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Faye

  When you’re unworthy of a lyric or song And a book will take too long Your child will do the best he can with what he does the best he can Faye This isn’t autobiographical  More a love song to his mother who deserves better  A blessing a pope couldn’t give Cause it comes from the heart.   To the facts you gave the world Mark and me We’re yours and you’re ours  Independent self sufficient child’s of yours  Some times we have fallen apart, broken    down No matter what you build us back up Never abandoned and totally adored we owe everything to you You’re my hero My muse  My counterpart  Do you know Your place Inside my world  When you deserve more that basic rhythmic rhymes    but I can’t do much better than But I’ll strive to give you more than this until the ends of time  Faye  This isn’t autobiographical  More a love song to his mother who deserves better  A blessing a pope couldn’t give Cause ...

In This Life

  I was once a simple fool Fleeting and retreating  From the truth  With no thought of what to do  Dumb and so curious  For the truth It’s not here We aren’t now We are atoms still colliding But it’s near  So just how  Do we always intertwine  In this life  May it be better Or worse than the rest  I learned love I learned loss I experienced Betrayal and insanity But I’m not done I’m not done yet.  Back then I was so naive  Chasing and worshiping  A whole lie  This lover came to deceive.  Fooling and misleading  For a lie  It’s not us But we’re here We are souls still intertwining  What could be No one knows Yet here we are still just trying  In this life  May it be better Or worse than the rest  I learned love I learned loss I experienced Betrayal and insanity But I’m not done I’m not done yet.  You don’t know You foolish boy Define love and acceptance  You haven’t a clue D...

You’re Cute

  You’re cute I want to know How much you care to share You’re cute Are you just show Do you have it in you to care Could you be my mister  Playing a gamble Hit or pass The choice is yours  Be my loving yes sir  Despite the rabble  They won’t last Do you know How could you You only have eyes for me But you glow And it’s so Every time you look at me  You’re cute I want to know How much you care to share You’re cute Are you just show Do you have it in you to care I want something better More than I’m able That can last  Loneliness bores  You’re here for whatever.  So are you stable This at last Do you see? Are you blind? How I look at your face now Can we be Refined  Before your god I will bow.  You’re cute I want to know How much you care to share You’re cute Are you just show Do you have it in you to care I Bow to plead a deal I want you with me For me in me I want to make it real  I need you with me For me in me You’re cute I ...

FINAL DESTINATION

  Finding love and peace At this pace Is exhausting.  Slow down and find me I’m tired of searching Tired of running toward a  Final destination.  I’m done with seeking Done with my wishing of a  Final Destination  The journey is long  The road is cumbersome  With no definite destination I’m wearing myself out The dream is a song Of things I should just run away from  I’m traveling for resolution  Finding self, release  In this space Is worrisome  So wake up, see me I’m tired of searching Tired of running toward a  Final destination.  I’m done with seeking Done with my wishing of a  Final Destination  That route is a choice The path ahead is dark  With no road signs to lead the way to Where the fuck it all leads  So I find my voice Although it could be stark  I’m tuning into what I should do Finding truth, release From your face Is just freeing So can you feel me I’m tired of searching Tired of...

Reach

  I cry For no reason why I can’t explain it If you cared you’d have a clue But you don’t  You emptied minded idiot There’s something in my memories That rebukes your soul But it’s faded away But that feel is still there.  A faded memory Someone to love But so out of touch  I can’t reach anymore I try With all my might To foolishly fit Yet here just what do I do  What’s my fault  On the ground here of your regret There’s something in my memories That rebukes your soul But it’s faded away But that feel is still there.  A faded memory Someone to love But so out of touch  I can’t reach anymore I thought I knew everything a snake could say But here you came and said everything I needed to hear  Sucked me in to your twisted world  It took me years to see the truth.  ...So out of reach I can’t reach any more  You lie Although you try To deny admit  This moment I’m over you.  You were seen  No one cares but I’m over it....

Beyond...

