electric forest

Another drink  Another sip Where did I go wrong I let the wine blind me Inebriated mislead intentions.  Is it my fault My bad choices That led me here Or is it you Your bad choices That led us here  At the end of the day I’ll review everything  And you’re always are to blame Another truth Another lie  What did I do wrong Did I let love blind me Foolish delusions of what could be Love  Is it my fault  Our bad choices  That left me here  Or is it you Your bad choices That led us here.  At the end of the day I’ll review everything  And you’re always are to blame How does it feel To be you.   The inflictor of pain You’ve hurt me more than you’ll ever know.  It’s sad the one who inspired this will never know it As he’s dead to me.   Eight years of wasted time  There are other things  I could say but Why beat you down I’ve s...

I sit back and watch the news I shouldn’t be surprised by any of this But the alerts make me bristle Is this chaos real life? Why don’t you believe An accuser Do you relate with  The one accused Maybe you can’t see it in black and white Because you only accept the white Maybe you can’t understand right from wrong  When did humanity go wrong  What happened to compassion  What happened to decorum  What happened to so called peace What happened to all of this What point in this do we lose  At what point did Hope take aim for us and miss I tremble and fear a missile Tweets that could end my life  This is more than you Are you’re blind If you are wrong You’re in a bind  Maybe you can’t see it in black and white Because you only accept the white Maybe you can’t understand right from wrong  When did humanity go wrong  What happened to understanding  What happened to b...

Shedding my skin And every trace of you If the scent of you lingered  It has been discarded.  I’m a bitter individual  Because of you, all of you  But I’m trying to be better Yet I’m trying to be better Collectively you haven’t a clue  You just couldn’t have, could you You are one of many mistakes  And I’m done with all the regrets  Finding myself despite of you You are bringing nothing to me Than wasted time Stop wasting my time No matter whatever you do  Despite all of your lies I see You wasted time Stop that wasting my time.  Stop stringing me along for nothing  So just stop being selfish.  What exactly are you getting  From me and yet without giving  This is all about you  Do you know it? Your aloofness annoys me Finding myself despite of you You are bringing nothing to me Than wasted time Stop wasting my time No matter whatever you do ...

Conversation fails me Face to face I don’t have enough to say But give me pen and paper And it all falls out.  The “how could you”’s The beautiful allegory Expressions of my heart  Self expressions  The solid truth of my story Why I’m hear for a start  Put me in a room with you and words fail me I can better say with this barrier It doesn’t change how I feel, for you I put my best foot forward so you can see So now let these truths be forever more  It doesn’t change how I feel, for you I look at you and smile If you knew the thunderstorm in my head So give me pen and paper To work it all out  Insecurities  They’re all tied to my fantasies Everything out of reach Insecurities  All these missed opportunities  A lesson the universe has yet left to teach  It’s just verbiage uttered by a simple man Yet my mouth cannot move to do the deed So do you know how I feel, for you...

Bitter, toxic, you’re wasted  For anything that could mean anything  Burnt, scorned, and then you’re deflated  How does it feel to be demasculated.  I find that people like you Hate theirselves more than anyone else. So check yourself before you talk trash about anyone else.  Despite It all Despite all of you Tomorrow will be better Than your today...  it will be okay Reject, evil, bless your heart How does it feel to be oh so hated  You’re ignored, so then do you lash out  Because you’re continually rejected  People like you see nothing  Wrong with theirselves, it’s everyone else Check yourself before you say something rash, this is about yourself.  Despite It all Despite all of you Tomorrow will be better Than your today...  it will be okay Are you okay with it all Why you’re so jaded.  You have to be jaded To fall into this hateful trap.  I could al...

I’m seeking peace In spite of me Can someone release me from me I’m a danger to myself My own worse enemy Self destructive tendencies  I fight to keep at bay Fault belongs to no one else Negative energy Unrealistic fantasies  From everything I say... To myself, I lie to myself Such a shame I can’t be true To myself, I lie to myself.  I’m seeking peace In spite of me Can someone release me from me I’m seeking peace Only for me Can someone release me from me  I’m drowning in this falsehood Always reaching out for help There’s no hero there for me When no one knows my need Everyone thinks that I’m good But I’m damaged by a pelt  To my soul that you can’t see Stories I’ll only read Of myself, I tell of myself Such a shame I won’t be true To myself, I lie to myself.  I’m seeking peace In spite of me Can someone release me from me I’m seeking peace Only for me Can someone release...

I’m sick and tired of giving everything to “you” From now own my choices will be in my best interest.  Fuck “you” and what “you” stand for I’m ready to go From now own my choices will be in my best interest.  You... oh you Weren’t worth my time Yet I gave you all of it.  Such a waste of my time  Love...  this love.  Faded away Wilted without attention.  So what have you to say  Questions You won’t respond to Answers  You refuse to say I’m sick and tired of giving everything to “you” From now own my choices will be in my best interest.  Fuck “you” and what “you” stand for I’m ready to go From now own my choices will be in my best interest.  “You” are a myth Something I’ll no longer risk Kiss it off and say goodbye  Us... yes us What are we now Rather us be nothing  Than a fantasy lie  Me... whoa me  I’ll be okay I was raised to be strong  ...

I’m a pessimist at heart I’m scared of the ending before it starts  The past has always repeated  Constant trends that I want to end  Give me something more than this  A happy ending that starts with a kiss  Am I’m dreaming of fairytales  And too jaded to believe them Years and years of wanting  I still want to believe  In love I want to believe  In love  I’m still waiting for some hope Something else here that could still help me cope  With a love yet to be fulfilled  Emotions that I still endure Fantasy I’ve never know  I’m still waiting for someone that could show Me that I could yet still be wrong  That all my dreams are not yet gone Years and years of wanting  I still want to believe  In love I want to believe  In love  With every breeze I want to believe  Give me a future I want to see Years and years of wanting ...

Do you have any clue Any insight In what makes me No of course you don’t  You could never know Why I do what I do  See my light  See just what I see It’s okay you won’t  I would never show And I’d never tell Never sell out My emotions for anyone anymore  I’m guarded to a fault  Accepted what I was taught  I’m the only one out there for me I’m so scared from the past Don’t think anything could last  I’m the only one out there for me  The truth is I’m broken Accepted  It’s my story I try to let go But that is so hard  A love that’s unspoken Rejected  Lack of glory It’s all that I know I’ve said way too much.  And I’d never tell Never sell out My emotions for anyone anymore  I’m guarded to a fault  Accepted what I was taught  I’m the only one out there for me I’m so scared from the past Don’t think anything could last  I’m...