Again Here At The Start

You were a drug I didn’t know I was on
Now that you cut me off
I’m withdrawing.
You were the best thing I ever came across
Now that you let me go
I’m receding

It’s hard to do what you did today
I respect it but I’m here asking
What did I do to make you want to change
I thought I was doing everything.
Here I am at the start once again.

I’m figuring it out
Once again here at the start

A few weeks later on and I’m still confused
What did I do so you
Couldn’t love me
I should have asked you but it’s too late now so
I’m alone with my thoughts
And I can’t see

I think I can find the moment you
Decided my love wasn’t worth it
Is that what I did to make you give up
I thought I was doing everything
Here I am at the start once again

I’m figuring it out
Once again here at the start

I thought everything was going great.
But I guess I wasn’t thinking straight.
You said that you just can’t reciprocate
I guess that you can’t appreciate
Here I am at the start once again.

I’m figuring it out
Once again here at the start