where I went Would you miss my voice or Forget me in my silence.  Would you  Love… miss… hear… trust… Need me forget me. 

 It’s Never Right (goodbye) I never knew love Or peace or happiness Until I found tranquility  With you   And you shine Should you be mine.  That my faith be alight   Ow here we are  Pretending we aren’t special.  I try and try and get.   Love  What a lie Although you try  It’s never right.  Goodbye.  I try and rise above  Despite the emptiness  I still face down reality  I do Now it’s time  To become fine Should I love you on sight.  Our fate should dare  Make this seem questionable  I try and try and get.   Love  What a lie Although you try  It’s never right.  Goodbye.  By and by I try Why oh why do I Cry and cry for lies I just cry goodbye.  I try and try and get.   Love  What a lie Although you try  It’s never right.  Goodbye. 

  We Were Perfect This dreamscape I’ve met the man of my dreams Perfect in every way What’s the catch.  Why would my subconscious lie to myself Giving me everything as I slumber It’s unfair How could I end up playing myself.  It all seemed so realistic  Damn it  I loved you once in my dreams Now awake I want to sleep As we were perfect.  The truth isn’t what it seems But this feeling runs so deep Like we were perfect  In this haze Truth and hope have intertwined  But dreams are lies we try  To make true Fairy tales and happy endings are dumb Foolish hopes of false opportunities .  Just a dream Like the hopes of love of one like me  How would that be fantastic  Damn it  I loved you once in my dreams Now awake I want to sleep As we were perfect.  The truth isn’t what it seems But this feeling runs so deep Like we were perfect  Dreams, hopes, and fantasies Love like this only exists In manuscripts of lies No matter ...