  Sexy oh so sexy Little to no clothes I’m looking for the meaning Look and admire  Touch and explore  I need to know reasoning.  Focus focus look away Where am I and how do I say What I want and what I need How do my words or actions lay Beyond this moment Beyond the cuteness Is a world we can not see And I’ll blast off to find it’s meaning Lovely oh a lovely  Blissfully naked  Dumbfound no reasoning  Encased in fire What the hell for Is this is what is pleasing  Zoom zoom it’s all we do Boom boom in a bedroom Doom doom is what they say True true but who are you  Beyond this moment Beyond the cuteness Is a world we can not see And I’ll blast off to find it’s meaning Now now pull focus  Who am I to you and I now It doesn’t matter except  This feeling of love can it grow  Now now it’s okay but Wow wow    in the Parlor. Soon soon it will be okay Through through is that the end Beyond this moment Beyond the cuteness Is a...

Trying To Shine

  In the sunlight  The moon is mine Am I not cute enough  You can call me thine  Despite the lie Your love is mine  Is my love still not enough  If it’s still not fine.  Mine mine mine I don’t own anything  I’m just trying to shine Despite your shadows Always hanging over me I won’t be having it anymore In the quiet  I say the line What are we but than that  Still you what what’s mine I wipe my eyes  This isn’t fine  I’m captive in emotions  So where is the line Pry pry pry You are l craving everything  I’m just trying to shine Despite your shadows Always hanging over me I won’t be having it anymore I don’t care if we were lovers or brothers You don’t have place in my soul  I don’t care if you gave me life or chances You don’t have a place in my soul I’m just trying to shine Despite your shadows Always hanging over me I won’t be having it anymore

Why I Drink

The only reason i sleep on the couch Is I have drank too much wine And I want you to sleep in peace.  You’re trouble  In the waking hours And that’s why I drink The buzz in the alcohol  Tunes you out You’re a crazy mother fucker I should quit you both The only reason that I’m still with you It’s just full of lies and crimes  I want a simple release.  You are tragic Every day you’re with me  And that’s why I drink The buzz in the alcohol  Tunes you out You’re a crazy mother fucker I should quit you both But one at a time These addictions Should simmer But one at a time Our “love” and “that” Should simmer  You are simple so I shouldn’t acknowledge  You are why I drink.  The buzz in the alcohol  Tunes you out You’re a crazy mother fucker I should quit you both

A Tool

  I’m done pretending You mean anything  Rewind all the moments  You were mine And now they’re all lies I could be sweet I could be kind But I’m honest to a fault You’re a fucking asshole Who should burn in hell You’re a fool  A tool A lesson I missed in school  But they drool Over you I’m clearly not the only stupid one In this beginning You made me sing  Think back to intimates Lies were fine Living in the cries I could be true I could be be pure But your heart needs honest truth  No matter who you were You don’t deserve me You’re a fool  A tool A lesson I missed in school  But they drool Over you I’m clearly not the only stupid one You don’t know You’re a king in your own life Who’s been usurped in mine  So long you don’t belong  You’re a fool  A tool A lesson I missed in school  But they drool Over you I’m clearly not the only stupid one

Justice

I’m not the one You come for To be played I’m no fool But you are  I’m not the one You hung up Forgotten I’m no tool But you are  You’ll never know the simple sounds Outside a theoretical war It’s okay You don’t know Hopefully you will ever will.  Now now now This isn’t about you  Or me It’s about liberty.  You tried to be So much more And in need But in school  You were far  Away from this  Did you know  Honesty  Damn these games And we are Simply    living life these days In the war im so deeply scarred.  For life And so what A bitter fool wanting a thrill l Thrive rave cry About who we are now And us This Is only justice I’m no fool I’ve lived loved and lost Despite it all I won’t stop trying  Now now now This isn’t about you  Or me It’s about liberty.  Thrive rave cry About who we are now And us This Is only justice Thrive this justice Rave with justice Cry for justice  That’s where I stand.  D...