Faye

 

When you’re unworthy of a lyric or song

And a book will take too long

Your child will do the best he can with what he does the best he can

Faye

This isn’t autobiographical 

More a love song to his mother who deserves better 

A blessing a pope couldn’t give

Cause it comes from the heart.  

To the facts you gave the world Mark and me

We’re yours and you’re ours 

Independent self sufficient child’s of yours 

Some times we have fallen apart, broken  down

No matter what you build us back up

Never abandoned and totally adored we owe everything to you

You’re my hero

My muse 

My counterpart 

Do you know

Your place

Inside my world 

When you deserve more that basic rhythmic rhymes  but

I can’t do much better than

But I’ll strive to give you more than this until the ends of time 

Faye 

This isn’t autobiographical 

More a love song to his mother who deserves better 

A blessing a pope couldn’t give

Cause it comes from the heart.  

To the facts we made each other better 

Moma, I don’t know what you’d say of this

Without you and all your loving sacrifice 

A tragic tale no one has nor should they 

Despite what I dream for us

You stared this all a future for you boys that will never been end

You’re my hero

My muse 

My counterpart 

Do you know

Your place

Inside my world 

When you deserve more that basic rhythmic rhymes  but

I can’t do much better than

But I’ll strive to give you more than this until the ends of time 

Faye 

In This Life

 I was once a simple fool

Fleeting and retreating 

From the truth 

With no thought of what to do 

Dumb and so curious 

For the truth

It’s not here

We aren’t now

We are atoms still colliding

But it’s near 

So just how 

Do we always intertwine 

In this life 

May it be better

Or worse than the rest 

I learned love

I learned loss

I experienced

Betrayal and insanity

But I’m not done

I’m not done yet. 

Back then I was so naive 

Chasing and worshiping 

A whole lie 

This lover came to deceive. 

Fooling and misleading 

For a lie 

It’s not us

But we’re here

We are souls still intertwining 

What could be

No one knows

Yet here we are still just trying 

In this life 

May it be better

Or worse than the rest 

I learned love

I learned loss

I experienced

Betrayal and insanity

But I’m not done

I’m not done yet. 

You don’t know

You foolish boy

Define love and acceptance 

You haven’t a clue

Do you 

Do you know

What this is

It’s off script and just unexplained 

Is it love

No one knows

A story that begs to be told 

In this life 

May it be better

Or worse than the rest 

I learned love

I learned loss

I experienced

Betrayal and insanity

But I’m not done

I’m not done yet.

You’re Cute

 

You’re cute

I want to know

How much you care to share

You’re cute

Are you just show

Do you have it in you to care

Could you be my mister 

Playing a gamble

Hit or pass

The choice is yours 

Be my loving yes sir 

Despite the rabble 

They won’t last

Do you know

How could you

You only have eyes for me

But you glow

And it’s so

Every time you look at me 

You’re cute

I want to know

How much you care to share

You’re cute

Are you just show

Do you have it in you to care

I want something better

More than I’m able

That can last 

Loneliness bores 

You’re here for whatever. 

So are you stable

This at last

Do you see?

Are you blind?

How I look at your face now

Can we be

Refined 

Before your god I will bow. 

You’re cute

I want to know

How much you care to share

You’re cute

Are you just show

Do you have it in you to care

I Bow to plead a deal

I want you with me

For me in me

I want to make it real 

I need you with me

For me in me

You’re cute

I want to know

How much you care to share

You’re cute

Are you just show

Do you have it in you to care

FINAL DESTINATION

 Finding love and peace

At this pace

Is exhausting. 

Slow down and find me

I’m tired of searching

Tired of running toward a 

Final destination. 

I’m done with seeking

Done with my wishing of a 

Final Destination 

The journey is long 

The road is cumbersome 

With no definite destination

I’m wearing myself out

The dream is a song

Of things I should just run away from 

I’m traveling for resolution 

Finding self, release 

In this space

Is worrisome 

So wake up, see me

I’m tired of searching

Tired of running toward a 

Final destination. 

I’m done with seeking

Done with my wishing of a 

Final Destination 

That route is a choice

The path ahead is dark 

With no road signs to lead the way to

Where the fuck it all leads 

So I find my voice

Although it could be stark 

I’m tuning into what I should do

Finding truth, release

From your face

Is just freeing

So can you feel me

I’m tired of searching

Tired of running toward a 

Final destination. 

I’m done with seeking

Done with my wishing of a 

Final Destination 

風にまたぎ月へ登り (Kaze ni matagi tsuki e nobori)

僕の席は君の隣 (Boku no seki wa kimi no tonari)

ふいに我に返りクラリ (Fui ni ware ni kaeri kurari)

春の夜の夢のごとし (Haru no yoru no yume no kotoshi)

I’m traveling.   Traveling.  TRAVELING

I’m tired of searching

Tired of running toward a 

Final destination. 

I’m done with seeking

Done with my wishing of a 

Final Destination 

Reach

 

I cry

For no reason why

I can’t explain it

If you cared you’d have a clue

But you don’t 

You emptied minded idiot

There’s something in my memories

That rebukes your soul

But it’s faded away

But that feel is still there. 

A faded memory

Someone to love

But so out of touch 

I can’t reach anymore

I try

With all my might

To foolishly fit

Yet here just what do I do 

What’s my fault 

On the ground here of your regret

There’s something in my memories

That rebukes your soul

But it’s faded away

But that feel is still there. 

