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Despite the past And In the here and now I want you.    I need you.  Forget your past In the here and now I crave you. Don’t you know.  I want you more that I should  No matter how perfect you are I should be taking it slow Thank god you are.  You’re perfect What’s your flaw I’ll never know.   I want you I need you Desire you I want more.   I want you. I need you Desire you.    I want more.   A simple crave  Lusting what I don’t know.  I want you.    I need you.  I am a slave.  To your happiness  I want you. Don’t you know I need your more than I should Yes you are so perfect but I Am taking it slow for us Thank god for you  I want you I need you Desire you I want more.   I want you. I need you Desire you.    I want more.  My Carnage wants to take you.  But I’m staying ca...

No matter how good I’ll be to you Somehow I’ll always be the enemy In your narrative.  That’s fair as    it’s your story to tell But my side is built on a different tale Here’s my narrative  You cheated. You lied and I’m just trying to not be bitter  You abused.    You used me I’m just trying to not be bitter And hope, one day Prince Charming will rescue me  What if true love is a fairy tale.  That’s a world that I don’t want to live in Here’s my narrative  I believe in happy endings and Even if you could’t give them to me In your narrative   You cheated. You lied and I’m just trying to not be bitter  You abused.    You used me I’m just trying to not be bitter And hope, one day Prince Charming will rescue me  Despite you, you lied and  I’m just trying to just be better Beyond you, it’s accepted  I’m just trying to be better.  ...

Let me take a moment A breath.  I just allow one shot You miss And so I’m done with you  Goodbye  Make sure when you aim at me you never miss A fatal shot or a loving kiss  I’m here for a complete connection And nothing else  Hit the target  Hit the target Hit the target With no regret Make sure what you pursue you want Don’t chase me and then waste our time Maybe you should relax Focus You only have one chance  To win And if you were to lose I’m gone Make sure when you aim at me you never miss A fatal shot or a loving kiss  I’m here for a complete connection And nothing else  Hit the target  Hit the target Hit the target With no regret Take me down or lift me up but Don’t hit me in the in between.  Make sure when you aim at me you never miss A fatal shot or a loving kiss  I’m here for a complete connection And nothing else  Hit the ...

Growing up in solitude The art of connection is lost Although I try I feel I’m messing it up Am I coming off as rude But I’m questioning your cost  And should I try I’ve thought about giving up  Imagine driving down a road you don’t know The road grows narrower As the woods grow thicker And the houses become fewer That’s where I come from No matter where I go I still live at the end of that lonely road Without a soul to engage me Yet I’m no longer there I still live at the end of that lonely road Once a place now a state of mind That loneliness still haunts me Socially awkward at the best  But here I am Trying to be better yet The past fear won’t let me be Paranoia wont let me rest So here I am Not willing to give up yet  Imagine walking in a door you don’t know The room empty and dark Everything is so stark  And There’s no sign of any spark  That’s where I am now.  No matter wh...

I’ll drink this red wine Till my lips are purple I don’t care anymore Let the little people talk.  Here I am In my fortress of solitude  Questioning everything You ever said or did It doesn’t matter now I’ve drowned all my sorrows Our past no longer a consequence.  I’ll accept my fate  I’m better off right now Despite you and our past It could have never happened  Let me say Once you were here but now you’re gone  Like a thief in the night Lost with no consequence .  It doesn’t matter now I’ve drowned all my sorrows Our past no longer a consequence.  Booze and consequence  And my youth is jumbled Liquor was how I coped.  Now I’m sober of that shit

I don’t understand what it means What do you mean when you say I need to be a man The last time I checked My parts fit the role What lie have you been told I’m firm with my masculinity  I’m stronger than you You couldn’t live my life You’re full of foolish anger  And not much else Try walking in my shoes You bigot fool It didn’t hurt to disown you  You’re half my blood but not quite  Oh snap with those damn facts  You tried to fool me  That you accept me I won’t forget it but I don’t need you to validate me I’m stronger than you You couldn’t live my life You’re full of foolish anger  And not much else Try walking in my shoes You bigot fool I’m done with bullshit The fake exchanges  Should my mom, your aunt die She would say she doesn’t want you there I’m stronger than you You couldn’t live my life You’re full of foolish anger  And not much else Try walking in m...

The moment you thought we were okay The time changed Everything evolved A moment is precious Frozen in time No one can touch it It’s yours and mine But all of a sudden The seconds tic  Days go by And the distance grows  You’re not to blame It is what it is  The moment you thought we were okay The time changed Everything evolved So my dreams about us And a dumb rhyme  No one can touch it Was i so blind  To what had just happened And still time tics You were once  A great possible  Now you’re not but It is what it is.  The moment you thought we were okay The time changed Everything evolved The minutes the hours the days The time changed The weeks the months the years The time changed The moment you thought we were okay The time changed Everything evolved Sometimes the second half makes no sense Despite it all The time changed  ...

I travel an urban wasteland Looking for a little serenity  In the calming sound of wind Blowing through the trees In the middle of nowhere Where I can be truly alone I want peace I want love I want happiness I just want to be At ease with myself With myself at ease At ease with myself With myself at ease I live in a world of a few Controlling the many with no reason It’s not fair but so I voice  Things to make it right  All we want is happiness And just a chance before we’re gone  I want truth I want life I want everything  I just want to be  At ease with myself With myself at ease At ease with myself With myself at ease To be more than I am And be a champion Despite my short givings  To be remembered for All the thing I could do  For all the downtrodden I want... Peace love and happiness  I want... Truth life and everything  I just want to seem ...