electric forest

  I’ve tried… that’s all, I tried To be some kind of  super  human Who  loves too much with skin of  steel But now I feel drained and worn out I let everyone take from me A  little or a lot Only once or all the time And I spared feelings while feeling everything When everything comes crashing down its usually just me in my head but not now, you’ll get hurt as I watch the world burn Crashing down… …the world burns The problem is … it’s you That  made me not care by just caring Without being accounted for Now I’m without a fuck for you When I scorch your earth and your soul Don’t give me any blame When your name  bares all the shame I’m as good as dead  before it even starts When everything comes crashing down its usually just me in my head but not now, you’ll get hurt as I watch the world burn Today will be the last day, of the last year The last time I hold my tongue to save your feelings …Despite my mental he...

  "Momma Please" I find myself, alone and bruised Like we’ve been abandoned and betrayed by trust And without trust what good can you share with someone? Anyone? The   only fix that I know never works We fight the hurt until its done As your last words lash against my back All I can remember is the pain From every time I took abuse It's unbearable Momma, please help me find my serenity Momma, Momma please, Help me find peace Years ago, now, or this morning I attract this treatment like a magnet can pull But how can I block out the only thing I know That I don’t know From lovers to strangers it’s all the same With old roots   older than   my years As your last words lash against my back All I can remember is the pain From every time I took abuse It's unbearable Momma please help me find my serenity Momma, Momma please, Help me find peace

    Don’t fuck this up It’s simply uncomplicated Everyone is happy with everything It would be a shame if fairy tale lies ruined all that’s –   Free – Love – free – love Just enjoying Free – Love – free – love I’m salivating Free – Love – free – love   I don’t want that love that hurts It’s nothing but an emotional distraction I don’t want that love that  hates Just a waste of time that’s full of complications   Don’t hold onto The lies of love that we’ve been sold No one’s happy, truly, living like that So why don’t you surrender to what this is and enjoy   Free – Love – free – love Just enjoying Free – Love – free – love I’m here and I’m thriving Free – Love – free – love   I don’t want that love that lies It’s nothing but an emotional distraction I don’t want that love that  bleeds Just a waste of time that’s full of complications   I don’t want to be in love If a ...

Here in the dawn You’re still in my arms I don’t know what that means I could fantasize of a future That won’t ever be I could just hope it’s true We know I’ll never see  Love Like that Or anything  Like that ever my friend  Let love be wrong So I can write off  These feelings I am feeling  I’m living in this world and trying  Not be bound to love  Despite all my crying.  I will still rise above Love Like that Or anything  Like that ever my friend  I won’t tie myself down again I won’t trouble myself with Love and lust emotions or pain No matter how much it Hurts I cry I    call out  Love Like that Or anything  Like that ever my friend 

  All I know is I want to belong  With you or without  I’m craving a place I can’t fault my past  They were steps I made So I can be here now.  Is this home or another step Along the way, what can i say.  Other than I always want more  Despite all hope my want is all gone  Give me something  That I can aspire  To be, let me be  Leave me alone dear  Here is my lonely prowl.  Is this home or another step Along the way, what can i say.  Other than I always want more  Do you know The sum of me Do you … Is this home or another step Along the way, what can i say.  Other than I always want more 

  Carolina boy Taurus shit Bullshit rising  But What is this? I’m out here living  My best life You can dump on me all you want I’ll always be here to remind you  I’m the best  No contest Let it rest I’m the best Let it rest I’m the best.  Forget all you heard  It’s a lie Trying denying  A fantasy.  God damn what is this Feeling dear  Nothing ever makes any sense  I try I cry and I love again I’m the best  No contest Let it rest I’m the best Let it rest I’m the best.  Try and live and relive  All the best  Forget the worst  Live it up I’m the best.  I’m the best  No contest Let it rest I’m the best Let it rest I’m the best. 

