Star Signs

 Star Signs

I’m feeling ethereal 

Needing a deeper touch 

But don’t 

I’m not ready for you. 

Here we are

You and I

Now and then

Intertwined 

I’m the fire on the earth

Praying for coming rain 

And the wind won’t blow

You don’t know me

Can’t feel me

Won’t release me

Star signs always align 

To give us what we want 

Star signs will be alright 

To give us what we want

Star signs lead us blind

To give us what they want

Star signs try to find 

To give us what the want. 

What could be material

Other than not enough

Don’t front

It’s all you ever do 

In this scar

Is a lie 

About when

We just tried 

I’m the fury on the world 

Fearing the crashing waves 

A cyclone takes hold 

You don’t know me

Can’t feel me

Won’t release me

Star signs always align 

To give us what we want 

Star signs will be alright 

To give us what we want

Star signs lead us blind

To give us what they want

Star signs try to find 

To give us what the want. 

Earth

Fire

Water…

Air and Heart.  

Star signs always alight 

The path we would still choose…

Star signs always align 

To give us what we want 

Star signs will be alright 

To give us what we want

Star signs lead us blind

To give us what they want

Star signs try to find 

To give us what the want. 

Peace of me

 

This is dumb

You make me feel weak

We should be together 

But I know better

I hate to love you

But I do 

Despite myself 

I should have gave you up 

Yet you’re all I see 

And I still crave you. 

Peace of me

State of mind

It’s an illusion

That I’ll carry with me. 

I need to let you go

You’re no good for me

But I still crave you. 

I should have gave you up 

Yet you’re all I see 

And I still crave you. 

What is this 

Love?  That’s all bullshit 

Snap snap snap forever 

So what is true

Just like you

Wanting myself 

I should give myself up

How much I love you 

But what else can I do

Peace of me

State of mind

It’s an illusion

That I’ll carry with me. 

I need to let you go

You’re no good for me

But I still crave you. 

But why?

The lie

The try

Good bye 

Peace of me

State of mind

It’s an illusion

That I’ll carry with me. 

I need to let you go

You’re no good for me

But I still crave you. 

…me

 …me

I dare any one who truly knows me

Try to judge me 

Here we are

In the here and now 

I recognize you

But I don’t claim you

But why. 

Try and read me

You’re a fool, a tool to…

I can try to keep this plain

But you keep it complicated 

Although I try and be sane

This talk is aggravated 

Simple Simple Simple 

Boy you have no idea

Who I am Why I breathe 

What I’m capable of 

We all know the bitter truth 

These fairy tales are fallacies 

You’re still trying to seeking proof. 

I’m escaping emptiness 

I dare any one who truly knows me

Try to judge me 

Here we are

In the here and now 

I recognize you

But I don’t claim you

But why. 

Try and read me

You’re a fool, a tool to

See me read me

Understand me

Then abuse me

Take advantage of

Me, simple me 

Come To Me (….need you)

 

I was battling many things

My past and my self image 

If you walked in today

I’d run away, I’m afraid 

I couldn’t deal with anything

Nothing mattered anymore 

I locked myself away 

I can’t say, I’ll betray

Myself…. Myself…. Myself. 

But if you’d just… 

Come to me

Make me see

Open my eyes 

And realize. 

I need you

Despite myself

I… I… I…

Need you

Inside my mind your voice still rings 

Imagines, liars mirage 

I don’t have much to say 

But the few words scream loudly

I tell myself it’s all still okay

When I feel it crumbling 

As I doubt and I lay

I will be loved so proudly 

I try….  I try…. I try

But if you could 

Come to me

Make me see

Open my eyes 

And realize. 

I need you

Despite myself

I… I… I…

Need you

I try…. Myself… I try

And make you just…

Come to me

Make me see

Open my eyes 

And realize. 

I need you

Despite myself

I… I… I…

Need you

…Alright…

 …Alright…

With the expression of my last breath 

I release myself to the here and now

Let me go I don’t care about myself

Block your chakras 

With my soul 

I’m done with your noise

I need silence 

So sit down 

And listen. 

I’m here to live my life

With or without you

I don’t care 

If you feel this is right

With or without you 

I don’t care. 

That last air I try to intake 

I give up on who I could be so I 

Can become things I’d never dream of now 

Despite your tales

What’s it for, 

spirituality.

I hear your voice 

In the dark 

And listen

It’s foolish belong

To anyone else

It’s just me

If you feel this is right 

With or without you 

It’s just me. 

With the expression of my last breath 

I release myself to the here and now

Let me go I don’t care about myself

That last air I try to intake 

I give up on who I could be so I 

Can become things I’d never dream of now 

Goodbye, so long 

You mean nothing 

Despite the  mental shock in me 

I open myself up to mistakes 

And accept my past words are  fallacies 

With the expression of my last breath 

I release myself to the here and now

Let me go I don’t care about myself

That last air I try to intake 

I give up on who I could be so I 

Can become things I’d never dream of now 

Around and around we go

Into darkness hoping for light 

The right to delight 

It is, in sight 

Like fright 

Might. 

Feeling I’m Reeling

 Feeling I’m Reeling 

I breathe

I hope

I gasp for air

I’m suffocating

I don’t know

I cry 

I crave your care

I’m suffocating

Feel me

Touch me

Breach my soul

I’m crying out I need more 

Need me

Love me

Make me whole

I’m begging you give me more 

It’s simple

It’s insane

This feeling I’m reeling 

It’s not good 

Unbalanced 

This feeling I’m reeling 

I breathe

I hope

I gasp for air

I’m suffocating

I don’t know

I cry 

I crave your care

I’m suffocating

Why me

Give me 

A release 

For my own soul, what’s this for?

Hold me

Please me

A reprieve 

Give me peace, I don’t want more. 

It’s not cool 

I’m a fool

This feeling I’m reeling 

I breathe

I hope

I gasp for air

I’m suffocating

I don’t know

I cry 

I crave your care

I’m suffocating

Despite you

Who are you 

I breathe

I hope

I gasp for air

I’m suffocating

I don’t know

I cry 

I crave your care

I’m suffocating

What is this

Feeling I’m Reeling 

Fanatical Bullshit

Not many know me

And those that do

Ignore me 

No one else loves me

And those that try

Forgive me

They live a lie.

Although they try

They don’t know me 

From Adam.  

Or Eve, Cain, or Abel

I rise above the fanatical bullshit.  

I wish I could see 

The truth in you 

About me

What’s it mean To be

Anything but

To be free. 

It’s all a lie 

And now we cry

We don’t know free

From Adam.  

Or Eve, Cain, or Abel

I rise above the fanatical bullshit.  

From love 

Relieve, pain, or able

I rise above the fanatical bullshit. 

From Adam.  

Or Eve, Cain, or Abel

I rise above the fanatical bullshit.