"When Will"

A kiss an embrace

You made my heart race

Your touch and I’m hooked

I hope you just looked

I crave you I need you

I won’t deny this feeling

You’re the one I’m needing

When will I learn to let go

When will I ever move on

You and I weren’t meant to be

But I keep thinking we were

Denial on trial

You’re now in a file

You just make me feel

You have me heart sealed

I desire your sin

I can’t resist this feeling

You’re the one I’m wanting

When will I learn to let go

When will I ever move on

You and I weren’t meant to be

But I keep thinking we were

Don’t ignore me

Just console me

I need you to understand me

Don’t ignore me

Just console me

I need you to understand me

"My World Ended"

You came to me

Said it’s over and you want out

And wanted to know how to divide our things

I can’t process

The words that you just said to me

It tears me apart as I’m falling blindly

Into the unknown

I’m scared; I don’t know what’s on the other side

I only know what I know

And now that’s gone away

When you said you wanted to leave

My world ended

When you said you didn’t love me

My world ended

I can’t help for regretting every mistake

But I can’t erase my history

When you said you wanted to leave

My world ended

You broke my heart

What did I do to deserve this

Your decision opens opportunities

I never thought

This new door would open for me

But I fear all that is on the other side

It’s my forever

But now I have a choice to choose it for me

I only knew what I knew

And now you’ve set me free

When you said you wanted to leave

My world ended

When you said you didn’t love me

My world ended

I can’t help for regretting every mistake

But I can’t erase my history

When you said you wanted to leave

My world ended

I’m a person who craves excess this is dangerous

To do what I’ve always know is right or let you walk away

I don’t know what to do when my world ended

When you said you wanted to leave

My world ended

When you said you didn’t love me

My world ended

I can’t help for regretting every mistake

But I can’t erase my history

When you said you wanted to leave

My world ended

"I Believed In..."

When will I start thinking with my head

Instead of what’s inside of my pants

I found myself in a strangers bed

I think the last time was my last chance

So what’s wrong with me

Why do I keep doing this

I believed in monogamy

But I make myself a liar

And nobody likes a liar

I guess they all hate me

I couldn’t help myself my mistake

But what’s a mistake with no regret

I will not love my life as a fake

So there it is I’ll have no regret

Do I make you see

I just can’t go on like this

I believed in monogamy

But I make myself a liar

And nobody likes a liar

I guess they all hate me

I believe in sacred things

But I’ve forsaken everything

I guess I’ll give up everything

I don’t understand me

So what’s wrong with me

Why do I keep doing this

I believed… I believed…

But I lost my faith

Do I make you see

I just can’t go on like this

I believed… I believed…

But I lost my faith

I believed in monogamy

But I make myself a liar

And nobody likes a liar

I guess they all hate me

I believe in sacred things

But I’ve forsaken everything

I guess I’ll give up everything

I don’t understand me

I believed in a forever

We were us in the here and now

But you couldn’t figure out how

To promise you to me

I believed… I believed

But I lost my faith

You couldn’t fulfill me

Make me feel like I was the one

I needed to be the one

I still need to be the one

"Sister"

You are all I’ve ever known

And I love you just the same

I don’t know If I’ve ever known

Anything greater anything better

I can’t think of a time

That I didn’t know you

You were my childhood

Every early memory

And now we’re grown we are

Growing further apart

Here in adulthood

I just don’t know who you are

Can we duplicate

That time

I still consider you

My best friend

You are all I’ve ever known

And I love you just the same

I don’t’ know if I’ve ever known

Anything greater anything better

Where did it all go wrong

When did we drift apart

You were the sister

I never had and now

I long to know you now

And we’ve missed so much time

Just to make it up

Would be gratifying

Can we return to

That time

I still consider you

My best friend

You are all I’ve ever known

And I love you just the same

I don’t’ know if I’ve ever known

Anything greater anything better

Please be mine, my sister

Please be mine, understand

I need you, my sister

I need you, understand…

"Sin"

Is there something wrong with me?

I should be happy… I know I’m happy

I don’t want for anything

But it’s not enough

I felt your touch and I want more

Why do I feel like this?

I love the thrill

I like the chase

But I hate feeling like this

It’s a sin to want you

I’ve been committed but I want more

He isn’t giving me what I need

Won’t you give me more?

I can’t escape the feeling

That I felt with you… when you touched me then

I just can’t help this feeling

It’s just human nature

To crave more after just one touch

So what’s wrong with me now?

I want a thrill

I need your chase

But I hate feeling like this

It’s a sin to want you

I’ve been committed but I want more

He isn’t giving me what I need

Won’t you give me more?

"Peep Hole"

I watch them kissing

Delicately sensually

He reaches into her blouse

Her head tilts in forced pleasure

Then something goes awry

Is that fear that’s in her eyes

Who is she, who is he?

I don’t know; should I care?

I keep watching through the peep hole

Watching a train wreck in slow motion

I watch him hit her

Brutally and senselessly

He strikes again and then

She reaches down for her bag

When he goes in again

Her bullet then finds his head

Who is she, who was he?

I don’t know; should I call?

I keep watching through the peep hole

Watching a train wreck in slow motion

As he falls she cries

Relentlessly with relief

Was he a John that went bad,

an abusive lover gone?

As she picks up her phone

Will there be guilt in her voice?

Why did she, who was he?

Should I care?  Watch the show!

I keep watching through the peep hole

Watching a train wreck in slow motion

"On The Dance Floor"

I met you somewhere else

You were cute but I wasn’t impressed

Even a few drinks couldn’t change

You were just okay

But then you started dancing

I found myself with you

Moving to the music

But then we started dancing

I felt your skin touch mine

Holding me too close

On the dancefloor you got me hooked

Like a melody it felt like ecstasy

On the dancefloor you got me hooked

Oh baby you had me wanting more

Now you’re stuck in my head

You won’t leave so now am I obsessed

I’m thinking what would have happened

If you didn’t leave

But you did get my number

You want to dance again

Moving to the music

And now we’ve started talking

I want your touch again

Holding me too close

On the dancefloor you got me hooked

Like a melody it felt like ecstasy

On the dancefloor you got me hooked

Oh baby you had me wanting more