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"You & Me (Through)"

Why do you try to avoid me? When I want to try and leave you Do you know what I want to say? Is that why you just run away I don’t… Have much more to… Say so… Please don’t put me… Off now… Let me say it Don’t ignore it You and me are through Please don’t kiss me It’s not working You and me are through I just want to make this painless You have let this go on too long What do you keep holding on for The love we had is there no more I can’t… Keep holding on… To this… When I’m over… You now… Let me say it Don’t ignore it You and me are through Please don’t kiss me It’s not working You and me are through I won’t… Say I never… Loved you But I… Know it’s over… We’re through Let me say it Don’t ignore it You and me are through Please don’t kiss me It’s not working You and me are through

"666/Self Destruction"

I feel sorry for you When did you stop caring? Why’d you let yourself go? Did I do this to you? Was this always in you? Did I really hurt you? What could I have done… Or said to change this? Since I left you You’re on a path of self destruction Are you that broken What’s your malfunction? I feel like it’s all my fault I’m so sorry if it is What has a hold of you? What is your point of view? When I left you were cool… I really don’t get you How did I hurt you… To leave you this way? Since I left you You’re on a path of self destruction Are you that broken What’s your malfunction?

"Only One"

In the morning Let me be the first thing on your mind In a moment of solitude Wish that you were alone with me When you’re dreaming Let me be the one you dream of And in the dark of night tonight Could you want to spend it with me? I want to be your only one Here I am, needing you Hoping you need me too I’m wanting to hear from you Where are you, I’m lonely I still want to be your only I don’t want to be lonely In the morning Let me be the first thing on your mind In a moment of solitude Wish that you were alone with me I want to be your only one It’s my truth, I’m jealous You make my heart zealous Don’t make my soul feel jealous I want more, more of this I’m on fire from your kiss Won’t you give me more of this When you’re dreaming Let me be the one you dream of And in the dark of night tonight Could you want to spend it with me? I want to be your only one

"Released"

I’ve been numb for so long I forgot what feeling was You have released me You fell into my life I didn’t find you You didn’t find me We just connected You just felt so right Did you feel it too And see what I see We just connected I forgot what this feeling was I had told myself I’d never feel this again I’ve been numb for so long I forgot was feeling was You have released me I gave up on love Gave myself up to Playing every game For eternity You showed what kind of Love you had in you No one is the same And now I can see I forgot what this feeling was I had told myself I’d never feel this again I’ve been numb for so long I forgot was feeling was You have released me Locked in a cage You released me My heart my soul You released me I forgot what this feeling was I had told myself I’d never feel this again I’ve been numb for so long I forgot was feeling was You have released me

"Shouldn't I Hate You"

Things would be so easy Life would be breezy If I could just forget you Set my heart free I wouldn’t feel like this I still miss your kiss When part of me misses you I can’t be free Shouldn’t I hate you After all you’ve put me through But inside my heart There’s still love after we part Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I I wonder how you feel And how do you deal With the end of such a thing How do you sleep But why do I still care My hearts still aware Of what all you’ve done to me Why can’t I sleep Shouldn’t I hate you After all you’ve put me through But inside my heart There’s still love after we part Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I Shouldn’t I hate you Make it easy on myself Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I I can’t let all this go No matter how much I close that door If I could just hate you Just moving on would be easier I can’t do it, you’ll always ...

"Suppose To Be"

I gave it all up… for you Now what else can I do We settled down… to sacrifice I guess the time had a price Was I a fool… to say With you I’ll always stay I’ll never know… nor do I care Who ever said love was fair I thought I found forever I never thought I’d ever Be here, without you, like this You were suppose to be the one Who would always be my last You were suppose to be the one Now I’m starting over with a past You were suppose to be the one That would see me until the end You were suppose to be the one What happened, you were my only friend So I’m here broken… inside A part of me has died You were my core… my universe Now I just couldn’t feel worse Time to restart… my heart Time to play a new part I don’t know what… why when or how I can just forget that vow I wanted to believe Now we’ve ended I grieve Just me, all alone, like this You were suppose to be the one Who would always be my last You were suppose to be the one Now I’m starting over with a past You were suppose to ...

"Now You Say"

There was a time When you said you didn’t know what you wanted That I thought I’d wait for you That moment’s gone I’m sick of the games, sick of the lies Sick of every time you put tears in my eyes What were you doing, what did you say What was I thinking of the games you play You tore up my heart, threw out my trust I never knew you held such a secret lust Now you say you want to make it work Where was that feeling weeks ago But you were a jerk… It’s time you know Now you say that you want me back I’ve moved on to stop the heartache You can’t have me back… My heart can’t break I gave up so much, gave you my heart I guess it was my mistake I wasn’t smart Don’t tell me your lies, tell me the truth I deserve it from you for stealing my youth But I have to say, it’s all too late There’s nothing left you can say to change our fate Now you say you want to make it work Where was that feeling weeks ago? But you were a jerk… It’s time you know Now you say that you want me back I’ve moved o...

"Hurt Before"

Don’t sugar coat it tell me straight What have you heard, what’s my fate? I’ve wasted enough time with games Who are they now, and their names… I’m told not to believe what I hear It’s all lies, look in your eyes But I’ve heard all that before… I’m not dumb enough to dismiss their words I’ve been hurt before in love I won’t dismiss what they tell me as lies I’ve been hurt before in love I told myself to trust my gut There’s no excuse, there’s no but The fact that I’m here saying this I should let go, no last kiss You say I should trust your commitment Who are you, I just met you I’m calling it what it is... I’m not dumb enough to dismiss their words I’ve been hurt before in love I won’t dismiss what they tell me as lies I’ve been hurt before in love There are some bad scars that never fade They’re still there, It’s just not fair Anyone could break my heart I’m not dumb enough to dismiss their words I’ve been hurt before in love I won’t dismiss what they tell me as lies I’ve been...

"Heart"

You just blind sided me Knocked the air out of me I was left feeling empty Lost and confused I had to find myself Separate from the me with you I had forgotten myself Inside of you You can’t expect me now To take you back, I won’t have that You forced me to this point I won’t look back, I can’t do that My heart isn’t a toy For you to play with when you want When you ripped it out Don’t expect it to beat for you I’m still confused by you Why do you play this game This is where the bullshit ends Here and right now So you say you miss me At one time I missed you But that was then this is now Sorry we’re through At one time you were mine You ran away, I couldn’t stay I won’t forget the pain You gave to me, why don’t you see My heart isn’t a toy For you to play with when you want When you ripped it out Don’t expect it to beat for you