Sunday, January 4, 2026

Love Knows No

 


I can’t deny I’ll never stop loving you 

It’s impossible it’s from my soul

But how can I allow myself to be hurt 

By your cold and reckless affection 


It’s a love that knows no return

No mutual exchange (lonely)

No enriching touch (empty)

No middle ground (jaded)

No reason to try (so why)


I keep asking to be proven wrong 

I keep waiting to see a change 

You say why should you when I’m not

But how can I when I’ve nothing left

I keep still, not running away 

I keep getting the same result, insane 


Maybe I just don’t understand 

How love is suppose to feel

And think I’ve given more than I have 

Maybe I’m foolish, I probably am


I don’t want to talk and hear the same thing 

That its all my fault over and over again

How things I didn’t do made you feel some way

That gives you the right to whatever you like 


I just want you intricately intimately 

You rather be anywhere but just with me

When we’re alone you’re looking away

For an escape for a distraction from me


How much distance from your soul

Can this love survive as it is 

Cutting it off from what it needs 

Does it grow back or wither lonely 


Is that what you want to see

Is that what I need to know 

If a love knows no

End or hope 

Monday, October 20, 2025

I Envy You

 Being with you to you I’m an option

When you fill my every need and more 

My broken heart just like your missed mention

Insignificant 


I think I’ve lost my mind but I know I’m in love 

So what if i sacrifice to hold your hand

I know it’s obvious I’m wearing thin but your loves everything so


I can’t love you even though I do 

Even if I push you away you’re always within reach

If I abandon my self, give up my shine for you the irony is that i still envy you 


I can’t relax even if I’m shattered 

You can always rest assured that an “I love you” 

Even if insincere will keep me holding on

Does that bother you at all


I guess I’ve lost my mind but it’s my kind of love

It doesn’t matter you say I’ll suffer and call it love I’m so dumb. 

Before I’m snuffed out if I never heal I’m sorry but 


I can’t love you even though I do 

Even if I push you away you’re always within reach

If I abandon my self, give up my shine for you the irony is that i still envy you 


The months of tears and my broken heart keep me from knowing peace 

But I’m still trying 

So if you do leave please make it easy


I envy you…



I Envy You

INVU







Being with you to you I’m an option

Falling in love To you, I’m just an option

When you fill my every need and more 

You and I were different from the beginning

My broken heart just like your missed mention

Broken heart

Your missed mention

Insignificant 

I’m used to it yeah 



I think I’ve lost my mind but I know I’m in love 

I think I lost my mind But it's my kind of love

So what if i sacrifice to hold your hand

Without leaving anything Pour everything out and flop

I know it’s obvious I’m wearing thin but your loves everything so

Suddenly at one point I see myself exhausted Even though I'm trying my best



I can’t love you even though I do 

So I can’t love you Even though I do

Even if I push you away you’re always within reach

Even if I push you awayI can’t beat you

If I abandon my self, give up my shine for you the irony is that i still envy you 

Even I abandon myself

and lose myself more

The irony is that you shine more

 

So I N V U



I can’t relax even if I’m shattered 

 Don’t leanDon’t even expect


it?

You can always rest assured that an “I love you” 

Even if I repeat it over and over

Even if insincere will keep me holding on

With your one touch Watching me collapse

Does that bother you at all

How do you feel about 


 

I guess I’ve lost my mind but it’s my kind of love

I guess I lost my mind Yeah It’s my kind of love

It doesn’t matter you say I’ll suffer and call it love I’m so dumb. 

Like it’s always the first time It hurts me again since I'm so clumsy

Before I’m snuffed out if I never heal I’m sorry but 

Before I get dullBefore I even get healed I mess up my mind



I can’t love you even though I do 

So I can’t love you Even though I do

Even if I push you away you’re always within reach

Even if I push you awayI can’t beat you

If I abandon my self, give up my shine for you the irony is that i still envy you 

Even I abandon myself

and lose myself more

The irony is that you shine more

 

So I N V U



The months of tears and my broken heart keep me from knowing peace 

The cooled warmthThe broken heart

Keeps scratching me

But I’m still trying 

It hurts but I can’t stop it

So if you do leave please make it easy

So when you leave Please make it easy



I envy you…

iNVU