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THE GAME

  THE GAME CAREFUL now don’t get hurt You’re PLAYING at things you don’t understand But I recognize what’s at hand I was THE ONE that made it a thing It’s okay to TRY this out It’s FUN, but not for everyone  You seem ready, SO SURE, but… What ya know about THE GAME I WROTE THE BOOK  I’m the standard  What ya know about the game I set the stage I’m the BLUEPRINT Don’t underestimate  My understanding of your moves right now I knew how this ends at the start You’d be FOOLISH to CHALLENGE me It’s cool to PUSH yourself  It’s great to try and LEVEL UP You’ve got skill, EGO, but… What ya know about the game I am the first  I’m STILL the face What ya know about the game I did the work I’m your IDOL Did you not STUDY up first How could you miss a CRUCIAL piece Like who I am, what I… do? What ya know about the game? I am THE WHY I live your DREAM What ya know about the game? I’m what they want  I’m everything 

Where Is It?

  Where Is It? These feeling I shouldn’t have  Make me not want to breathe Just the thought of you not with me Makes me choke up, what’s wrong with me I’d rather die than feel like this  Maybe it’d be different in another life Instead of your double one That I walked into Eyes open and knowing  Where’s this stop, does it start to end? Where’s the line where this isn’t okay Where’s the sign that my hearts been broke  Where’s my cue to know I’ve gone too deep Where is it? Where is it? Where is it, damn it? I know how bad this will end I’m here and don’t know why As no sex beats the souls anguish That’s bound to be conceived in this  Am I a sadomasochist? What about you, in the end where do you land? Safely on the other side? Not broke with me… Did you know this before… …you got me into this.  Where’s this stop, does it start to end? Where’s the line where this isn’t okay Where’s the sign that my hearts been broke  Where’s my cue to know I’ve gone to...

To Know You Sober

  To Know You Sober I wish I had a chance to know you sober To understand someone I’ll never know Although I know the husk and ghost intimately  The meaty, juicy bits have all withered away I wish I had a chance to know you sober Maybe save you from pain that drug you here Or maybe you could be the one that saves me yet We’ll never know as they are thing that won’t happen I wish I had a chance to know you sober See someone with seemingly everything  And witness them throw all that away and for what To know what caused the pain that left those scare you hide  I wish I had a chance to know you sober To see those beautiful eyes full of life And not hollowed out from not believing in hope I shudder and try to understand my misery I wish I had a chance to know you sober And as I reminisce about the past I wish we had a chance to meet back then but why Bother fantasizing about things that won’t be  I wish I had a chance to know you sober Before this began with feeling...