"That Call"

I light a cigarette
I watch it burn to the end
I feel no different than before
What am I asking for?

I'm pushing... pushing...

I ache for understanding

but the words won't come out

I can't write these words...

there's so much I want to say with this

but I can't concentrate

I keep waiting for that call

To have a chance to say the things

I can’t find the words to explain

I keep waiting for that call

My phone sits there and never rings

The feeling makes me go insane

I take shots for the burn

I drink until there’s no more

Now I just feel worse than before

What am I looking for?

I’m begging… begging…

For you to just make that call

Put me on the spot and

Make me speak my mind

There’s so much I need to say to you

But I can’t formulate

I keep waiting for that call

To have a chance to say the things

I can’t find the words to explain

I keep waiting for that call

My phone sits there and never rings

The feeling makes me go insane

There are so many letters unsent

Make that call so I have to explain

"Fire"

I itch, I burn

I can’t escape, it’s my turn

I want to make this all explode

You give, I take

I won’t give in, it’s my chance

To set the world off to burn

I wanna set the world on fire

I wanna watch it burn

Give in, give in

Set this world on fire

Give in, give in

Set this world on fire

Take care, relax

I like danger, but it’s okay

I’ll do it with precaution

I want, I need

I need a thrill, excitement

If need be I’ll do it myself

I wanna set the world on fire

I wanna watch it burn

Give in, give in

Set this world on fire

Give in, give in

Set this world on fire

"Addiction"

I’m asking for your attention

I don’t care

If it’s from you or anyone else

I just need it

I just want it

Give it to me now

I’m looking for comprehension

I don’t dare

Ask if you would want anyone else

I just need it

I just want it

Give it to me now

Give me stimulation

Give me pleasure

Give me attention

I’m addicted to myself

I need it want it can’t stand it

Give it up

I’m an attention whore listen up

Just look at me

Listen to me

Give it to me now

Give me stimulation

Give me pleasure

Give me attention

I’m addicted to myself

"Gravity"

I’m riding on a high

Feeling like I’m on top

And here it comes

Bringing me down to earth

You keep pulling me down like gravity

I could face anything

Feeling so empowered

And then it breaks

As I just crash and burn

You keep pulling me down like gravity

Can’t you see, if you’re up then I’m down

You’re the ying, I’m the yang in this game

You’re the one, who keeps me on the ground

And I know, with you I’m just the same

I keep making headway

In this eternal climb

And then I fall

To start over again

You keep pulling me down like gravity

I’m reaching for the sky

I keep all my goals high

And then I see

That they’re all out of reach

You keep pulling me down like gravity

Can’t you see, if you’re up then I’m down

You’re the ying, I’m the yang in this game

You’re the one, who keeps me on the ground

And I know, with you I’m just the same

Pull me down, pull me down

It’s the only way I’ll keep perspective

Pull me down, pull me down

Without you’d I’d just float away

Pull me down, pull me down

Your negativity is subjective

Pull me down, pull me down

Without you’d I would lose my way

Just keep pulling me down like gravity

Acceptance

I’m looking for your approval

I’m waiting to hear the truth

Something to set me straight

To let me know what is right

I’m begging for your approval

I need to be accepted

To feel like I belong

I need to feel acceptance

I sit here, begging

I ache for understanding

I don’t want to be alone

I don’t want to feel alone

I need to, touch you

I can’t shake this emotion

I can’t stand to be alone
I can’t stand to feel alone

I look to you for your approval

I look to you for your love

I look to you for your approval

I look to you for emotion

I’m looking for your approval

I’m waiting to hear the truth

Something to set me straight

To let me know what is right

I’m begging for your approval

I need to be accepted

To feel like I belong

I need to feel acceptance

I’m need emotion

I can’t escape I need truth

little self-indulgence

won’t be enough for me now

I need to hear some approval

I just need to feel your love

to hear you accept me

I need to hear you love me

I’m looking for your approval

I’m waiting to hear the truth

Something to set me straight

To let me know what is right

I’m begging for your approval

I need to be accepted

To feel like I belong

I need to feel acceptance

"Censored"

I need to get something off my chest

My heart and soul are under distress

This is building up inside my heart

I don’t know where I should start

I’m sorry but I won’t be polite

I have to say what I feel is right

I so don’t care how it makes you feel

I’m sick and tired of your deal

I’m not here to be censored

I’m gonna say what I want say what I feel

I don’t need your approval to say what I want to say

I won’t be censored
I won’t be silenced
I won’t be censored

I won’t be silenced

I’ve prioritized me life for you

Now I think it’s time that we were through

You never could do the same for me

I guess I finally see

Was it just too much for me to ask

I finally see this couldn’t last

I’ve over playing these games with you

It’s not longer about you

I’m not here to be censored

I’m gonna say what I want to say what I feel

I don’t need your approval to say what I want to say

I won’t be censored

I won’t be silenced

I won’t be censored…

You trash you’re a waste, you think everyone should kiss your ass

You narcissistic psychopathic deviant

I’ve lost my patience for you

You’ve fucked me over for the last time I’m sick of being played

You’ve tried to hold my tongue afraid you’d hear the truth

I’ve lost my patience for you

…I won’t be silenced

I’m not here to be censored

I’m gonna say what I want to say what I feel

I don’t need your approval to say what I want to say

I’m not here to be censored

I’m gonna say what I want to say what I feel

I’m not here to be censored

I’m not here to be censored

I won’t be censored

I won’t be censored

I won’t be

I won’t