"Spoiled"

Arrogant Ignorant Deviant Sycophant

I’m tired of keeping the peace

With your mind games causing war

When you’re not at the center of it all

My world becomes a hell

I can’t help your mother lied

And your father gave you up

You’ve let your heart get twisted with hate

It’s tough, it’s life, suck it up

You’re a 20 something

Spoiled brat

White trash

If it didn’t come for free

You’d be living on the street

You’re such a hypocrite

Spoiled brat

White trash

You’re keep preaching love and peace

But your heart is rotting out

Arrogant Ignorant Deviant Sycophant

I’ve held my tongue for too long

Everyone said to just be nice

After everything that I’ve done for you

You still insult me like this

I was a dumb defending you

Why bother with saving face

When you still take for granted everything

You never deserved such grace

You’re a 20 something

Spoiled brat

White trash

If it didn’t come for free

You’d be living on the street

You’re such a hypocrite

Spoiled brat

White trash

You keep preaching love and peace

But your heart is rotting out

Arrogant Ignorant Deviant Sycophant

Don’t pretend you have my back

With a knife firm in your hand

"愛の Illusion"

Talking to myself

Wondering where it went wrong

Did I do it, did I say it

Where did the love go

Was it just a game

That I played so unaware

I wanted this, I needed this

Was it just a dream

Ai no illusion

I was a fool to believe

That you would never leave

Ai no illusion

Everything I thought it was

Lived away from the flaws

Ai no illusion

Dreams and hopes of fantasy

Still are a fantasy

Ai no illusion

Everything I thought was love

Was all it was void of

I still like to think

What I felt with you was real

But I know not, But I know now

It was just a lie

It was just a game

That I was destine to lose

You broke my heart, what did I do

I’m left here empty

I followed the mirage

Greener pastures and a hope

That you would be different

Now with all the pieces in place

I see I was better off without this

But I can’t go back, it’s too late for that

"Encore"

I’m in love

It’s every little thing

That you do to me

You’ve got me spinning

I can’t help feeling

This is right

You being here with me

You’re my fantasy

Don’t take this away

Don’t care what they say

The touch the taste

Giving me a feeling I can’t resist

I want it more and more

The sights the sounds

Tantalizing me with ecstasy

I want it more and more

Encore encore
I can’t help wanting more and more

I really need you now

Encore encore

You’ve got me begging more and more

I really need it now

Say a prayer

To keep you in my arms

Every single day

This feels like heaven

Am I in heaven?

You make me feel

I’ve never felt like this

I’ve run out of words

I’ll show you how I feel

It’s you I want to feel

My thoughts my dreams

Don’t compare to you in reality

I want it more and more

Encore encore
I can’t help wanting more and more

I really need you now

Encore encore

You’ve got me begging more and more

I really need it now

"Gone"

If I were gone would you miss me

Would you care if I went away

If I were gone would you miss me

Would you notice that I’m not here

You don’t see me, you don’t hear me

You don’t notice me shouting your name

Do I exist, do I matter

Do I stand out inside of your mind

I feel ignored

I need your attention

I can’t be alone

You have my soul

I miss your affection

I can’t be alone

If I were gone would you miss me

Would you care if I went away

If I were gone would you miss me

Would you notice I’m not here

Where is the heart, where is the soul

You don’t seem to see where I am

Did you forget, What about me

Why don’t you acknowledge my life

I’m abandoned

Left outside in the rain

Just fading away

And you did this

I just can’t understand

I can’t be alone

If I were gone would you miss me

Would you care if I went away

If I were gone would you miss me

Would you notice I’m not here