Me - existential crisis

Conflicted I walk into tomorrow

Wanting more than I’m worthy of

Or so I’ve told myself

I get stuck inside my head

And it’s my own fault

Am I worthy

Am I able

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m selfish

And I don’t know how to deal. 

You have no right to deal with my sorrow

The bullshit you shouldn’t know of

So I’m here by myself 

Yet I’d be with you instead

Why is this my fault. 

What did I do

What did I say 

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m selfish

And I don’t know how to deal. 

I feel like your fading away

Say words and tell me

Don’t just disappear because

The truth is that I’m lonely

I want you to need me

Crave me desire me

Can’t live with out me.  

To spend all your time on me

But I’m lonely

And I don’t know how to deal.