electric forest

The things you don’t know You’ll never see They’re killing me I’ll jump off a bridge Just to be free The things you don’t know You’ll never see They’re killing me  The pain, the anxiety  The thing you can’t understand The darkness eating me inside out The lies, what they said was true Illusions, is what you told me  You don’t understand what’s eating me Devouring It’s devouring It’s devouring me It’s devouring me and It’s devouring me and you So just what is pure What’s bullshit? It’s killing me I’ll end all of it To release me Of the right and wrong  I regret that  I let them in The lies, the realizations The confusion while you Put it together and understand  The pain, while still loving you.  Fantasies,    that won’t come true here No one knows what is torturing me Devouring It’s devouring It’s devouring me It’s devouring me and It’s devouring me and you ...

I want love But I’m unworthy My last experiences have told me On the matter But I want it I desire I need it Days and days of solitude Enjoying nothing but myself It’s wonderful  Continually my refuge I found steel peace with just myself  Oh how blissful.  I’m happy but incomplete Can anyone complete the feat  Of closing the circle and completing me? I want love But I’m unworthy My last experiences have told me On the matter But I want it I desire I need it Dreams and dreams of fantasy Waking up hoping it was real  Not so forgetful My goal I can’t ever see Emotions I will never feel It’s so painful.  I’m alive but seeking more Wide eyed but still empty inside  Can anyone fill me with what I’m missing ? I want love But I’m unworthy My last experiences have told me On the matter But I want it I desire I need it Unworthy.      That’s what I t...

I tossed your Tiffany engagement ring Somewhere in Delaware As if I cared.  I was running away I had nothing to say  You weren’t right for me I still had the world to see Stop, yield.   Don’t merge in my lane  I’m waiting for the signal to change Don’t get in my way So much wasted time I’ve ran out of words to rhyme You’re no good for me And I’m better off... without you You thought in the beginning you’d blind me But my eyes adjusted  To what was true.  I was finding myself Without anything left You captured my past  Thinking i would never last  No, don’t, You’re not worth my time  I’m waiting for a chance to rise now Don’t get in my way So much wasted time I’ve ran out of words to rhyme You’re no good for me And I’m better off... without you Continual disappointments In the name of “love” But I’m a stubborn Taurus Don’t get in my way So much wasted t...

I see the truth For what it is I wasn’t good enough yet I still am You lied on everything  A perfect husband A good lover You never lived up  To any of those promises.  These moments of truth we said Foolish dreams that I chased too long for you  The truth and the lies It’s neither here or there  Now I’m aware of it   A moment of clarity Even if it doesn’t make sense right now.  The truth and the lies Behind your fantasy I’m finally awake.  I know the truth And here it is No one is ever good enough still I Try and try and try Notice me see me realize I’m good enough I refuse to believe it now The old lies that held my self esteem down  For better or worse You words do not matter Now that I know they’re fake  A moment of clarity Even if it doesn’t make sense right now.  The truth and the lies Behind your fantasy I’m finally awake.