"Catastrophe"

I find myself in this situation
It didn’t happen by mistake
I thought I was playing a game
And now I’m in too deep

I never meant to get involved
But sometimes my heart goes off alone
My brain can’t construct rhyme or reason
How unfortunate for you that now there’s two

This could all end in catastrophe
If you found out about us
This could all end in catastrophe
If you knew what we’re doing
This could all end in catastrophe
If you saw things through my eyes

I find myself talking to you late at night
Scream fighting over phone calls
I keep saying it’s not like that
Why can’t I let you go

I never meant to drag you in
Why am I so afraid of this change
I used to live spontaneously
I think that changed back when I first met you

This could all end in catastrophe
If you found out about us
This could all end in catastrophe
If you knew what we’re doing
This could all end in catastrophe
If you saw things through my eyes

This could all end in catastrophe
It would be okay if some things would…