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  一二三四 Before there was us It was you and I  Charming loving  The best ever or so they said.   I’m trying hard to make this right But fuck you’re difficult.  I hate you  Love you but Here we are  Trying to explain history  Our synopsis is not enough  Ichi ni san shi Count it back and say it with me.  Trying to put it all together.  Some times the truth doesn’t make sense  Shi san ni ichi  Face it right and say it with me  We pretend to be Previous in their eyes  Forever and  Ever was the tale that we told In my eyes you see the truth we hide  Damn can’t you just be true  I had you  Left you but What is this  Trying to explain history  Our synopsis is not enough  Ichi ni san shi Count it back and say it with me.  Trying to put it all together.  Some times the truth doesn’t make sense  Shi san ni ichi  Face it right and say it with me  I hate you Love...

  Foolishly I believed  Everything they told me I’m just a little wiser now  And I’m too aware of this bullshit We don’t know Anything do we And we bounce along  Any kind of melody God and religion is a narrative written by men to silence the masses.       I won’t be silenced.     I stand up to the patriarchy and say...    I am My friends still believe it  I couldn’t open them Up to the true reality  No matter how much it slaps them  What is this Distorted Vision That we try to see No matter now how vague it is  God and religion is a narrative written by men to silence the masses.       I won’t be silenced.     I stand up to the patriarchy and say...    I am Tell me something I haven’t heard before Maybe I’ll be yours or nothing forever more  God and religion is a narrative written by men to silence the masses.       I won’t be silenc...

  All I Want Is Love Another four letter word Love But I don’t say  As it’s the worst Promising the most Giving the least  At least to me.  Fuck damn shit Are all more fulfilling than  Love.... but,  All I want is love To feel it  To be in it To believe in it  All I want is love To give it To trust in it And to have it Based in fairy tales it lives Love Story or lie An illusion That would give me hope Delivering  These hollow dreams.  Once upon A time dreams did come true yet Love... but, All I want is love To feel it  To be in it To believe in it  All I want is love To give it To trust in it And to have it In the darkest days When I feel nothing but Loneliness  Love, the dream of love Keeps me warm Keeps me safe Keeps me true.  All I...    All I... All I want is love All I want is love To feel it  To be in it To believe in it  All I want is love To give it To trust in it And to have it

(Do you hear the reverb The past who’s echoing?) I'm learning to celebrate the memory and not become a victim of the crime I created in my head To take all that you gave me to see all the good and let go of the bad it all makes me who I am and I know I am amazing I am grateful to have found someone who has learned this lesson and has shared it with me They will always be my hero who was able to save me from myself I'm so glad that his lessons have taught me to be able to share with him but I have learned as well I now know that there is a part of me that I can give to everyone Who are we.    Who are us.    Who are you.    Who am I.     I am glad to celebrate the foolishness of what was the ignorance and how selfishly I was above it. You were here this is then and now is now.    But why do you care you’re such a selfish human being you should die in dirt.   It’s hard to live and let go when when your choices have left a hol...

  What is this... EVERYTHING   I want to throw up the world And watch it fade away  If I was a Titan That’s just what I’d do I would watch this world drown And see the wrong perish If I was your God That’s just what I’d do.   With a Thunderbolt.    A flick of the wrist.     What a plot twist.  We aren’t worthy of this world The meteor came too early So here we are  Hating each other  And here I am trying  To make sense of it all What is this anger pain suffering anguish everything  What is this loving trust forgiving truly everything I sat alone in the cold  Feeling everyone’s pain If I was the Allah.  That’s just what I’d do  I’d watch everyone burn  Is that what we deserve.  If I was Devine  That’s just what I’d do  With a story tale.    And a twist of fate.     What a plot twist.  We play the parts that we chose The final curtain was the scene...

