We Die

We live to work

We work to live 

So we survive

And then we die

It’s not a choice

Not an option

Yet we survive

So we can die 

I need a break

From the eternal back and forth

I’m worn out and want to breathe

Holding on to the dream of breaking free

Prosperity

All we put in what is the worth

Despite it I want to leave 

At the end of it all I can’t find me 

A day away, with no consequence

Where tomorrow has no regrets

I need a day where tomorrow doesn’t matter

We live to work

We work to live 

So we survive

And then we die

It’s not a choice

Not an option

Yet we survive

So we can die 

Are you awake

To the truth of our forward march

That only leads towards death

This tunnel we walk down hasn’t a light 

My past mistake

Was dressed up pretty with spray starch 

His path took me towards death 

I walked away I saw it wasn’t right 

Back to it, Commercialism 

Thirsty for the money and rest

I’ll get them both but won’t enjoy them when I die 

We live to work

We work to live 

So we survive

And then we die

It’s not a choice

Not an option

Yet we survive

So we can die 

We do it, the end is we die

We don’t think about it and then

There’s nothing but money, nothing, and wasted time 

We live to work

We work to live 

So we survive

And then we die

It’s not a choice

Not an option

Yet we survive

So we can die 

Future Awaits

Peace be with you, cause it’s not with me

Just find your calm, while I fight this storm

Maybe we will meet in the in between

While we’re both healing

And still growing.  

The future awaits us

Together or apart

Fate is inevitable 

You exude it, what I want to have 

I crave your calm, peace to keep me warm 

May I find my way to calm like you have 

And if you’re broken

I’ll comfort you

The future awaits us

Together or apart

Fate is inevitable 

I don’t know you yet but I put you on a pedestal.

Someone who is without my damage

Yet if you are wounded

We can heal together 

Because despite it all

I know that. 

The future awaits us

Together or apart

Fate is inevitable 

Won’t Chase A Ghost

A conversation with the past

I don’t want to stroke a fire that won’t last 

Yet you are poring on gasoline

Don’t you know that you won’t be mine

You only get one shot

One opportunity with me

You threw that away years ago

And I won’t chase a ghost

I know what you’re after

A thrown away opportunity 

But I don’t look back in time

For love I keep my eyes forward 

No one deserves a second chance 

Please back it up now and don’t dare advance 

Since you didn’t let me get a shot

Back then, now it’s not to be got

I’m sorry you’re lonely 

and horny, that not my problem now.

I’m all but sure what you’re craving 

But I won’t chase a ghost.

I know what you’re after

A thrown away opportunity 

But I don’t look back in time

For love I keep my eyes forward 

You could have been mine but you ran

To a world that makes you a lesser man

We could have been great back then

But I’m not who I was back then

Bless your heart rest your soul

But if it’s me you’re after go home

There’s no chance we will ever be

Since I won’t chance a ghost 

I know what you’re after

A thrown away opportunity 

But I don’t look back in time

For love I keep my eyes forward 

You’re a CANCER

I try not to be jaded

By the experiences

Time has given me

But as I “enjoy” the solitude

Bitterness crosses my tongue

I could tell the world how you did me wrong 

How you cheated, how you lied

How you left me destitute 

I won’t call you by name

But I want to. 

You were toxic, you’re a cancer

That left me changed forever 

Living life with my new normal

You’re deceitful, you’re a cancer

Despite the pain I’m better 

Living life with my new normal

It was you that I hated 

For so long I was wrong

I hated your lie

Don’t hate the player just hate his games 

Isn’t he part of the play?

You left me with your playbook of deceit 

Manipulate, drive him mad

Convince him it’s in his head 

The lies are all the same 

It’s what you do. 

You were toxic, you’re a cancer

That left me changed forever 

Living life with my new normal

You’re deceitful, you’re a cancer

Despite the pain I’m better 

Living life with my new normal

You gave me a mark on my body

That’s a reminder of your infidelity

No one knows the truth but you and I

Of how a cancer nearly ruined me

You were toxic, you’re a cancer

That left me changed forever 

Living life with my new normal

You’re deceitful, you’re a cancer

Despite the pain I’m better 

Living life with my new normal

If people only knew

Every thing I do.........

Sayonara.   Goodbye.