A faded memory

Someone to love

But so out of touch 

I can’t reach anymore

I thought I knew everything a snake could say

But here you came and said everything I needed to hear 

Sucked me in to your twisted world 

It took me years to see the truth. 

...So out of reach I can’t reach any more 

You lie

Although you try

To deny admit 

This moment I’m over you. 

You were seen 

No one cares but I’m over it. 

A faded memory

Someone to love

But so out of touch 

I can’t reach anymore

Beyond...

 

Sexy oh so sexy

Little to no clothes

I’m looking for the meaning

Look and admire 

Touch and explore 

I need to know reasoning. 

Focus focus look away

Where am I and how do I say

What I want and what I need

How do my words or actions lay

Beyond this moment

Beyond the cuteness

Is a world we can not see

And I’ll blast off to find it’s meaning

Lovely oh a lovely 

Blissfully naked 

Dumbfound no reasoning 

Encased in fire

What the hell for

Is this is what is pleasing 

Zoom zoom it’s all we do

Boom boom in a bedroom

Doom doom is what they say

True true but who are you 

Beyond this moment

Beyond the cuteness

Is a world we can not see

And I’ll blast off to find it’s meaning

Now now pull focus 

Who am I to you and I now

It doesn’t matter except 

This feeling of love can it grow 

Now now it’s okay but

Wow wow  in the Parlor.

Soon soon it will be okay

Through through is that the end

Beyond this moment

Beyond the cuteness

Is a world we can not see

And I’ll blast off to find it’s meaning

Moments of peacefulness

Moments of honesty and truth 

Moments of fantasy and dream

Facts of life that make no sense, do they?

Beyond this moment

Beyond the cuteness

Is a world we can not see

And I’ll blast off to find it’s meaning

It’s not right

It’s not okay

I’ll still leave it all

To find it’s meaning 

Maybe in the heavens

And the distant stars 

Trying To Shine

 

In the sunlight 

The moon is mine

Am I not cute enough 

You can call me thine 

Despite the lie

Your love is mine 

Is my love still not enough 

If it’s still not fine. 

Mine mine mine

I don’t own anything 

I’m just trying to shine

Despite your shadows

Always hanging over me

I won’t be having it anymore

In the quiet 

I say the line

What are we but than that 

Still you what what’s mine

I wipe my eyes 

This isn’t fine 

I’m captive in emotions 

So where is the line

Pry pry pry

You are l craving everything 

I’m just trying to shine

Despite your shadows

Always hanging over me

I won’t be having it anymore

I don’t care if we were lovers or brothers

You don’t have place in my soul 

I don’t care if you gave me life or chances

You don’t have a place in my soul

I’m just trying to shine

Despite your shadows

Always hanging over me

I won’t be having it anymore

Why I Drink

The only reason i sleep on the couch

Is I have drank too much wine

And I want you to sleep in peace. 

You’re trouble 

In the waking hours

And that’s why I drink

The buzz in the alcohol 

Tunes you out

You’re a crazy mother fucker

I should quit you both

The only reason that I’m still with you

It’s just full of lies and crimes 

I want a simple release. 

You are tragic

Every day you’re with me 

And that’s why I drink

The buzz in the alcohol 

Tunes you out

You’re a crazy mother fucker

I should quit you both

But one at a time

These addictions

Should simmer

But one at a time

Our “love” and “that”

Should simmer 

You are simple so

I shouldn’t acknowledge 

You are why I drink. 

The buzz in the alcohol 

Tunes you out

You’re a crazy mother fucker

I should quit you both

A Tool

 

I’m done pretending

You mean anything 

Rewind all the moments 

You were mine

And now they’re all lies

I could be sweet

I could be kind

But I’m honest to a fault

You’re a fucking asshole

Who should burn in hell

You’re a fool 

A tool

A lesson I missed in school 

But they drool

Over you

I’m clearly not the only stupid one

In this beginning

You made me sing 

Think back to intimates

Lies were fine

Living in the cries

I could be true

I could be be pure

But your heart needs honest truth 

No matter who you were

You don’t deserve me

You’re a fool 

A tool

A lesson I missed in school 

But they drool

Over you

I’m clearly not the only stupid one

You don’t know

You’re a king in your own life

Who’s been usurped in mine 

So long you don’t belong 

You’re a fool 

A tool

A lesson I missed in school 

But they drool

Over you

I’m clearly not the only stupid one

Justice

I’m not the one

You come for

To be played

I’m no fool

But you are 

I’m not the one

You hung up

Forgotten

I’m no tool

But you are 

You’ll never know the simple sounds

Outside a theoretical war

It’s okay

You don’t know

Hopefully you will ever will. 

Now now now

This isn’t about you 

Or me

It’s about liberty. 

You tried to be

So much more

And in need

But in school 

You were far 

Away from this 

Did you know 

Honesty 

Damn these games

And we are

Simply  living life these days

In the war im so deeply scarred. 

For life

And so what

A bitter fool wanting a thrill l

Thrive rave cry

About who we are now

And us

This Is only justice

I’m no fool

I’ve lived loved and lost

Despite it all

I won’t stop trying 

Now now now

This isn’t about you 

Or me

It’s about liberty. 

Thrive rave cry

About who we are now

And us

This Is only justice

Thrive this justice

Rave with justice

Cry for justice 

That’s where I stand. 

Don’t demand

Anything less

Justice.