"Things I Never Had (Hikaru)"
An illusion, disillusion A dream that was never mine I gave everything up for you And what did I loose, what did I gain A fantasy, reality Everyone wants what I have I’d give it all up just so I Can have what they have, I’d take the trade The choices I thought I made You made them for me I’m longing for things I never had I gave up my youth for dreams That were never mine I’m longing for things I never had A partnership, unorthodox You were always there for me But not in the natural way Do you regret it, it’s too late now You wanted it, and I gave it The life I live was all for you I’d give it all up just so I Can start all over, to get it right The choices I thought I made You made them for me I’m longing for things I never had I gave up a life I should Have had all along I’m longing for things I never had I made everyone happy I put a smile on my face so they think I’m happy too I’ve played this game for so long I‘ve started to believe that this lie has become my truth The choic...