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Star Signs

  Star Signs I’m feeling ethereal  Needing a deeper touch  But don’t  I’m not ready for you.  Here we are You and I Now and then Intertwined  I’m the fire on the earth Praying for coming rain  And the wind won’t blow You don’t know me Can’t feel me Won’t release me Star signs always align  To give us what we want  Star signs will be alright  To give us what we want Star signs lead us blind To give us what they want Star signs try to find  To give us what the want.  What could be material Other than not enough Don’t front It’s all you ever do  In this scar Is a lie  About when We just tried  I’m the fury on the world  Fearing the crashing waves  A cyclone takes hold  You don’t know me Can’t feel me Won’t release me Star signs always align  To give us what we want  Star signs will be alright  To give us what we want Star signs lead us blind To give us what they want Star signs try to f...

Peace of me

  This is dumb You make me feel weak We should be together  But I know better I hate to love you But I do  Despite myself  I should have gave you up  Yet you’re all I see  And I still crave you.  Peace of me State of mind It’s an illusion That I’ll carry with me.  I need to let you go You’re no good for me But I still crave you.  I should have gave you up  Yet you’re all I see  And I still crave you.  What is this  Love?    That’s all bullshit  Snap snap snap forever  So what is true Just like you Wanting myself  I should give myself up How much I love you  But what else can I do Peace of me State of mind It’s an illusion That I’ll carry with me.  I need to let you go You’re no good for me But I still crave you.  But why? The lie The try Good bye  Peace of me State of mind It’s an illusion That I’ll carry with me.  I need to let you go You’re no good for me But I still crav...

…me

  …me I dare any one who truly knows me Try to judge me  Here we are In the here and now  I recognize you But I don’t claim you But why.  Try and read me You’re a fool, a tool to… I can try to keep this plain But you keep it complicated  Although I try and be sane This talk is aggravated  Simple Simple Simple  Boy you have no idea Who I am Why I breathe  What I’m capable of  We all know the bitter truth  These fairy tales are fallacies  You’re still trying to seeking proof.  I’m escaping emptiness  I dare any one who truly knows me Try to judge me  Here we are In the here and now  I recognize you But I don’t claim you But why.  Try and read me You’re a fool, a tool to See me read me Understand me Then abuse me Take advantage of Me, simple me 

Come To Me (….need you)

  I was battling many things My past and my self image  If you walked in today I’d run away, I’m afraid  I couldn’t deal with anything Nothing mattered anymore  I locked myself away  I can’t say, I’ll betray Myself…. Myself…. Myself.  But if you’d just…  Come to me Make me see Open my eyes  And realize.  I need you Despite myself I… I… I… Need you Inside my mind your voice still rings  Imagines, liars mirage  I don’t have much to say  But the few words scream loudly I tell myself it’s all still okay When I feel it crumbling  As I doubt and I lay I will be loved so proudly  I try….    I try…. I try But if you could  Come to me Make me see Open my eyes  And realize.  I need you Despite myself I… I… I… Need you I try…. Myself… I try And make you just… Come to me Make me see Open my eyes  And realize.  I need you Despite myself I… I… I… Need you

…Alright…

  …Alright… With the expression of my last breath  I release myself to the here and now Let me go I don’t care about myself Block your chakras  With my soul  I’m done with your noise I need silence  So sit down  And listen.  I’m here to live my life With or without you I don’t care  If you feel this is right With or without you  I don’t care.  That last air I try to intake  I give up on who I could be so I  Can become things I’d never dream of now  Despite your tales What’s it for,  spirituality. I hear your voice  In the dark  And listen It’s foolish belong To anyone else It’s just me If you feel this is right  With or without you  It’s just me.  With the expression of my last breath  I release myself to the here and now Let me go I don’t care about myself That last air I try to intake  I give up on who I could be so I  Can become things I’d never dream of now  Goodbye, so...

Feeling I’m Reeling

  Feeling I’m Reeling   I breathe I hope I gasp for air I’m suffocating I don’t know I cry  I crave your care I’m suffocating Feel me Touch me Breach my soul I’m crying out I need more  Need me Love me Make me whole I’m begging you give me more  It’s simple It’s insane This feeling I’m reeling  It’s not good  Unbalanced  This feeling I’m reeling  I breathe I hope I gasp for air I’m suffocating I don’t know I cry  I crave your care I’m suffocating Why me Give me  A release  For my own soul, what’s this for? Hold me Please me A reprieve  Give me peace, I don’t want more.  It’s not cool  I’m a fool This feeling I’m reeling  I breathe I hope I gasp for air I’m suffocating I don’t know I cry  I crave your care I’m suffocating Despite you Who are you  I breathe I hope I gasp for air I’m suffocating I don’t know I cry  I crave your care I’m suffocating What is this Feeling I’m Reeling 

Fanatical Bullshit

Not many know me And those that do Ignore me  No one else loves me And those that try Forgive me They live a lie. Although they try They don’t know me  From Adam.   Or Eve, Cain, or Abel I rise above the fanatical bullshit.   I wish I could see  The truth in you  About me What’s it mean To be Anything but To be free.  It’s all a lie  And now we cry We don’t know free From Adam.   Or Eve, Cain, or Abel I rise above the fanatical bullshit.   From love  Relieve, pain, or able I rise above the fanatical bullshit.  From Adam.   Or Eve, Cain, or Abel I rise above the fanatical bullshit.