Thursday, January 19, 2012

"You & Me (Through)"

Why do you try to avoid me?
When I want to try and leave you
Do you know what I want to say?
Is that why you just run away

I don’t…
Have much more to…
Say so…
Please don’t put me…
Off now…

Let me say it
Don’t ignore it
You and me are through
Please don’t kiss me
It’s not working
You and me are through

I just want to make this painless
You have let this go on too long
What do you keep holding on for
The love we had is there no more

I can’t…
Keep holding on…
To this…
When I’m over…
You now…

Let me say it
Don’t ignore it
You and me are through
Please don’t kiss me
It’s not working
You and me are through

I won’t…
Say I never…
Loved you

But I…
Know it’s over…
We’re through

Let me say it
Don’t ignore it
You and me are through
Please don’t kiss me
It’s not working
You and me are through

"666/Self Destruction"

I feel sorry for you
When did you stop caring?
Why’d you let yourself go?

Did I do this to you?
Was this always in you?
Did I really hurt you?

What could I have done…
Or said to change this?

Since I left you
You’re on a path of self destruction
Are you that broken
What’s your malfunction?

I feel like it’s all my fault
I’m so sorry if it is
What has a hold of you?

What is your point of view?
When I left you were cool…
I really don’t get you

How did I hurt you…
To leave you this way?

Since I left you
You’re on a path of self destruction
Are you that broken
What’s your malfunction?

Monday, January 16, 2012

"Only One"

In the morning
Let me be the first thing on your mind
In a moment of solitude
Wish that you were alone with me
When you’re dreaming
Let me be the one you dream of
And in the dark of night tonight
Could you want to spend it with me?

I want to be your only one

Here I am, needing you
Hoping you need me too
I’m wanting to hear from you
Where are you, I’m lonely
I still want to be your only
I don’t want to be lonely

In the morning
Let me be the first thing on your mind
In a moment of solitude
Wish that you were alone with me
I want to be your only one

It’s my truth, I’m jealous
You make my heart zealous
Don’t make my soul feel jealous
I want more, more of this
I’m on fire from your kiss
Won’t you give me more of this

When you’re dreaming
Let me be the one you dream of
And in the dark of night tonight
Could you want to spend it with me?
I want to be your only one

"Released"

I’ve been numb for so long
I forgot what feeling was
You have released me

You fell into my life
I didn’t find you
You didn’t find me
We just connected
You just felt so right
Did you feel it too
And see what I see
We just connected

I forgot what this feeling was
I had told myself
I’d never feel this again
I’ve been numb for so long
I forgot was feeling was
You have released me

I gave up on love
Gave myself up to
Playing every game
For eternity
You showed what kind of
Love you had in you
No one is the same
And now I can see

I forgot what this feeling was
I had told myself
I’d never feel this again
I’ve been numb for so long
I forgot was feeling was
You have released me

Locked in a cage
You released me
My heart my soul
You released me

I forgot what this feeling was
I had told myself
I’d never feel this again
I’ve been numb for so long
I forgot was feeling was
You have released me

"Shouldn't I Hate You"

Things would be so easy
Life would be breezy
If I could just forget you
Set my heart free
I wouldn’t feel like this
I still miss your kiss
When part of me misses you
I can’t be free

Shouldn’t I hate you
After all you’ve put me through
But inside my heart
There’s still love after we part

Shouldn’t I hate you
Make it easy on myself
Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I
Shouldn’t I hate you
Make it easy on myself
Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I

I wonder how you feel
And how do you deal
With the end of such a thing
How do you sleep
But why do I still care
My hearts still aware
Of what all you’ve done to me
Why can’t I sleep

Shouldn’t I hate you
After all you’ve put me through
But inside my heart
There’s still love after we part

Shouldn’t I hate you
Make it easy on myself
Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I
Shouldn’t I hate you
Make it easy on myself
Shouldn’t I…Shouldn’t I

I can’t let all this go
No matter how much I close that door
If I could just hate you
Just moving on would be easier
I can’t do it, you’ll always be there
I can’t do it, you’ll always be there

