electric forest

I sit here numb Disoriented from the destruction You unleashed at our loves refuge  I don’t know what to say  Or do That could get you right now To open you’re eyes and believe How many times can you shatter Our crystal sanctuary  Until nothing is left to salvage Toying with emotions Suffocating love and hope With fallacious rage and fear How much longer can I support  Our crystal sanctuary’s Until nothing can be recognized  I lay here dumb Processing the pain I’m subjected to All I have to stand solid on Is the paranoia Not love That you give me instead So why do I keep trying for? How many times can you shatter Our crystal sanctuary  Until nothing is left to salvage Toying with emotions Suffocating love and hope With fallacious rage and fear How much longer can I support  Our crystal sanctuary’s Until nothing can be recognized  Don’t be shocked When you come to your senses That your loving sanctuary  Where you terrorized me Isn’t there and ...

  Random things always remind me I’m wasting my time Loving you like I do It could be a whisper from your past Or when something you’re suppressing  Rises up into view I’m never looking for it I can’t even avoid its truth That I’ll never be enough I can’t measure up To what you’ve had before Or what you’re craving more of  Random things always remind me I’m wasting my time Loving you like I do At first when we were shiny brand new  You could never get enough of Whatever I could have But now you’re bored at our best  I’m left craving what I can’t earn  So when I see apathy Staring back at me Being grand or just there Of course I’d think “what’s the use” Random things always remind me I’m wasting my time Loving you like I do Don’t misunderstand me as I know You love me with all you have to I just know I can’t know The intensity for those That came before oh those old flames So warm even now Im less a match in the wind Trying to breathe and shine  And not...