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Release Me

Synchronized rhythms Bring me home Should give me peace But I’m not at ease I’m seeking release Music should bring calm Give me more But I’m alone Begging someone please Release me Give me a melody to please me Make me feel at peace Release me I just need a song to please me Make me feel at ease Harmonizing voices Make me calm It’s what it is What does that mean What do I say now So nothing makes sense I want more But It’s bullshit Here’s my final plea Release me Give me a melody to please me Make me feel at peace Release me I just need a song to please me Make me feel at ease I’m scanning my collection of obscurities. And nothing is filling this void. Love takes over me and the silence vibrates through me If I can find it I’ll be sure to make it Release me Give me a melody to please me Make me feel at peace Release me I just need a song to please me Make me feel at ease

Every Single Thing

I’ve done everything I can The rest is up to you So don’t fuck it up. Can’t do much from where I am. I’m depending on you Just don’t screw it up There are many of us out here Cheering you on. Despite your mental illness We are doing every little thing we can. Everything Every single little thing Everything we can Everything Everything that there is Every single thing. You may push us all away And yet we’re all still here So don’t fuck it up Still despite it all please stay Don’t run from all you fear You’re more than enough Don’t listen to all of the noise That’s all it is Despite the walls you throw up There are still people who want to break them down Everything Every single little thing Everything we can Everything Everything that there is Every single thing. You feel so alone in the universe Broken beaten and berated. No one understands more than me I don’t want to see you go But you’ve got to do everything you need to do, you know the prob...

I, Me, Myself

I sometimes have too many words to say And It all becomes a huge jumbled up mess  I get tongue tied in every way  I get tripped up on my words and feelings Wishing I could Express with a little less  You reaction to me has me reeling  I, I, I, nothing to do with you Me, me, me, alone with my feelings  Caught up in things I wish I could explain You too self absorbed for me to give you reason So, I, I, I will take care Of me, me, me forever.  So I may have been born into this world  With so much support to my left and my right  But when I die sadly it won’t unfurl I’ve always gave more for others than me I reject all of it and bathe in the light  So Shift the rhythm and then skip the rhyme  I, I, I, nothing to do with you Me, me, me, alone with my feelings  Caught up in things I wish I could explain You too self absorbed for me to give you reason So, I, I, I will take care Of me...

Can You Handle This

Here it is Here is my truth Are you braced to hear it all And I say I’m not afraid But your ego may just still be These are my reasons why Can you handle this? One... You fault me for not contributing to your small circle but you never invited me in You claim to be a southern belle but I was raised to never show up unannounced as a southern gentleman.  I’m sorry you bit off more than you can chew but I can only help if you asked.  Hashtag I was raised to respect privacy Can you handle this? Does it hurt just a little To hear the truth.  Two... I don’t know where to begin with you.  You say you’re my friend but do you even care.  I’m not one to pick up the phone but if I did would you even answer.  You’re too busy with your life and that’s okay, but don’t make promises you could never keep.   It’s unbecoming.  Can you handle this? Does it hurt just a little To hear the truth.  Three You we...