I am a hopeless romantic who is eternally pessimistic about the longevity of happiness  I’ll stay realistic on the basics, the truth and lies, of the world we live and love in these days of days. A happy ever after is Idyllic but unrealistic considering divorce stats and the unfaithful marriages  I’ve been one who was the ideal couple but I know the truths and lies beyond the fairy tale facade  I might need you now But forever? I don’t need any one But just me  I was hopelessly in love with a danger that almost ruined me but somehow I survived  You could promise the stars but you can’t touch them so that’s nothing more than a fallacies  Love is meant to be pure and true but I’ve found it’s a crutch to hold on to the blissful past I’ve been there and done that for the world to see and I don’t know if I can do that shit ever again.  I might need you now But forever? I don’t need any one But just me  Why why why is this game a thing  Why why why...

  finding balance... IN TIME Skipping rocks  The water ripples  Absorbing shock  And finding balance  In time.  Beating me The body bruises  Dealing with pain And finding balance  In time  Crying out  My words still echo  Vibrating back And finding balance  In time Lashing out When I can’t let go  It thrashes back  And finding balance In time  Breathing air  When I’d rather not Yet still I gasp  And finding balance In time What is fair With what is lost  I try and grasp And finding balance  In time.  Skipping rocks, beating me Crying out, lashing out Breathing air, what is fair? I dare some one to look me in the face And tell me why it was okay, they say In your head You dreamt it up  In my soul I gave it all up  I try to see  I am here now  And finding balance In time. 

  I knew the first time i kissed your lips Every goodbye would hurt There's magic there I can't resist I wish I knew what it was Now that you're not here I miss... Your touch, your kiss, your smile The light you shine without trying Your voice, brilliance, embrace The breath you breathe when you're holding me I'm waiting for your return... The first time I ever felt your true love I couldn't get enough  I keep craving more and more There's so much I want more of And when you're not here I miss... Your eyes, your lips, your taste The love you give without trying Your strength, kindness, wisdom The sweat you perspire while making love I'm waiting for your return

  Know This   I've learned from my past I won't be so passive I won't be a door mat To be disregarded All I was left with was a heart That I've trusted you with Don't make me think that you love me I won't be another's fool Know this my friend Should this come to an end If you dare to mistreat me You won't come out ahead I gave you my love  When I loved myself If you can't do the same I will be left with me If you dare to be so cruel You deserve what you get An eternal victim in pain If your words are in fact true Know this my friend Should this come to an end If you dare to mistreat me You won't come out ahead I give you trust that's fresh and new But realize my heart knows truth So know this my friend Truth and love begets joy Lies and pain bring more pain What you give to me will come back to you Know this my friend Should this come to an end If you dare to mistreat me You won't come out ahead

  YOU happen You’re in my dreams I’m falling in love But I can’t recall your face  I’m looking for you in the shadows  Even though I know that You probably don’t exist.  You’re probably the one that got away  That I never even acknowledged Now my subconscious is lambasting me To find you The right one I’m tired of waiting  For you to find me You won’t just happen I’ll make it work  To meet you  And be done  The thing of living Alone won’t suit me I’ll see this happen  You’re inside me A fantasy now But a choice I should regret  I search my mind for a trace of you.  As that dream was too real For us to have never met  Or maybe you’re the best that’s yet to come  That I have yet to experience  All I want is to find you intently.  To find you The right one I’m tired of waiting  For you to find me You won’t just happen I’ll make it work  To meet you  And be done  The thing of living Alone won...

  Ember The days pass like flipping pages Like a lake rolling in its wakes Some days casual  And sometimes violent But the next isn’t promised  Nothings guaranteed  As today looks back on yesterday And watches it burn from view  A ember from the past Could still destroy everything.  Remembering the flames The heat and passion The hurt and the ruin  Each day comes quicker than the last That I start to forget the past In memoriam  With such temperance That’s disregarded As today looks back on yesterday And watches it burn from view  A ember from the past Could still destroy everything.  Remembering the burn The hate and loving The lies above it all  If you run away from the past Without facing what didn’t last  It will come for you  With a fires fury And torch all your dreams As today looks back on yesterday And watches it burn from view  A ember from the past Could still destroy everything.  Remembering the spark ...