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Demure Rage

You woke up a beast in me That I thought I killed off before And now that it’s enraged, wide awake You don’t know if you should go or stay To run far away or shelter in place  I’m willing to let anyone get away with murder Until you some how find a way to take it too far And now it’s crazy how my passiveness  Is replaced by anger worse than torment eternal  Ya really should run Faster than sound Far from the range  Of my demure rage Ya really should go And not be found  Far from the range  Of my demure rage.  I don’t know what i could do With all this chaos erupting No one’s safe and no one understands  When this destructive side came to be But in my eyes they see it’s frightening  I’ve turned my cheek so many times now all I know is numb.  But somewhere deep in my forgiving nature is a  Piece of me that wants no apologies  Only revenge that’s nothing but irrational Ya really should run Faster than sound Far from the range...

The Abyss

  The Abyss Just who am I anymore A wasted opportunity  Rusting remains in the rain My basic needs forgotten All I ever wanted from anyone  Was to receive and feel their love But now all I ever pray for is a Sweet release into the abyss.  Where light fades into dark Where this becomes nothing  Where sound echoes silent  The abyss beacons me away from you Despite my melancholy  I know this isn’t usual No chemical imbalance Can explain you draining me Somehow you always say and do things wrong Making me ask what’s wrong with me  I know the truth but it doesn't stop me From jumping into the  abyss Where dreams awaken gone Where we are you and I Where love hates what it is The abyss tries to shelter me from pain Because you lack the ability to find Happiness in any real way You somehow manage to drain any joy When just the thought of you approaching me When I hear your name, or I see your face  I retreat into the abyss Where nothing is aboun...

The Whore In Town

  The Whore In Town When your life gets in the sights of the whore in town  Nothing that was yours before is just yours now Had that guy, so have they  On that scene, now their thing What was you, they now are.   The drive home not alone  Where you go so do they  And before you know it  You’re missing in your own life but not missed  They’ve seamlessly taken your everything  Blame it on them The whore in town So be aware  When your life gets in the sights of the whore in town  Nothing that was yours before is just yours now Find true love, now their date Wanted that, now they have  Had a cry in public  But they had the spotlight  And there you go unheard,  Unseen just like a dream You once had but someone else is living  And now your soul might as well be his own Blame it on them The whore in town So be aware  When your life gets in the sights of the whore in town  Nothing that was yours befor...

On Loneliness

  On Loneliness In the silence past an echo Is a reminder of loneliness And you're terrified  You could have had a good thing With me or probably  Any other guy before me But instead of working on the best  You’re blowing through the rest  But it’s something you’ll never know Never grow up into the light  Just beyond a little solitude  In the silence past an echo Is a reminder of loneliness And you’re terrified I know you don’t want 2B alone  But do you need all these guys  Filling every hour of everyday  Beside you, inside you? I know you don’t want 2B alone  But time alone could be good Learn you can thrive without all these men That just come, then they go No wonder you look tired You can’t heal in the peace  Of a honest self reflection You might never have to be alone But those you’ve used have to.  Do you even know you’re damaged.  Debris left everywhere you go  Pieces of you for us to deal with  In the...