Crystal Sanctuary

I sit here numb

Disoriented from the destruction

You unleashed at our loves refuge 

I don’t know what to say 

Or do

That could get you right now

To open you’re eyes and believe

How many times can you shatter

Our crystal sanctuary 

Until nothing is left to salvage

Toying with emotions

Suffocating love and hope

With fallacious rage and fear

How much longer can I support 

Our crystal sanctuary’s

Until nothing can be recognized 

I lay here dumb

Processing the pain I’m subjected to

All I have to stand solid on

Is the paranoia

Not love

That you give me instead

So why do I keep trying for?

How many times can you shatter

Our crystal sanctuary 

Until nothing is left to salvage

Toying with emotions

Suffocating love and hope

With fallacious rage and fear

How much longer can I support 

Our crystal sanctuary’s

Until nothing can be recognized 

Don’t be shocked

When you come to your senses

That your loving sanctuary 

Where you terrorized me

Isn’t there and you’re alone 

Dealing with the consequences 

That you’ve kept waiting