Cataclysmic

 I was once in love

He was perfect

To the eye

But In my mind

He was wrong 

Toxic 

He tried to be what 

I desired

To my face

But in my soul 

He was wrong

Basic. 

In this moment 

You smell me 

Up and down 

I imagine I smell like

Lavender and coconut. 

But what do you know 

You’re basic. 

Let’s face it 

You’re tragic

Not with it

With my logic

I don’t need this

Don’t want this

Reject this

What is this?

I did care back then

About others 

But right now

And in my gut

It’s a lie

Sadistic 

This is all one thing

Cautionary 

Shield yourself 

And just survive 

In this life

Love it

In this moment

You feel me

In and out

I dream I am a hero

Looking good smelling better 

But what do you know

You’re wasted

Let’s face it 

You’re tragic

Not with it

With my logic

I don’t need this

Don’t want this

Reject this

What is this?

Here now back then and again

I see myself for better or worse

A toxic basic tragic logic 

Is my life

What is right

Fading light

I’ll rise despite

In this moment...

I’m above this

It’s insane

It’s cataclysmic 

Let’s face it 

You’re tragic

Not with it

With my logic

I don’t need this

Don’t want this

Reject this

What is this?