Friday, April 27, 2018

Not Worthy (Not Good Enough)

I thank god every day that you love me
Yet I question wherever it comes from
Because I don’t know what you see in me
I’m still trying to it figure out with my second rate face

I’m not worthy
Take yourself home.
(I don’t even have the cab fare)

I’m not good enough
So why are you still here
I don’t see what you see in me
So why are you still here

Show your self out because I can’t help you.
Im so not worthy of what you give to me
What is it that I say or that I do
That keeps you around after all the years, despite all my fears

I’m not worthy
Take yourself home
(I don’t even have the cab fare)

I’m not good enough
So why are you still here
I don’t see what you see in me
So why are you still here

You could me but I still wont see it
In my mind I am never good enough
No matter what you say I won’t get it
Never good enough never good enough never good enough.

I’m not good enough
So why are you still here
I don’t see what you see in me
So why are you still here

Tuesday, April 24, 2018

Succubus

What’s wrong with me
You’re flooding me with affection
And I’m begging for attention
It has to be
A curse or maybe a defect
Your Abundance has no effect

Craving, needing, wanting more
I could be drowning in your love and still be parched

You could give me everything you have
And I’m sorry but I still want more
I’m a succubus for your attention
I can’t ever get enough.

If I could I’d take what ever I need
From you while you sleep
Just like a succubus

Please give me more
I ask if you weren’t already
Your flow of love has been steady
I’m asking for
Something that you just can’t provide
I know it and it’s just alright

Craving, needing, wanting more
And Everything that you can give still has me arched

You could give me everything you have
And I’m sorry but I still want more
I’m a succubus for your attention
I can’t ever get enough.

If I could I’d take what ever I need
From you while you sleep
Just like a succubus

Let me
lay under you
and take what I need... like a succubus.

You could give me everything you have
And I’m sorry but I still want more
I’m a succubus for your attention
I can’t ever get enough.

If I could I’d take what ever I need
From you while you sleep
Just like a succubus

Monday, April 23, 2018

To Take Me Higher

I don’t try to fall in love
I trip and stumble
Before I know it I’ve already fallen
I’m not here thanks to a shove
Yet I still crumble
Anytime someone tries to pull me in

There could be a million walls and boundaries
But something in me wants to break them all down
Every man gives me something in that moment in time
And I won’t deny myself an enrichment from an opportunity.

I’m looking for an experience to take me higher
No matter who has to be involved
I’m not focused on the quantity
Instead I’m focusing on the love
I’m looking for an experience to take me higher
Here’s hoping this will make me evolved
Not holding on to a fantasy
So I can just focus on the love

So what I’m selfish like that
They get something too
In love no one loses when it’s said and done
I’m not aiming for a stat
Someone else to do
So what if just for a moment we had our fun

This love could last a million infinities
But some of you want to just break it all down.
And all keep repeating the same old boring line
But I won’t deny myself an enrichment from an opportunity

I’m looking for an experience to take me higher
No matter who has to be involved
I’m not focused on the quantity
Instead I’m focusing on the love
I’m looking for an experience to take me higher
Here’s hoping this will make me evolved
Not holding on to a fantasy
So I can just focus on the love

A million walls and boundaries
Just break it all down
In that moment in time.
I won’t deny

I’m looking for an experience to take me higher
No matter who has to be involved
I’m not focused on the quantity
Instead I’m focusing on the love
I’m looking for an experience to take me higher
Here’s hoping this will make me evolved
Not holding on to a fantasy
So I can just focus on the love