Don’t Sleep On It

I liked you from the start

You said everything right

Even when you started so wrong

I could love you from afar

Living in a lovers light. 

It’s too soon to believe your gone. 

If you’re having doubts 

Don’t string me along

Grow a pair and let me go

If you’re finding faults 

Don’t string me along

Be a man and let me know

If you’ve gotta think twice

Don’t sleep on it

You’re wasting my time 

All of you always say 

It’s you not me but why

Am I left so heartbroken

I fall for the damage

Then one day I will cry 

For things I’ve left unspoken

If you’re having doubts 

Don’t string me along

Grow a pair and let me go

If you’re finding faults 

Don’t string me along

Be a man and let me know

If you’ve gotta think twice

Don’t sleep on it

You’re wasting my time 

I’m mad at myself

For not seeing the signs

You’re just as damaged as the rest

You’re no better than the last

Just better packaging

I’m mad at myself

If you’re having doubts 

Don’t string me along

Grow a pair and let me go

If you’re finding faults 

Don’t string me along

Be a man and let me know

If you’ve gotta think twice

Don’t sleep on it

You’re wasting my time 

Mmmm. Okay.

The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you

Is lost the moment you don’t care 

But a fragment still remains

I crave substance

And I want you. 

Could you fill that need

Are you capable. 

I need fulfillment

And I need you

You know what I want

But are you stable

Mmmm okay.  

The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you

Is lost the moment you don’t care 

But a fragment still remains

I need a truth 

Is it yours now 

Could you fill that need 

are your lies able 

Sell me love 

I could be yours

If you want me to be

Here and now with you

Mmmmm okay

You feeling me?

The hunger the need the pain the lust of wanting you

Is lost the moment you don’t care 

But a fragment still remains

Dumb and not naive 

Bless the curse 

Mmmmm okay

Goodbye. 

Me - existential crisis

Conflicted I walk into tomorrow

Wanting more than I’m worthy of

Or so I’ve told myself

I get stuck inside my head

And it’s my own fault

Am I worthy

Am I able

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m selfish

And I don’t know how to deal. 

You have no right to deal with my sorrow

The bullshit you shouldn’t know of

So I’m here by myself 

Yet I’d be with you instead

Why is this my fault. 

What did I do

What did I say 

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m selfish

And I don’t know how to deal. 

I feel like your fading away

Say words and tell me

Don’t just disappear because

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m lonely

And I don’t know how to deal. 

No Effect.

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you. 

Take it slow so they said

It will be good they said

But it’s fucking with my anxiety

I said it to your face 

Yet you looked at my face

Like i said nothing more than how are you

I’m putting stock in this and betting nothing

Am I fool to believe in you (love)

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you. 

Despise the pedestal

Even the “mighty” may fall. 

You might not be everything you could be 

You make me curious

About you me and us

I hopeful but could be full of regret 

I’m putting hope in this despite everything

Am I fool to believe in love (you)

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you. 

I’m willing to

Wanting to

Give you every ounce of me (love)

I’m putting hope

Despite this 

I want to believe in you (love)

When saying every thing has no effect

All I can do is sit and wait

If these “feels” are worthy of you. 

So Far Away

You’re so far away

I want you near

Please come home soon.  

I’m missing you

 I’m needing you

I miss your smile

I miss your touch

I can’t wait for our next embrace

Do you feel the same. 

Here I am alone

With a future with you 

If it could be

You’re so far away

I want you here 

Please come home soon

I’m missing you. 

I need your calm

Your certainty

Your demeanor 

I crave our next embrace 

Do you feel the same. 

Here we are now

A future together. 

If you agree

You’re so far away

In this moment.  

I want you here soon 

I’m missing you. 

Hymn of the Night

In line with the hymn of  the night 

I have hope for the future. 

It’s funny the smoke alarm battery’s chirp

Gave a pulse to the evening

But before that malfunction

You and I functioned. 

You rose from slumber to make me comfortable. 

Gave a hope to the evening

Yet you already gave me

A hope to believe in 

We dealt with that chaos with no one else. 

And then we became ourselves. 

It was one night

Innocent 

I want more

But it is was one night. 

In line with the hymn of  the night 

I have hope for the future. 

It’s just so funny how you let your tongue slip

Made me want to give me up

Do you have a clue what you do

To me and my affection 

I don’t have much but I’d give you everything

My heart is all I can give 

Do you have a clue what that means?

Despite it all I think you do.

In line with the hymn of  the night 

I have hope for the future. 

We dealt with that chaos with no one else. 

And then we became ourselves. 

It was one night

Innocent 

I want more

But it is was one night. 

How can I make one night be two

Three or four or even more.  

In the hymn of the night. 

And then we became ourselves. 

It was one night

Innocent 

I want more

But it is was one night.