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Defragment

  Defragment What is this Who are you  No one knows anything  When was that  Why do I Live a lie?    Tell me why  I’m putting together  My scattered memories  For no one else but me.  Can you just let me be I’m defragmenting  Everything that is of me Nothing really matters  Other than everything.  Who are you What is this  No one knows anything  Where are we Why can I  Be myself.     Tell me why I can get forever  But what of fantasy  Can I live?    Set me free! Let me live.  Fuck the noise and see me  I’m defragmenting  Everything that is of me Nothing really matters  Other than everything.    And as we put it all together  It makes more or less sense  But we’re still trying  To connect it all I’m defragmenting  Everything that is of me Nothing really matters  Other than everything. 

It Hurts

  And i  Love you so much  It hurts  Let’s be honest  Despite the wine I need you It’s not simple These feelings lie  What is true I don’t know  What is this messed up emotional shit Let me breathe In and out and comprehend all of it  But… but… but I’m trying although  I… try… I… Want to be better  And i  Love you so much  It hurts  My soul is gone What a damn crime  I’m a fool For loving you What can I do No one knows How to live When infatuation and common sense meet No one knows  The meaning of all of this I digress.  So… so… so…  I’m feeling some things  That… I… know…  Will ruin me dear And i  Love you so much  It hurts  I’ve lived in solitude And full of lies  The truth is It hurts Why… why… why… Did I lie to you.  But.. right… now I accept freedom And i  Love you so much  It hurts 

The Same Air

  I’ve said it over and over again  I’m done being my stories victim  Let me shine despite all of the lies  Let me breathe. Give me air.    Back up! Right now all I know is my soul.  Despite my past it’s all I have  And here we are Breathing the same air Despite it all We’re breathing the same air.  I love you dispute all the delusions.  Let’s be free of any consequence And let love be only care In my life if that’s alright there  I’d sell my soul for this last chance  There nothing else I can give up And here we are Breathing the same air Despite it all We’re breathing the same air.  It’s my last breath And the same air Suffocating  On the same air.  Let me catch my breath I’m chocking gasping for air And here we are   Oxygen deprived  Wanting more  And here we are Breathing the same air Despite it all We’re breathing the same air. 

Make It Right

  What am I but a humble man Crying out  For attention I’m unworthy  But who are we Who am I  Despite that  I’m the one  I’ll be the one  Who’s right from wrong.  I wanted love  But now I don’t care  Fix it make it right  Fix it make it right  God damn it  Make it right.  And who am I but better than Anyone  It’s just the truth where is the lie  I try my god  To be one  I rise  Above this Give me a kiss The past is gone  What is above  Is it something fair  Fix it make it right  Fix it make it right  God damn it  Make it right. In the dark in the light  I don’t want to be here  The dusk and the dawn Myself is all I can fear  Fix it make it right  Fix it make it right  God damn it  Make it right.