Tuesday, January 26, 2021

The Same Old Lies

 The Same Old Lies


Here we are once again

At the start or the finish line

Depending on your view.  


I’m tired of being poetic

I just want to be honest 

Because pretty words and these pleasantries 

Are all bull shit

They don’t make sense 

Analogies Masquerading as full proof lies. 

Im tired of it.   

The false lull of security

That there is a happy ever after

It’s fairy tale bullshit

We idiots believe in 


And you and I

Could have been something

But why

Is that a thing 


All this is

All these are

All that’s here

Are lies 

The same old lies


In the mirror I see 

What are Two real realities 

But what is really true. 


It’s stupid to be faithful now

When no one now even cares 

As we realize the beauty of all 

humanity 

Is all a lie

It always was

Sympathies pretending to be feelings I feel

It’s the last call

For the fakers and the bullshit 

The god damn lying story tellers too

It too good to be true 

No one can see it to be


And you and I

Could have been something

But why

Is that a thing 


All this is

All these are

All that’s here

Are lies 

The same old lies





Tuesday, January 19, 2021

愛 cosmic joke

 


Late nights together

No one knows

How much you’ve came in sight

I’m not even sure 

You know

Because I feel


You don’t know

And if you do

It’s a cosmic joke

What it means when I say 

I love you 

Have you a clue 


愛愛愛

It’s a cosmic joke

愛愛愛

It’s a cosmic joke


Despite the weather

A bloom shows

What was dead now is light

So is this thought true

And so 

Now what is real


I don’t know 

What if I do

It’s a cosmic joke 

What you did on that day

Was so cruel 

If I’m a fool. 


愛愛愛

It’s a cosmic joke

愛愛愛

It’s a cosmic joke


You teased me

Not to be right now 

But now be right 

Yet here we are

Right here in the now


愛愛愛

It’s a cosmic joke

愛愛愛

It’s a cosmic joke

Friday, January 1, 2021

空虚の歌

 Fade fade 立ち去る  (walk away)

Feeling nothing 

Craving something 


As much as I want to give you this is a

空虚の歌 

When the world fails us we have a

空虚の歌


これは一体どういう意味ですか?

What 

What does

What does all this

What does all this mean ?


Now now 〜は愛です (is love)

Finding myself 

In what is left 


Voices scream and silence says that this is a

空虚の歌 

At the end when no one cares a

空虚の歌 


気にする必要がありますか?

Why

Why should

Why should I evvvvvvvvvvvvvv...

Why should I even care


Craven broke emptiness

Vaguely masquerading. 

Vagrantly playing 

 no love story

I fade into 

空虚の歌