electric forest

  It’s messy Not knowing to stop Engaging in toxicity Just another addiction I can’t beat it With it beating me down We’ve been at it so long There are no victors We’re both victims yet Who’s to blame  When neither of us can walk away You scream I cry We bleed over black eyes  And then we fuck all night It’s insane  To anyone but us Maybe even us in the calm It hurts so much we want more What we ran from Has to be worse but how? Do you know what went wrong Before we ever started Before we both met damaged Why we do this So willingly You scream I cry We bleed over black eyes  And then we fuck all night Over and over all night Again and again we fight Over and over all night Again and again we fight  You scream I cry We bleed over black eyes  And then we fuck all night Over and over all night Again and again we fight Over and over all night Again and again we fight  Won’t it (stop) want it (stop) Won’t it (stop) want it (stop)

  A Dream Has Died Tonight I went against everyone’s advice  And fell in love Specifically with you  I didn’t care if they knew better  I just want it  And only if with you  As much as I didn’t want to say it I might deny it later still The joy I’ve been manifesting  Won’t happen with you  No matter how much i will it There’s no proper goodbye here No story book redemption I have to cut it off  One day I hope you admit  You know why a dream has died tonight  I ignored everyone and my gut Never stopping  Believing in you but  You never could prove them wrong could you  So defiant  Despite what you told me  I cry putting it in black and white now  I could break saying it out loud  My love for you still fooling me That you still want this  A lie I’ll die denying why There’s no proper goodbye here No story book redemption I have to cut it off  One day I hope you admit  You know why a dre...

  SPACES (falling fading) You came at me as if your egos more relevant as if your egos self-importance could be more inflated  And now with everything said and done, I’m pushed out from my own damn narrative if it was ever even mine to start So here I am all alone, unable to breathe much less stand up in the spaces you left behind Did your need to be heard always have to supersede mine I’m falling fading, falling fading, falling fading into (ahhhh) For someone who survived similar life events, I think you’d handle a fragile mind a bit more delicately Maybe that’s why it hurts so much as you know the near future’s savage, every part of me damaged, yet you’re audacious So what’s the use? It’s over it’s no use if there’s no room to be in the space that you left behind. Did your deficiency always have to supersede mine? I’m falling fading, falling fading, falling fading into (ahhhh) Was it a contest with you the victor and the prize is my eulogy I’m falling fading, falling fading,...