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Collection of Heartbreaks

  The early ones The cheater The young Latin one The one with drugs The relationship phobe  The damaged one The one who lurked in the shadows  The one who ghosted The ones I won’t let in Because of all of you I’m damaged  But none of you deserve to exist in my present.   You all did your damage and I’m done with you.  I’m letting you all go one by one.  Do you know which One is you? Are you wise or are you blind Unaware of your damage It doesn’t matter I’m kissing you all goodbye  Where do I find my self now In and out of love Left broken hearted  Shall we take inventory Of collection of heartbreaks  The early ones The cheater The young Latin one The one with drugs The relationship phobe  The damaged one The one who lurked in the shadows  The one who ghosted The ones I won’t let in Because of all of you I’m afraid I’ll just find another one of you to join y’all’s list  And I don’t know if I can take more heartbreak...

Help me, Damn it, Help me

  We pretend we love ourselves  When we live in internal conflicts It’s not you it’s me not us Or is all that backwards Help me, damn it, help me You don’t know What the sun looks like in your eyes That’s personal privilege  A moment of joy  When I loved you so But right now I see it’s means nothing On my behalf as I Never loved myself  So here I begin to face the truth  We pretend we love ourselves  When we live in internal conflicts It’s not you it’s me not us Or is all that backwards Help me, damn it, help me In this show I excuse myself many times  I’ve no clue how to bridge  Your basic toy To your basic bro  God damn wow It doesn’t mean a thing  In this moment I    try  To prove I’m enough  So here I begin to face the truth We pretend we love ourselves  When we live in internal conflicts It’s not you it’s me not us Or is all that backwards Help me, damn it, help me This is better a prologue  Than a...

Illogical Love

  82 hours and half past 62 The things I would do to you This isn’t how we speak Gibberish I could be a fool  Maybe even for you  Does that explain that nonsense? I loved you once I’m bitter now I could shoot you dead with a glance  Who was the dunce Oh it’s me wow I’d erase you given the chance  41 minutes and 31 seconds  The things I once did for you  Looking back I was weak  Foolishness I was a damn tool A pawn in what you do I was blind with ignorance  I loved you once I’m bitter now I could shoot you dead with a glance  Who was the dunce Oh it’s me wow I’d erase you given the chance  Illogic, Illogic  Illogical Love Illogic, Illogic Illogical Love A flash of day 146 weeks  The things I regret with you  In this moment to speak  Ignorance.  Trying to be cool  While in search of what’s true  Finding ground for this new stance  I loved you once I’m bitter now I could shoot you dead with a gla...

Dirt and Mud

  How soon am I an asshole In the dirt and mud The drugs in the sun When do I become one With myself.  That trip to Baton Rouge Jacking me off On I-10 We loved an audience.  It doesn’t matter Despite what we know  Intertwined and unwinding Hand me a glass of wine I’ll tell you about a time When I was wild Weren’t we all I thought my life fine  Fighting throughout the damn trine I was a child  And we fall How soon am I an asshole In the dirt and mud The drugs in the sun When do I become one With myself. All at once ignoring you Blowing you off.  If I could I’d love to show off again  It doesn’t matter Despite what we know  Intertwined and unwinding And In this world of rhyme We think we hear a full chime  When I was pure Innocent  Give me a hand not mine I’ll ignore it the dirty grime.  This much is true My event  How soon am I an asshole In the dirt and mud The drugs in the sun When do I become one With myself. A moment A ...

Classic Stockholm Syndrome (Snake)

I thought I knew everything a snake could say But here you came and said everything I needed to hear  Sucked me in to your twisted world  It took me years to see the truth.  You slither in Forked tongue tickling My ear drum  Saying things Id never say  But I was under your spell Your illusion of truth  Classic Stockholm syndrome.  My father would cut your neck My mother would get the shot gun My dog would shake you to pieces  But I didn’t let them in Although they weren’t wrong  What else could a sad soul stealer like you do Only rape any innocence I had left within me And ignored my pain, Sycophant  I’m just glad this horror was brief.  You creeped in Cold blooded fool At my side Leading ways I’d never go  I continued to ignore  Friends who knew you better Classic Stockholm syndrome.  My father would cut your neck My mother would get the shot gun My dog would shake you to pieces  But I didn’t let them in Althoug...

Glitch

  I itch when I try I twitch in the night  I can’t deny My name is Mitch  And In this glitch I won’t deny  This isn’t right  It never is In a holy light  I dismiss You and what you are  Imagine my fist Against your old face These are things I’d love to do  But I’m better than that And that’s the glitch I want to be one I faint in your eyes  When we’re done  Right now we can’t  I should just faint  But it’s gone And In this light  I can find me And do what is right  It can be  Bliss and ignorance  Imagine my love  your abusiveness  Losing control of function  I won’t be your next stat And that’s the glitch  I want your soul but no I fidget at the chance And I let it go  Say it isn’t so The glitch  I itch when I try I twitch in the night  I can’t deny My name is Mitch  And In this glitch I won’t deny  We were who we were So toxic for us  And we hurt ourselves...

Faye

  When you’re unworthy of a lyric or song And a book will take too long Your child will do the best he can with what he does the best he can Faye This isn’t autobiographical  More a love song to his mother who deserves better  A blessing a pope couldn’t give Cause it comes from the heart.   To the facts you gave the world Mark and me We’re yours and you’re ours  Independent self sufficient child’s of yours  Some times we have fallen apart, broken    down No matter what you build us back up Never abandoned and totally adored we owe everything to you You’re my hero My muse  My counterpart  Do you know Your place Inside my world  When you deserve more that basic rhythmic rhymes    but I can’t do much better than But I’ll strive to give you more than this until the ends of time  Faye  This isn’t autobiographical  More a love song to his mother who deserves better  A blessing a pope couldn’t give Cause ...

In This Life

  I was once a simple fool Fleeting and retreating  From the truth  With no thought of what to do  Dumb and so curious  For the truth It’s not here We aren’t now We are atoms still colliding But it’s near  So just how  Do we always intertwine  In this life  May it be better Or worse than the rest  I learned love I learned loss I experienced Betrayal and insanity But I’m not done I’m not done yet.  Back then I was so naive  Chasing and worshiping  A whole lie  This lover came to deceive.  Fooling and misleading  For a lie  It’s not us But we’re here We are souls still intertwining  What could be No one knows Yet here we are still just trying  In this life  May it be better Or worse than the rest  I learned love I learned loss I experienced Betrayal and insanity But I’m not done I’m not done yet.  You don’t know You foolish boy Define love and acceptance  You haven’t a clue D...

You’re Cute

  You’re cute I want to know How much you care to share You’re cute Are you just show Do you have it in you to care Could you be my mister  Playing a gamble Hit or pass The choice is yours  Be my loving yes sir  Despite the rabble  They won’t last Do you know How could you You only have eyes for me But you glow And it’s so Every time you look at me  You’re cute I want to know How much you care to share You’re cute Are you just show Do you have it in you to care I want something better More than I’m able That can last  Loneliness bores  You’re here for whatever.  So are you stable This at last Do you see? Are you blind? How I look at your face now Can we be Refined  Before your god I will bow.  You’re cute I want to know How much you care to share You’re cute Are you just show Do you have it in you to care I Bow to plead a deal I want you with me For me in me I want to make it real  I need you with me For me in me You’re cute I ...