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I sit here numb Disoriented from the destruction You unleashed at our loves refuge  I don’t know what to say  Or do That could get you right now To open you’re eyes and believe How many times can you shatter Our crystal sanctuary  Until nothing is left to salvage Toying with emotions Suffocating love and hope With fallacious rage and fear How much longer can I support  Our crystal sanctuary’s Until nothing can be recognized  I lay here dumb Processing the pain I’m subjected to All I have to stand solid on Is the paranoia Not love That you give me instead So why do I keep trying for? How many times can you shatter Our crystal sanctuary  Until nothing is left to salvage Toying with emotions Suffocating love and hope With fallacious rage and fear How much longer can I support  Our crystal sanctuary’s Until nothing can be recognized  Don’t be shocked When you come to your senses That your loving sanctuary  Where you terrorized me Isn’t there and ...

  Random things always remind me I’m wasting my time Loving you like I do It could be a whisper from your past Or when something you’re suppressing  Rises up into view I’m never looking for it I can’t even avoid its truth That I’ll never be enough I can’t measure up To what you’ve had before Or what you’re craving more of  Random things always remind me I’m wasting my time Loving you like I do At first when we were shiny brand new  You could never get enough of Whatever I could have But now you’re bored at our best  I’m left craving what I can’t earn  So when I see apathy Staring back at me Being grand or just there Of course I’d think “what’s the use” Random things always remind me I’m wasting my time Loving you like I do Don’t misunderstand me as I know You love me with all you have to I just know I can’t know The intensity for those That came before oh those old flames So warm even now Im less a match in the wind Trying to breathe and shine  And not...

  Accidental Rendezvouses By fate put us together  We unknowingly avoided each other before And once in each others sights  Everything that we had to come  Was unavoidable  No matter how rough.  Words and melodies Don’t convey That feeling i first felt with you.  But some chords and rhymes  Illustrate  The emptiness that now remains That first spark with you was lightning  Beautiful, felt forever, gone in a flash And just like lightning that feeling So intense Can’t be felt again won’t strike twice The echos of thunder fled And left us deaf and blind to Our words for each other to love, to grow, learn and heal  Then gazes turned into glares My lover has become the enemy sleeping with me  Stacking up the pain  That first spark with you was lightning Beautiful, felt forever, gone in a flash And just like lightning that feeling So intense Can’t be felt again won’t strike twice That spark of lightning  That connection wit...

  I’m You say I’m missing out on a life time of fun But I’m practicing restraint so I don’t loose control  It’s not that I don’t want let loose and get down I’m just trying to my flighty mind on the ground  Say I’m selfish say I’m so insane Call me naive call me out my name Say what you want  I’m just the only one I’ve ever known To be responsible for me You’re quick to ridicule me and fill me with doubt  How I’m failing everyone especially myself  You don’t understand what seems simple to you  Requires me to evolve quickly to get by I’m always trying to keep it together  No one else is doing it for me  I’m always just about to fall apart And no one’s there to save me Say I’m selfish say I’m so insane Call me naive call me out my name Say what you want  I’m just the only one I’ve ever known To be responsible for me

  As Crazy As No matter how you can spin it I’m going in circles regardless What’s up, who’s that… coming round  I’m down.  Until you say I misheard it Either way I’m feeling worthless No way, I say… yet you say Go play  Do you enjoy driving me as crazy as you? Wearing out every emotion until I’m numb Dumb for ever getting crazy for you as you  Are doing all you can to make me run go run As crazy as you say I am to you Little by little you take a way Pieces insignificant  Until I start missing them all Since you came around  I’m losing myself and you  Love blaming me for doing it To you I’m confused I do the same to you? When together we’re dangerous Then it was anyone against us Not now, they’re safe… but not me Crazy? Surely not but this isn’t sound  The bruises from the aftermath  On you, on me… you don’t see  What hurts.  Do you enjoy driving me as crazy as you? Wearing out every emotion until I’m numb Dumb for ever getting...