  Defragment What is this Who are you  No one knows anything  When was that  Why do I Live a lie?    Tell me why  I’m putting together  My scattered memories  For no one else but me.  Can you just let me be I’m defragmenting  Everything that is of me Nothing really matters  Other than everything.  Who are you What is this  No one knows anything  Where are we Why can I  Be myself.     Tell me why I can get forever  But what of fantasy  Can I live?    Set me free! Let me live.  Fuck the noise and see me  I’m defragmenting  Everything that is of me Nothing really matters  Other than everything.    And as we put it all together  It makes more or less sense  But we’re still trying  To connect it all I’m defragmenting  Everything that is of me Nothing really matters  Other than everything. 

  And i  Love you so much  It hurts  Let’s be honest  Despite the wine I need you It’s not simple These feelings lie  What is true I don’t know  What is this messed up emotional shit Let me breathe In and out and comprehend all of it  But… but… but I’m trying although  I… try… I… Want to be better  And i  Love you so much  It hurts  My soul is gone What a damn crime  I’m a fool For loving you What can I do No one knows How to live When infatuation and common sense meet No one knows  The meaning of all of this I digress.  So… so… so…  I’m feeling some things  That… I… know…  Will ruin me dear And i  Love you so much  It hurts  I’ve lived in solitude And full of lies  The truth is It hurts Why… why… why… Did I lie to you.  But.. right… now I accept freedom And i  Love you so much  It hurts 

  I’ve said it over and over again  I’m done being my stories victim  Let me shine despite all of the lies  Let me breathe. Give me air.    Back up! Right now all I know is my soul.  Despite my past it’s all I have  And here we are Breathing the same air Despite it all We’re breathing the same air.  I love you dispute all the delusions.  Let’s be free of any consequence And let love be only care In my life if that’s alright there  I’d sell my soul for this last chance  There nothing else I can give up And here we are Breathing the same air Despite it all We’re breathing the same air.  It’s my last breath And the same air Suffocating  On the same air.  Let me catch my breath I’m chocking gasping for air And here we are   Oxygen deprived  Wanting more  And here we are Breathing the same air Despite it all We’re breathing the same air. 

  What am I but a humble man Crying out  For attention I’m unworthy  But who are we Who am I  Despite that  I’m the one  I’ll be the one  Who’s right from wrong.  I wanted love  But now I don’t care  Fix it make it right  Fix it make it right  God damn it  Make it right.  And who am I but better than Anyone  It’s just the truth where is the lie  I try my god  To be one  I rise  Above this Give me a kiss The past is gone  What is above  Is it something fair  Fix it make it right  Fix it make it right  God damn it  Make it right. In the dark in the light  I don’t want to be here  The dusk and the dawn Myself is all I can fear  Fix it make it right  Fix it make it right  God damn it  Make it right.

  I’m just trying to be The best version of me.  Here I am Incomplete  But worthy of… Your love, your trust  I can’t get enough  Your time, your lust  I can’t get enough  I don’t care what you do Just don’t hurt me I don’t mind anything  Just don’t hurt me Don’t  Just don’t  Don’t hurt me Just don’t hurt me.  I just want to be seen Despite the in between  That they talk About me Not knowing I  Want love, want trust I can’t get enough  Want time, your lust I can’t get enough.  I don’t care what you do Just don’t hurt me I don’t mind anything  Just don’t hurt me Don’t  Just don’t  Don’t hurt me Just don’t hurt me.  Fairy tales and bitter lies have groomed me To not expect anything but heart ache Can you do it differently  And give me a happy ending  I don’t care what you do Just don’t hurt me I don’t mind anything  Just don’t hurt me Don’t  Just don’t  Don’t hurt me Just...

  I can’t breathe  I’m suffocating  I can’t escape  You or any anything  I’m trying to find my way Free of my past  And anything  That lingers on And maybe    one day soon  I can breathe Open up and breathe  I’ll just breathe  Despite everything  I’m alone.  Don’t know what to do.  Right now I pray For a damn sign  Oh hey by the way I’m gay.  True to myself  And everything  That’s not enough.  And maybe    one day soon  I can breathe Open up and breathe  I’ll just breathe  Despite everything  But inhale One two three  Release  And just breathe  One two three  Release.  And maybe    one day soon  I can breathe Open up and breathe  I’ll just breathe  Despite everything