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Feelings

  Feelings I wanted something special You showed up  Even if you don’t stand out  You do something for me You do something I don’t know  Is this love Is this lust Or just an attempt to understand  Who are you What is this  Feelings Under the sheets Between us  Feelings We don’t deny A real deal.  I love the idea of you  It’s simple You’re my hero I hope We can connect cosmically.  I want to connect with you  Is this real Or surreal  Who are we but opportunities  Just to love And be real  Feelings Under the sheets Between us  Feelings We don’t deny A real deal.  On the bright side I don’t know you  But I feel you And when I flip Just who are you  You just feel true  Feelings Under the sheets Between us  Feelings We don’t deny A real deal. Do you or did you ever  Have feelings for me Could you have ever  Loved me

I want it raw

  I Want It Raw The games we play  Love and romance  Are vailed substitutes For what we want to do I could continue to project Naivety but let’s be real  I’m a kinky mother fucker But what about us Lay one of us down Chain is up And let the other have his way  In the dawn In the dark  I want it raw I want it right  And right now All I want Is what is real  I want it right  The tales we tell Love and the lies  Hide the truth somewhere  It doesn’t matter cause  I’m owning myself aight  I’m no Angel in this life Just a deviant bringing shame  Let’s be clear here love I might bottom but Im on top And let’s someone say something  In the dawn In the dark  I want it raw I want it right  And right now All I want Is what is real  I want it right  If you don’t hold me down I’ll lit you up Ignore the stereotypical  Bullshit alright  In the dawn In the dark  I want it raw I want it right...

Maybe One Day Baby

Who are you mister stranger  Working your way into my life  Tell me more about yourself  And why I should acknowledge you Say you’ll make love to and flip me over Say you’ll protect me in the dark That sounds amazing but Is it real I don’t think so but it sound amazing  It’s it wrong I’m dreaming of you You’re a call away but I’m apprehensive  I don’t want to ruin things  So I’m all but digging my heels in.  Maybe one day baby  Everything will be everything Maybe one day baby Trust and lust will be love and more Why do I feel like this sir Like I need you in me… my life  Serve it raw in your own words Why you should be here with me love Promise ecstasy like a deviant  And I’ll just    follow you around  Because compassion sounds amazing  Especially from you.    I want to touch.  Is it wrong when I service myself  You’re a fantasy I don’t know but you’re welcome  I don’t want to be the one that...

若い愛の歌 (Song of Young Love)

  若い愛の歌 (Wakai Ai no Uta) What is clarity And understanding.  Without saying  I want you here  Not just any one  But you fool  Damn you  Is it wrong to say  I love you.  At first light  The animals go wild And so do I for you Despite it all  I want you  Need you crave you  Damn you.  *primal scream* Why should I trust you  Words are just some lies  I ignore dear  And what of it  I won’t be alone  Despite you  Crave it And my soul wants it Everyday.  In the interim  I’m wide open The second ish Its bullshit .  As cute as you are So you know your place In this Allegory Just fuck it up dear The echo in the noise  and right now The sun shines  On a victory Or a fairytale But what do you know.  What can I say Beating around a bush Gets us no where  Forever 

Eye Colour

  Eye Colour   What colour were her eyes She came and went like a song That I wish I could get to know But I’ll never know it’s far too gone  Were they brown Deep with the idea Of understanding  Or just green Brilliance unseen And the question is  Why can’t I see it clearer I stared in her eyes It felt like an eternity But I don’t know can’t say  What colour were her eyes She came and went like a song That I wish I could get to know But I’ll never know it’s far too gone  If they’re blue I must have forgot Like my daddy’s eyes I see gray In my memories  Foggy times in life  Why can’t I see it clearer I stared in her eyes It felt like an eternity But I don’t know can’t say  What colour were her eyes She came and went like a song That I wish I could get to know But I’ll never know it’s far too gone  In the sun They shined just like gold  Simmering for you  They were clear My dear who are you At the end what is true  Why ...

It’s That

  It’s That   Dusty and thirsty I’m crawling in your DMs Way after hours Because of some other shit I smoke or drank It doesn’t matter what  Here I am  Gimme gimme gimme Attention and some stimulation  Hold me have me love me  Despite me I want adoration  (Let me tell you what I know  About addiction Once it holds you  It never lets go) It’s a mistress  That never seems to leave It’s a secret That everyone believes  It’s a phantom That lives on forever  Like an anime  It’s brilliant and clever  Trying to dust off I’m ashamed of that fool After all this time  I was a tool of that what  I smoke or drank But those are excuses  Here I am Love me love me love me Despite my flaws they are many  Respect comfort and be Enough for me just be lovely  (Let me tell you what I know  About addiction Once it holds you  It never lets go) It’s a mistress  That never seems to leave It’s a secret ...

Within The Hour

  I just craved you once  and here you are still In my heart In my mind wrecking havoc  I don’t know anything beyond us What is that feeling I felt  When you betrayed me.  Beyond the noise  I want to be heard  I need some one to love me Or I’m gone within the hour  Give me something  Worthy of love I’m not enough.  It’s Destroying my existence  What is this feeling that you’re giving  And why should I care my dear  You’re so out of frame  Beyond the noise  I want to be heard  I need some one to love me Or I’m gone within the hour  In the minutes I’m minuscule In the seconds I’m beyond reprehend

The Last One

  The Last One   Save me I’m drowning.  Can you see me Hear me Or am I just noise  After all this time.  My actions are reactions  From foolish antics  But no one knows The start but I know how it ends  I was abused and ignored Assaulted and forgotten Loved and abandoned  Taken advantage of Like someone who doesn’t matter And to the last one Who will read this Hear this feel this You were too late.  Help my I’m trying  Do you feel me  Love me Like one of your toys  It’s past your bedtime  What Twisted perceptions  Are our reactions But know one cares The source but  I know how it ends.  I was abused and ignored Assaulted and forgotten Loved and abandoned  Taken advantage of Like someone who doesn’t matter And to the last one Who will read this Hear this feel this You were too late.  Are you okay Seeing this Hearing this Presented this  Being complacent With suicide  The end of things...