"Distorted"

Why do I keep fooling myself so much

If we weren’t so fucked up we never would have kissed

My sick thinking kept me coming back to you

So falling in love with you was easy to do

Other than our demons we have things in common

But who are we at our essence

My visions distorted

Trying to look through crystal

The path I chose

Looked spending through a prism

I know at my core I’m a romantic

Who believes in love that exists in love sick dreams

I hear the words you use to describe yourself

Am I embellishing them a little too much

I have things now I want to say to you that

I don’t trust you to understand this way

My visions distorted

Trying to look through crystal

The path I chose

Looked spending through a prism

I’m not too stupid, not too far enveloped

To know I should end this swiftly

But I am too scared and too much invested

To break a crystal heart no matter how distorted

I know there will be pain and wounds that I must mend

When this all comes shattering to an end

My visions distorted

Trying to look through crystal

The path I chose

Looked spending through a prism