Saturday, January 14, 2012

"Suppose To Be"

I gave it all up… for you
Now what else can I do
We settled down… to sacrifice
I guess the time had a price
Was I a fool… to say
With you I’ll always stay
I’ll never know… nor do I care
Who ever said love was fair

I thought I found forever
I never thought I’d ever
Be here, without you, like this

You were suppose to be the one
Who would always be my last
You were suppose to be the one
Now I’m starting over with a past
You were suppose to be the one
That would see me until the end
You were suppose to be the one
What happened, you were my only friend

So I’m here broken… inside
A part of me has died
You were my core… my universe
Now I just couldn’t feel worse
Time to restart… my heart
Time to play a new part
I don’t know what… why when or how
I can just forget that vow

I wanted to believe
Now we’ve ended I grieve
Just me, all alone, like this

You were suppose to be the one
Who would always be my last
You were suppose to be the one
Now I’m starting over with a past
You were suppose to be the one
That would see me until the end
You were suppose to be the one
What happened, you were my only friend

Wednesday, January 11, 2012

"Now You Say"

There was a time
When you said you didn’t know what you wanted
That I thought I’d wait for you
That moment’s gone

I’m sick of the games, sick of the lies
Sick of every time you put tears in my eyes
What were you doing, what did you say
What was I thinking of the games you play
You tore up my heart, threw out my trust
I never knew you held such a secret lust

Now you say you want to make it work
Where was that feeling weeks ago
But you were a jerk… It’s time you know
Now you say that you want me back
I’ve moved on to stop the heartache
You can’t have me back… My heart can’t break

I gave up so much, gave you my heart
I guess it was my mistake I wasn’t smart
Don’t tell me your lies, tell me the truth
I deserve it from you for stealing my youth
But I have to say, it’s all too late
There’s nothing left you can say to change our fate

Now you say you want to make it work
Where was that feeling weeks ago?
But you were a jerk… It’s time you know
Now you say that you want me back
I’ve moved on to stop the heartache
You can’t have me back… My heart can’t break

There was a time
When whatever you said I believe in you
But what you’ve done to me
That moment’s gone

Now you say you want to make it work
Where was that feeling weeks ago
But you were a jerk… It’s time you know
Now you say that you want me back
I’ve moved on to stop the heartache
You can’t have me back… My heart can’t break

"Hurt Before"

Don’t sugar coat it tell me straight
What have you heard, what’s my fate?
I’ve wasted enough time with games
Who are they now, and their names…

I’m told not to believe what I hear
It’s all lies, look in your eyes
But I’ve heard all that before…

I’m not dumb enough to dismiss their words
I’ve been hurt before in love
I won’t dismiss what they tell me as lies
I’ve been hurt before in love

I told myself to trust my gut
There’s no excuse, there’s no but
The fact that I’m here saying this
I should let go, no last kiss

You say I should trust your commitment
Who are you, I just met you
I’m calling it what it is...

I’m not dumb enough to dismiss their words
I’ve been hurt before in love
I won’t dismiss what they tell me as lies
I’ve been hurt before in love

There are some bad scars that never fade
They’re still there, It’s just not fair
Anyone could break my heart

I’m not dumb enough to dismiss their words
I’ve been hurt before in love
I won’t dismiss what they tell me as lies
I’ve been hurt before in love

Monday, January 9, 2012

"Heart"

You just blind sided me
Knocked the air out of me
I was left feeling empty
Lost and confused
I had to find myself
Separate from the me with you
I had forgotten myself
Inside of you

You can’t expect me now
To take you back, I won’t have that
You forced me to this point
I won’t look back, I can’t do that

My heart isn’t a toy
For you to play with when you want
When you ripped it out
Don’t expect it to beat for you

I’m still confused by you
Why do you play this game
This is where the bullshit ends
Here and right now
So you say you miss me
At one time I missed you
But that was then this is now
Sorry we’re through

At one time you were mine
You ran away, I couldn’t stay
I won’t forget the pain
You gave to me, why don’t you see

My heart isn’t a toy
For you to play with when you want
When you ripped it out
Don’t expect it to beat for you