Why do I keep fooling myself so much
If we weren’t so fucked up we never would have kissed
My sick thinking kept me coming back to you
So falling in love with you was easy to do
Other than our demons we have things in common
But who are we at our essence
My visions distorted
Trying to look through crystal
The path I chose
Looked spending through a prism
I know at my core I’m a romantic
Who believes in love that exists in love sick dreams
I hear the words you use to describe yourself
Am I embellishing them a little too much
I have things now I want to say to you that
I don’t trust you to understand this way
My visions distorted
Trying to look through crystal
The path I chose
Looked spending through a prism
I’m not too stupid, not too far enveloped
To know I should end this swiftly
But I am too scared and too much invested
To break a crystal heart no matter how distorted
I know there will be pain and wounds that I must mend
When this all comes shattering to an end
My visions distorted
Trying to look through crystal
The path I chose
Looked spending through a prism