Now I Know…

 

I always pitied you 

And believe the talk wasn’t true 

Surely they were better 

And you were OK 

Well, I was fucking wrong 

Oh so fucking wrong 

I let you in as people shut you out 

Like an alley cat without an alley 

Be an ally be his friend 

Well goddamn I didn’t know what that meant 

Now I know I should have never

Open the door

Offered my hand

And let you in

Now I know I should have never

Became your friend

Gave any help

Not take your side

Take my time or money

And you’d be no different than them but my life now that’s new

Not identity

But my thought and action 

Why not just kill me

Then you could be me more so freely then

I have to remind you that in the end

You’re just a cheap imitation

Or do you keep me around just to hurt

Now I know I should have never

Open the door

Offered my hand

And let you in

Now I know I should have never

Became your friend

Gave any help

Not take your side

I never thought I was imitatable 

Just a guy with questionable taste and morals

But then someone as sad as you comes along to prove me wrong

I mean there’s been a slut and there’s nothing wrong with that

Then there is the bargain bin twice returned,walking fleshlight that is you

Now I know… now I know

…now I know. 

Now I know I should have never

Open the door

Offered my hand

And let you in

Now I know I should have never

Became your friend

Gave any help

Not take your side