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  In the New Year I’ve spent the 21st century Being bitter The victim  Even if it’s all my fault  I’m trying now To right my wrongs  Things I shouldn’t care About but here I am Drowning in the misery I just want to break The tide and breathe And be free   In the new year  I let it go Everything The negativity  And be me I was jaded so long I can’t tell Was I right then And abused  No one here deserves this bliss I’m crying why  Love’s done me wrong  Yet here I am fair  And strong I’m just for you.  Living with the fairytales All I want is life  Just let me be To be seen In the new year  I let it go Everything The negativity  And be me Twenty twenty something  Who what and then when Are we, baby Right then right now that song Is a memory Really, baby  In the new year  I let it go Everything The negativity  And be me

  Like God I see you there Suffering and alone Come here  Let me give you comfort  But it isn’t free A crave to know your darkness And the emptiness you live in I’m not unfamiliar  But my name  My true name  Might be a lie  If I’m like God Why do I want to see The world burn Souls turned inside out  Is it because he’s vengeful And spiteful Just like me Or am I a twisted allegory Of what pure and righteous    I would raise hell To understand myself  I love Anyone that wants that Thing we are chasing  It isn’t righteous this quest But it’s honest and unholy  It’s faithful to myself The real me The true me Is incomplete  If I’m like God Why do I want to see The world burn Souls turned inside out  Is it because he’s vengeful And spiteful Just like me Or am I a twisted allegory Of what pure and righteous  Here we are playing analogies  With my name and a god I just want to know  Is he okay or doomed to ...

  Redux When I was a child I craved the world At my fingertips What ambition Naive  I’ve been great but  Then nothing And back again It’s a redux My life Up and down And up again  It’s a redux The price Good and bad And good again  When I was so wild  I craved it all Ears hearing my lips  That motivation  Just lies I told myself And believed Foolishly It’s a redux My life Up and down And up again  It’s a redux The price Good and bad And good again  The eternal return Of a fantasy The revival In a dream That will never come The redux We sell ourselves We all can dream And make believe  For all of time It’s a redux My life Up and down And up again  It’s a redux The price Good and bad And good again 

  Alright I don’t need you I don’t love you But here you are In my life  Unnecessarily  A January consequence  An unwanted pretext.  Truly undesired  Throw a palm up And say goodbye Alright   You didn’t know me 10 seconds ago  And you don’t know me now  I’m a spirit you wished you had known I’m a legend that legendary people speak of  But now …. That’s cute …. Immature  Face the facts  I don’t need you I don’t love you But here you are In my life  Unnecessarily  A January consequence  An unwanted pretext.  Truly undesired  Throw a palm up And say goodbye Alright   Play a fool the tool    and rule.  Come this hear coming Tomorrow is yesterdays lie I don’t know where this is going  But I know where it ends 

Lips, eyes  Touch, kiss  ああああ Love, trust Feel, lust  ああああ Give me something.  Beyond the twilight A moment that’s ours  Beyond the carnal And the here and now  But you can’t You’re a beast  A machine  And here I am Wanting something more than that But here I am Living my life with that kind of fact  Lips, eyes  Touch, kiss  ああああ Love, trust Feel, lust  ああああ Show me truly.  What is love alright  And what it means here For us fools trying  To fight for something.  I’m a man Trying to Understand  So here it is I want more than a love song And here it is I’m living on to be my best  Lips, eyes  Touch, kiss  ああああ Love, trust Feel, lust  ああああ Needs ああああ Desire ああああ Wants ああああ This fire ああああ Lips, eyes  Touch, kiss  ああああ Love, trust Feel, lust  ああああ

I wanted someone like you So long I thought the chance was gone But here you are  Attending to my every need I crave touch and intimacy  But something about you isn’t filling Me with the things I want to feel  Hold me close Hold me tight  Until i can’t breathe  Hold me here  Hold me dear Until I can’t see.  Now I’m here In your arms  Suffocating  In your loving embrace  So I’m here  In your arms Suffocating  In your loving embrace  In the darkness I craved you  The desire to turn me on  Lust that’s on par Following the emotional lead  I wanted truth and honesty  But you are here now being unwilling  To be the one to give me feeling Hold me near Hold with might  Until I can’t breath Hold me now Hold me right Until I can’t see.  Now I’m here In your arms  Suffocating  In your loving embrace  So I’m here  In your arms Suffocating  In your loving embrace  So just...

It’s the eleventh hour On fifth day Of a week of Mondays  I’m tired and done With everything  Except that one thing  I crave the satisfaction.  The gratification.  And the interaction.  But I try I cry I want you.  But why you I’m tired Why though. You’ve nothing to offer  Why you A lapse of judgement  When the tired mind Meets the tireless beast That is dangerous Just a lust that leads to A lapse of judgement  We’re days past sanity  Beyond good sense  Where any idea’s good  But they are not  Worth another Thought but still I do  I desire the pleasure  That lovely treasure  Enjoying each measure  And I try I lie  I want to.  But it’s you I’m done Why do  You show up here again Why you A lapse of judgement  When the tired mind Meets the tireless beast That is dangerous Just a lust that leads to A lapse of judgement  Once upon a time In an age Circa two thousand and three I’...

  Greatness Erupts I try to find myself In the light of the darkness  I want to be myself  In the world of emptiness  Let me be myself  Queer and insecure  Let me find myself Brave and self aware  Let me love myself  Flawed and shining  Give me everything  In the light or dark Even in the silence  Greatness Erupts I want it all so In the pure or bitter  And the dumb ignorance  Greatness erupts  I’m here alone asking  What is this and who am I  I want to understand  Personification  Raise me up so I can be the one  Who’s a hero and true  Unaware of you  Who’s a champion  Raw and trying  Give me everything  In the light or dark Even in the silence  Greatness Erupts I want it all so In the pure or bitter  And the dumb ignorance  Greatness erupts  Love me need me Caress me neck  And feel my heartbeat  Play it dumb son For heaven sake Don’t mis...